Nonsense

Past/present/made up

[hopethisisokay]

I have dreams of you looking at me the way you look at her.

[hopethisisokay]

I think I loved you the whole time. How could I not? I was always looking for you. I was always waiting for you to look for me. And when you did, God, I never wanted you to stop.

I hope you look for me again. I’m still looking for you.

[hopethisisokay]

Why is it after so many years, I still feel the same. I can lie to myself and fall for someone new, but as soon as I see you, it’s like they never existed. I wonder when I’ll be able to move on.

[hopethisisokay]

I have dreams of you looking at me the way you look at her.

[hopethisisokay]

I didn’t know what it was like to be alone until now. No one seems to care. No one seems to notice. There’s no one to blame but me... but god what would I give for someone to hold me and say that it’s going to okay because sometimes it doesn’t feel that way.

[1980vibes]

[teenager90s]

[spatialll-deactivated20201125]

perfect places, lorde

[arizonateas]

[hopethisisokay]

Everyday is getting a little better than the last but I still feel that empty part of me that you used to fill.

[hopethisisokay]

I haven’t been okay for a while and you don’t care.

[hopethisisokay]

I have dreams of you looking at me the way you look at her.

[hopethisisokay]

Please don’t ever think you don’t matter to me. You’re above everyone and everything. I’m sorry for every second you spent believing you weren’t.

(via hopethisisokay)

[hopethisisokay]

I spent all last spring thinking of you and I spent most of this summer thinking of you... but as fall starts to come closer and the distance between us grows, it's not as bad anymore. I don't wake wanting to see you or wonder what you're doing. It feels good, but sad at the same time. I don't want you out of my life despite us not being as close anymore. I hope fall treats you well and winter brings us back together.

[hopethisisokay]

I’m scared to see what happens when I let you in. I’m weird and guarded and scared you’ll see what you weren’t expecting. I’ve never really experienced what it’s like to have someone look at me the way you do and that scares the hell out of me.

(via hopethisisokay)

[hopethisisokay]

I didn’t lose you because I never had you. It’s as simple and heartbreaking as that.

(via hopethisisokay)

[hopethisisokay]

I didn't lose you because I never had you. It's as simple and heartbreaking as that.