This is me right now. Kind of sad, anxious, and stressed. I won't deny that the closure triggered this. I never wanted the feeling of being loved, I am afraid of it, but I dropped my guard down for the person. It was joyous for a little while. A little while. Then the person kind of shut me off. It was devastating, heartbreaking, and confusing. Like why? I should have never pursued this. I am indeed a hopeless romantic, and sleepless I guess.
yet I still long for the person












