aesthetic themed ask list
It’s friday night i’m by myself listening to music in my bed in the dark and i told all my friends to leave me alone but i don’t feel like journaling properly so i’m just going to do this as an exercise lol. Found this list in my drafts of my old account i made for my ex.. oh how times have changed since 2015.
flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself? just now i guess?
fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know? who killed jonbenet ramsey???
daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life? i don’t feel like i’ve accomplished much - actually got stuck on this question during a job interview (i didnt get the job lol) probably... finding my current job and seeing an actual path for my future for once.
1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise? telling my friends how much i love them saturday night.
matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? drop out of cpa, quit my job, travel the world and send cards back home to my friends to remember me by.
black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things? no bucket list... i just wanna travel the world...
pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail. she reminds me that people aren’t perfect, that sometimes you shouldn’t be selfish, that there are more people who have opinions than i’d like.
moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood? it didn’t get bad until jr high / high school i don’t think i can complain.
stars: when did you last cry in front of another person? sunday night.
plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them. jessica. she loves the stars as much as i love her.
converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them? no i can barely do that with my friends.
lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you? i guess it was 5-6am when we talked. cass is a dear friend of mine.
handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom? i’d tell Ron “stand tall, stupid”
cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes? pretty.
sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally. “i don’t have everything that i love, but i love everything that i have” - my dad said this a lot. i try to remember to love everything in my life, and put 100% of my energy into loving them.
oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far? lmao i was looking through my archive i think it’d be “needs to be held, cries often”
overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars? probably pay off every debt my entire family has, and then invest the rest and treat my family & friends nice.
combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way? sometimes. I can be pretty petty sometimes, but I think it’s a defense mechanism. Sometimes i wish i could take the high road but sometimes they don’t deserve it lol.
winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self. idk how to count a hundred words but “don’t stay with someone just because you’re loyal”
pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel? pastel probably?
tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain. i like them in moderation! although my mama is strict )-:
piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not? no idk how to do makeup well and i’m also really lazy. thank god for permanent makeup.
bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way. “She likes spring, I prefer winter” -Slchld. I think this song reminded me that it’s ok to have differences between you and your s/o. I think it made me an open minded person, and open to flaws and acceptance. I think it also got me through a time when I was losing myself and it reminded me that it’s ok to be different and like what you like, as long as you know what you like, you know?
messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them. Love is love.
cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.
Us the Duo - went with my ex when we were about to break up. gave me hope that we could work things out because they sang our song and we held each other but it didn’t end up working out. i still have a bad habit of attaching people to music
Daniel Caesar - went with my best friend, we found a spot near the side of the stage and interacted a lot with the drummer - he actually was the highlight of the night the way he enjoyed himself so much. It was freezing out but it was honestly such a warming sensation being in that venue.
HONNE - went with a group of friends, i actually introduced them all to HONNE, it was amazing singing those songs with them, it bonded us but also marked the end of our time together.
grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say? i would love a letter from my grandpa telling me everything that happened to him during the war.
space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised? It’s not lol.
white bed sheets: what is your night time routine? brush teeth, hop in bed, scroll on phone for hours, sleep
old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know? their daughter’s a hoe ToT
beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why? pink. idk i like pink.
eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do? ron devon cass andrew mitch, we would get an RV and travel across the country for a month or two, making stops in random cities.
11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.
1. i wish ron lives happily ever after with the girl he loves - because he deserves it
2. i wish to be successful in my career - so that i can afford to travel and see the world with the people that i love
3. i wish that the dreams my friends are manifesting come true - because i love my friends.
painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up. i think i was pinocchio one year that was kinda cute.
lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high? called my entire local committee and hysterically laughed and hyperventilated on video call lol.
thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars? kill a person
storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why? wait that’s really hard lol ummmm maybe one song? maybe the different people i see can sing different songs for me.
love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love. i think so! it’s when you think about them throughout the day - consider their feelings and what you could do for them. but idk i’m single as fuck lol.
clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair? i did rock really short hair lol
coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone? uuhh i don’t really drink starbucks but i like the seasonal drinks - pumpkin spice latte.
marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now? peace.
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