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Having a restrictive eating disorder and still being overweight is embarrassing as fuck.
Iām not enough⦠ever.
Maybe Iāll just never be enough
My unspoken thoughts (via stephdlhaye)
I donāt want to eat, but I do. And when I do, I hate myself a little more
25 Calorie Mocha Frappucino
What youāll need:Ā
.5 tsp vanilla - 6 calories
1 tsp unsweetened cocoa powder - 4 calories
1 tsp sweetener - 0 calories
.5 cup unsweetened almond milk - 15 calories
.5 cup coffee, chilled - 0 calories
Ice - 0 calories
Dark chocolate shaving ~ 0 calories
1 tbsp halo top in vanilla bean ~ 0 calories
Directions:
Pour almond milk, coffee, cocoa powder, vanilla, sweetener,Ā halo top and ice in a blender. Note: the more ice, the thicker the consistency will be. Blend until a layer of foam has appeared on the surface. Pop into a refrigerator until the foam has thickened considerably to your liking. Add dark chocolate shaving and voila! A Starbucks mocha frappuccino taste-alike with almost none of the calories!Ā
Nutrition Info:
Total Fat 1g 2% Saturated Fat 0g 1% Monounsaturated Fat 1g Polyunsaturated Fat 0g Trans Fat 0g Cholesterol 0mg 0% Sodium 81mg 3% Potassium 48mg 1% Total Carbohydrate 2g 1% Dietary Fiber 1g 5% Sugars 0g Protein 1g 2% Vitamin A 5% Vitamin C 0% Calcium 23% Iron 2%
Lilredbeanpole's Master Guide
Okay! So this guide is for me personally, but I wanted to share it just in case others can find it helpful.
The first thing I want to say in regards to others who are following my guide, PLEASE DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH. I am not an expert, and this guide is tailored to MY needs/goals. Please donāt just follow my lead.
āšSAFE FOODS & UNSAFE FOODS:šā
SAFE FOODS: š all fruit š all veggies š coconut/almond/flax milk š deli meat (chicken, turkey, or ham) š chicken breast š salmon š almonds/walnuts š salads (look at dressings!) š cheese (small amounts) š jerky š eggs š herbs and salt free spices š sunflower oil š dark chocolate (small amounts) š coconut sugar (brown and white) š honey š yogurt
SAFE DRINKS: š any tea, aim for green š water!water!water! š bai5 waters š lemonades š occassional smoothie (no added sugar or juice) š coconut/almond/flax milk
UNSAFE FOODS: ā processed sugar ā gluten (anything with flour/bread/grains) ā regular milk ā fried anything ā candy bars/bags of gummies/ice cream/sweets (other than dark chocolate) ā soda ā limit potatoes ā processed meats ā red meats ā anything I didnāt cook or see made
šššVITAMINS & PILLS:ššš
I take a buttload of vitmins due to an autoimmune disease. I would talk to a doctor, or at least a pharmacist, about the best vitamins for you!
I also buy mostly the gummy kinds. XD
š b12 - 1000mcg, 10cal š vitamin c - 100mg, 30cal š prenatal - (each brand varies in vitamin makeup, and i take them even though Iām not pregnant) 20cal š magnesium - 500mg š green tea supplements š acai berry supplements š laxatives on fasting days (not recommended for others) also š various diet pills (one brand at a time folks!) š ibuprofen for migraines and cramps
šššSELF CAREššš
These are really important to keep on top of, your mental health will take a roll on your body unless you help take some of the stress away.
ALONE: š take a bath š shave š lotion š nailpolish š hairdye š read/write š color/art š play video games/watch tv š listen to music š clean/organize š study/learn a new hobby š do something that makes you smile
REWARDS š if youāve done well recently with your diet and exercise, take an hour to get a massage or a mani/pedi š if youve got good grades or learned something new, buy a new book or journal, or a cute pen š if youāre clean and tidy, buy a poster or a new decoration to display š if your doing better with an illness or personal struggle, take yourself out to a movie or go to a place youāve wanted to visit š if youāre improving in any way on anything, put $1 in an envelope and at the end of each month use the money to get cute socks or stickers! š if youve been working more hours or going non stop, take a 30minute nap without guilt
MENTALLY : š take fifteen minutes each day to meditate š practise deep breathing to keep stress down š your mental state is reflected in your surroundings, keep them clean and nice. š if youāre deoressed, talk to a friend š write in a journal/listen to music to calm down š do not beat yourself up for failures and always reward achievements
š¬ššCRAVING BUSTERSššš¬
I have three things I make for cravings, and these are for when Iām dying to binge and neeeeed something to taste.
š¬ ACV Magic -2tbs Apple cider vinegar - small amount of sweetener - dash of cinnamon - 6-8oz or hot or cold water Tastes like apple pie, and good cold or hot! Kills cravings and helps kill appetite
š Heavy Hitter - 2tbs peanut butter - small blob honey - a few nuts or cranberries Helps kill cravings for heavier foods like pastas and pizza and baked goods, and gives a little protein/sugar boost to keep your energy up.
š Carnivore -few slices deli meat - thin slice cheese (like paper) - pickle spear (optional) - small but of mustard (grey poupon is best) Roll the meat with some mustard on it and the cheese around the pickle for a crunchy snack to curb cravings for sandwiches, burgers, steaks, ects.
āš«āFASTING:āš«ā
DO NOT ā never try to drive during a fast ā never make fasting more important than safety ā donāt go over 36hrs or you risk going into starvation mode (stores fat) ā donāt over exercise when fasting, you could pass out and get hurt, keep it mild ā donāt fast on test days or busy work days, your performance suffers ā donāt feel forced to fast by anyone ā dont purge if you break a fast with a binge ā do not deprive yourself of vitamins on a fast, even if they have calories or you have to take them with milk. ādo not fast after a bad binge, this is super harmful as it cause your stomach to swell and shrink suddenly and itās actually another form of bulimia. Fasts should be planned after a day of your normal (and healthy food only) calorie intake
TIPS š« drink your tea first thing in the morning, and take vitamins early š« use a water bottle that you know contains a certain number of oz (mine has 32oz) and donāt or other sip off it š« use a wet erase marker on your water bottle to tally the number of refills youāve done for water in the day š« use the ACV magic for cravings š« drink lots of green tea š« take melatonin before bed so hunger doesnt keep you awake š« start your fast 4hrs before sleep, the night automatically gives you a 8-12 hour fast. Continue to fast up till 36hrs. But at least that minimum. š« use fire teas or detox teas š« (i) take laxatives (you should not) š« stay busy š« use the prebinge list š« if i insist on eating, start with the craving busters or fruits/veggies š« fast on days off, so you can choose how to distract yourself š« set a timer on your phone or tally the hours with a pen on your arm, it helps keep you motivated
ALWAYS ā drink enough water ā let an ana buddy know what your doing for safety reasons ā be kind to yourself ā weigh before and after a fast ā drink green tea ā break the fast carefully, with small portions of fruits and veggies or a broth ā if doing a 36hr fast, double vitamin intake for those days (not the magnesium though) ā keep in mind that hunger pain goes away in about 7-25 seconds ā remember you should have been yourself to keep from eating. Do not hit your stomach, cut yourself, or any other harmful thing to avoid food! Please dont.
š·š½šBINGINGšš½š·
These are things I do to help stop or prevent, or recover from a binge.
BEFORE: š½ drink a glass of ice water š½ light a candle that is a clean or pungent scent! (Nothing that smells like food) š½ boil water for tea (sometimes the act of heating water tricks me into thinking I made food) š½ read a book/magazine (i pick new books, they draw me in so I forget how long itās been) š½ drink your tea, but make a bigger cup than normal or make two, it feels like a treat š½ find a craft project that gets your hands dirty! If youāre covered in glue, you canāt touch food! š½ look at thinspo š½ my biggest help is to clean, start vacuuming or dusting or scoop the yard for dog crap or the cat box for poops, or wash Windows or reorganize your clothes (looking at how big the clothes you wear are is also very motivating) š½ put on your goal pants! Everyone has a pair. š½ take a body check photo š½ write down the # of calories youād be eatting, then figure out how long youād need to work out to burn that off. If itāll take more than a set of jumping Jackās or crunches, donāt eat it š½ for every time you open the fridge or cupboard, whether you eat or not, do 25 squats or 25 push ups. š½ try the ACV drink or a craving buster š½ weigh yourself
DURING: š· if you end up binging, look down at how much youāve already eaten, if itās less than half the amount you grabbed then drink warm water with lemon. If itās over half, drink cold water with lemon. (The hot will help mimic a full tummy and the cold helps your body jump start to burn more calories). Donāt drink both, you may puke. And donāt eat whatās left, duh. š· go eat in front of a mirror. Youāll get like one bite further then stop, I promise. š· ask yourself if youāre willing to eat the same # of calories in carrots. If not, throw the rest out. If so, go get some damn carrots and throw the other crap out. š· if youāre binging because someone asked you to eat, eat some, wait a bit, then claim it made you feel sick like food poisoning. Or say you ate before and are saving the rest for later (throw out later obvs) š· if itās sweets you grabbed, ask yourself if you would eat the same # of calories in strawberries. If so, go get some fruit! If not, you should remember processed sugar gives you zits and thunder thighs. Not cute. Pizzaface and burgerbutt. Groosss. š· ask yourself, if I saw someone eating this, would I think theyāre a pig? If no, then you may actually be eating something good for you. If yes, put the food down, piglet. Grooss. š·itās not too late to make acv magic or tea! š·weigh yourself
AFTER: š drink cold water, slowly, so you donāt puke š take a walk, even a lap or two around the yard or each room in the house! š take some magnesium to promote digestive/bowel movements (this is not a laxative, it just helps keep stuff moving) š after about 40 minutes (so you donāt puke) do 25 sit ups, 25 leg lifts per side, and 25 lunges. Then drink some water and rest 15 minutes. Then repeat, but add 30 jumping jacks. The drink water and rest. Then repeat, but add the jumping Jackās and hold a plank for 30seconds. If up for it, repeat the cycle from the start one more time. š Do. Not. Get. Mad. At. Yourself. Depression hinders weight loss, so be gentle on yourself. š take a bath š drink tea š DO NOT PURGE. EVER. š do some self care š weigh yourself
THIS IS SO HELPFUL GOD BLESS!!!
Thin is about control.
Knowing youāre hungry, but saying no to food anyway. Looking at food and seeing calories. You donāt need to eat that. Food does not control you. You are in control. Of what you eat. When you eat. How much you eat. You have control.
Reblog if your family had ever made you feel bad about your weight.
If you're reading this drink a glass of water.
Reblog so more people remember how important this is.
right here, right now. make your decision. 1) stay fat, unlovable, and unwanted 2) get thin and have all you ever wanted only you control your decision REBLOG IF YOU CHOOSE 2
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125.387 People reblogged this, but i canāt even find one ugly person
296, 615 beautiful faces, bodies, minds and souls that have been tragically currupted by societyās definition of ābeautyā.
3hundredfucking4THOUSAND! :ācā¦
462 thousandā¦ā¦.
561 thousand. Fuck
i wish i was pretty
6 hundred thousand notes. Iām one more
sadly, the number keeps increasingā¦
Eat like a skinny girl. Think like a skinny girl. Be a skinny girl.
Hate it when celebrities pretend they love junk food (and pretend they eat it 24/7 for instagram) but then they have a nutritionist and a personal trainer and an amazing body theyād hate to loseā¦you arenāt fooling anyoneĀ
say it again for the people in the back
@ kylie jenner like ily boo but u needa end it
reblog if ur a disgusting piece of shit
For everyone who thinks Iāve always had a decent body. Left is me at 145!and right is me a month or so ago at around 110. Still around 5 pounds above my weight now.
IF THIS DOESNāT INSPIRE YOU. BITCH?
OMG I found it! My original before/after!!
Beautiful.
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last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again
nothing to lose. :))
Letās hope
Why not? :)
*crossing fingers*
pretty much^^^^
i got nothing to lose. (:
Last time i did this my wish came true.
Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss
im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming trueā¦
it came true last timeā¦so why not
hoping and prayingā¦
Why not.
lets see.
my wish came trueā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..this is creepy
Why not lol
Iām desperate at this point
Please let this work Iām desperate š„ā°ā„ļø