cabbage

18. Journal/vent blog.

[homunculushand]

ive been tracking my gender swings for about a week now and its kind of interesting. mostly its agender or that weird thing i dont have a name for but it was also femme and then in my dream yesterday it was very masculine

[homunculushand]

well i really only wanna do that last thing after i interact with one of my RAs. he treats me like a fucking baby

[homunculushand]

my roommate is a real cutie but 100% straight

[homunculushand]

how much do other people talk (online and off)? is it normal to not want to talk?

[homunculushand]

today i wrote a lot of erotic lesbian poetry

[homunculushand]

tomorrow is my last day of high school forever

[homunculushand]

okay so i was doing my asb project and i wanted to see my pen personality thing again so i thought well might as post it for ref or w/e

Extroversion (sociability)||||||||||35% Neuroticism (emotionality)||||||||||||||||62% Psychoticism (rebelliousness)||||||||||||||||70%

Extroversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.

Neuroticism results were moderately high which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Psychoticism results were high which suggests you are overly selfish, uncooperative, and difficult at the expense too often of the well being of others.

surprising

[homunculushand]

fun fact i am a very emotional person

i tear up over everything. everytime i see a post about gender like that one i just reblogged, something with only a positive attitude

something not problematic

or something innocently inclusive 

i feel the tears come on man

[poolgirlatthevampiremansion]

especially trans women of colour

[homunculushand]

i'm failing :))))

4 out of 7 :)) classes (:::

:)))))

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[homunculushand]

reset that counter 

[homunculushand]

do*

is*

swiss army knife*

[homunculushand]

thank you so much guidance counselor

really, truly

why are my gut feelings always right

[homunculushand]

motivate me to write

[homunculushand]

theres this person i always see in the hallway at school

and i can smell the non binary on them

an ally in the struggle

[homunculushand]

yoo someone do the science thing and give me the ability to morph my body so i can have insert name of genitals here when my mind is like yup thats what it should be right now

[homunculushand]

writing other in the gender box instead of checking off male or female for end of the year surveys and silently fucking up the survey giver's world