chodo’s sideblog

Doodles + misc. personal posts

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My dad is my fav person to send things to via social media because he’s like me so I know he is watching and weighing the individual value of each video to him just like I do when ppl send me stuff

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Dreamed about I-spy books that were almost as tall as me and now I’m annoyed that’s not real

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Me when I got rlly into bara in hs after downloading twitter

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Need to voice this in a post bc it is giving me OCD for no readon:

- I am almost halfway thru cassiel’s servant and it’s making me want to re read Kushiel’s dart BADDDD

- I’m concerned about being trapped in an endless loop of re reading all 10 books if I do so though

- I will need to show self control and re read ONLY Kushiel’s dart and save my first reread of the whole series for later this year or the beginning of next year so I have time to read some other stuff and make the re read feel fresh

- I can read another book in tandem with my kushdart only reread

- I am allowed to read the same book twice in one year this fear was spawned by goodreads and if I can’t kick it goodreads has gotta go (I would rather not delete it bc I like the record of what I have read so I’m going to be strong)

[homunculid]

Update on this I accidentally got into a three-book series after I finished Cassiel’s Servant (that I just started the third book of) and I am also reading Lev Grossman’s The Bright Sword bc of NADDPod. Kush reread is still happening just once I clear this two-book queue

[homunculid]

I would have absolutely zero issues with my hair if I was able to stop touching it constantly

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Weirdest nicknames for my cats:

Nico -> gubbins (idk how this one even originated from his name)

Sargent Slaughter -> tarchy (her nickname is sarge, which sounds like starch, so starchy without the s)

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OCD so fun 🤑 finding gray hairs (I’m only 25) and I go thru these awesome fun periods where everything is literally terrifying no matter how mundane

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I have GOT to stop doomscrolling I have so much anime to watch and books to read and pictures to draw and hobbies to do reddit and insta reals do not deserve my precious time on this earth.

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I probably won’t be getting any last minute wedding day confessions from past flings on account of the fact that almost everyone I dated b4 my current partner has the impression that I’m insane

[homunculid]

Need to voice this in a post bc it is giving me OCD for no readon:

- I am almost halfway thru cassiel’s servant and it’s making me want to re read Kushiel’s dart BADDDD

- I’m concerned about being trapped in an endless loop of re reading all 10 books if I do so though

- I will need to show self control and re read ONLY Kushiel’s dart and save my first reread of the whole series for later this year or the beginning of next year so I have time to read some other stuff and make the re read feel fresh

- I can read another book in tandem with my kushdart only reread

- I am allowed to read the same book twice in one year this fear was spawned by goodreads and if I can’t kick it goodreads has gotta go (I would rather not delete it bc I like the record of what I have read so I’m going to be strong)

[homunculid]

You obsessively google hair dryer attachments for multiple hours ONE TIME and your algorithm gets fucked forever apparently

[homunculid]

Trying to have rational argument on reddit with a pop girl stan who just wants to start shit it feels like diffusing a bomb

[homunculid]

Why does arguing with really annoying people online trigger my OCD so bad about them hating me let me break this down

1. Arguing online is some people’s only hobby

2. They are not going to come to my house and murder me over boys spoilers

3. I can block

4. Who gaf if this person hates me their opinion is dirt!

[homunculid]

Okay #blocked even though it may be read as cowardly I just DO NOTTTT wanna deal with this chick any more :/

[homunculid]

Trying to have rational argument on reddit with a pop girl stan who just wants to start shit it feels like diffusing a bomb

[homunculid]

Why does arguing with really annoying people online trigger my OCD so bad about them hating me let me break this down

1. Arguing online is some people’s only hobby

2. They are not going to come to my house and murder me over boys spoilers

3. I can block

4. Who gaf if this person hates me their opinion is dirt!

[homunculid]

Trying to have rational argument on reddit with a pop girl stan who just wants to start shit it feels like diffusing a bomb

[homunculid]

I do think I may have irreversibly changed the course of several dudes lives in college…

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Trying really hard to not have a complex abt the way that I was treated in college

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If I make a sort of targeted observation will you guys be mad at me?