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@hornets-dream-journal
hi. new sideblog. we're gonna be posting dreams on here, so that they're easy to find. main is @agonizing-abdominal-pain, some dreams have been posted on there.
don't follow my blog if you have a long dni on which i appear two or more times.
had a nightmare of a baffling variety (yknow the kind that stops being scary or even making any sense shortly after you wake up?) in which i tried to leave the building but an enormous one eyed cat was there. like, it was laying there and still taller than me. it was white with black spots and had a green eye. i also had another nightmare i think but i don't remember that one
posting this one in video format. text should scroll slower but i think i spent enough time wrestling with capcut so just pretend it scrolls slower. bonus rambles below the cut.
had a dream in which i was up all night just kind of exploring some unfamiliar city. and i got hungry so i went to a subway. and i was only halfway aware of how ordering at subway works (just like irl). but it turned out that subway doesn't sell subs, it sells. honestly i don't know what to call that. think candy bracelets except it's not candy, it's miscellaneous food products with holes in them (anything from a donut to cheese to bologna slices that went through a hole puncher) strung onto a piece of elastic. and for the base price you get 4 products strung onto the elastic, you can get more if you pay more. and there was a kinda big line that was steadily getting bigger so like i'm trying to quickly figure out what food products on a piece of elastic i should get that 1. won't cost me too much 2. i am willing to eat at the moment 3. will be at least somewhat filling. cause i need my order at least halfway decided when i get to the counter to not hold up the line too much. and like on the shelves that had mostly miscellanea with holes there were also chocolate bars of a brand i've never seen in my life. the brand name was hanzo something i don't fully remember. and like. i wanted to get that for a tumblr post (so that i can take a photo of the unopened chocolate bar and caption it "everything reminds me of them") but since 1. there weren't any holes in that 2. there wasn't a price next to it i had no idea how much that would cost me. i don't remember what did i actually order at that subway other than it did not include the chocolate bar. and then i left with my order and continued splorin.
when i was still conscious enough to hear the youtube videos i had queued as background noise but asleep enough to dream i had a dream that i went outside (without writing down that i left) and kinda walked around and at some point i realized i couldn't get back since the doors are locked now and just kinda continued to walk around. soon after i woke up and then properly fell asleep
Just woke up from a dream where they invented a hip new thing to do at the eye doctor where they surgically removed part of your eyes and this was considered so good for you that they made it a requirement to keep your insurance because the benefits (none) outweighed the side effects (blindness and constant pain)
another vintage entry!
guesstimate a couple years ago we had a dream in which we woke up in our bedroom, left the room, left the flat, tried to walk down stairs, fell down the stairs, and woke up in a different bedroom. this wasn't exactly a lucid dream but it also wasn't exactly a non lucid dream. like, the situation was very clearly weird but it didn't register as a dream, all we knew is that it is weird and we need to get downstairs, we could stall to some degree but we Had to get down these stairs, preferably as soon as possible. but every time we tried to walk down the stairs, we'd fall and wake up in yet another bedroom. sometimes on the floor, which is where we slept pretty much always back then, sometimes in a bed or in a chair or something. after a couple dozen instances of being warned about the stairs and transported to another bedroom, we decided to sit down on the stairs and kinda scoot over to the next step while holding onto the barrier thingy with one hand and onto a stair with the other. and, after finally getting to the whatsitcalled. the halfway point between floors that has a small thing of flatness but doesn't really do rooms or furniture. we woke up.
we haven't posted in some time bc of not having dreams we rember. so, you're getting an old dream.
one time when we were a kid we had a dream in which our mother did like, unconventional euthanasia, and there was merch on her funeral, including but not limited to little figures depicting her death.
had a dream that someone that i barely knew wanted to swap irises with me. like, the things in eyes. they had blue eyes, i had brown eyes (like this flesh mech does). and i didn't exactly want that but i did kinda give in after some verbal pressuring and also some physical pressuring. and then i spent some time having blue eyes and like some sort of dressings on my eyes that did allow me to see 's just that there was less light getting to my eyes and also everything was mildly to moderately blurry. and the person who now had brown eyes was constantly somewhere around and whenever i did anything that was Too physically demanding in their opinion they kept telling me to stop doing that. and i just kinda complied because i didn't feel like arguing with someone especially if there's people around who will agree with them that they're just trying to keep me safe.
dreamt that i got called by a six digit phone number on a hello kitty flip phone with no sim card in it, hesitated to reject the call for some time, and after rejecting it got some text messages that went kinda "i hate you" "i just wanted some help" "why do you want me to suffer" "it hurts so much" and when i tried to reply i couldn't because of the no sim card thing
after that i used my regular phone and some unidentifiable group messaging app (discord in my dreams tends to look like discord because of how much i use discord. that was some other shit) and people agreed that was weird and someone said that maybe hello kitty os (which was the os the flip phone had) has some weird software vulnerability and i said that i get those calls from a weirdly short phone number on my regular phone too, when i pick them up it's just white noise, the longer i wait to reject them the more texts i get after, blocking the number doesn't work, and on my regular phone i can't reply because it tells me "Can't reply to this short code" like it does with 2fa shit and weather alerts
also the hello kitty flip phone had a touch screen and an unusual aspect ratio (about 1:3. the screen didn't cover the whole front area thing so that's not like a precise measurement) and folded into a lil rectangular cuboid that had a square as two of its faces
dreamt that i got called by a six digit phone number on a hello kitty flip phone with no sim card in it, hesitated to reject the call for some time, and after rejecting it got some text messages that went kinda "i hate you" "i just wanted some help" "why do you want me to suffer" "it hurts so much" and when i tried to reply i couldn't because of the no sim card thing
had a dream in which we introjected a tumblr mutual
i had a dream in which i woke up very early and was just kinda laying there in severe pain. and the slab of soggy bacon i keep in my skull decided my relationship with gladion[headmate] is somehow incestuous. i don't remember what the reasoning for that was other than it was not exactly logical. so basically, i am a bad person who should die. but ☝️ worry not, i could undo the bad stuff with this one simple trick: sewing an effigy of gladion and an effigy of me out of scraps, in that order, making sure there's at least three feet of distance between them at all times starting from when put the first stitch in the second one. they were about as well made and about as good looking as you'd expect from little ragdolls made out of scraps by someone who's in a dark room, exhausted, and in a lot of pain, and who is not good at sewing even when they're well.
if they can't uninvent OCD they should at least invent OCD that only causes symptoms in the waking world
i dreamt that i sent this message in the hellevator discord server and mae thought its aimed at her. i haven't the foggiest who it was actually aimed at other than "not mae" ↓
you. you had a thing for hornets and you're always wearing pants too tight for you to physically wear them. [sentence i already forgor]. and i love you. and i love you.
had a dream that i was setting up pluralkit so that we all keep our pronouns in the pronouns field and still get them to show up in our displaynames. i think i might like actually do that now
had a dream that i was at school kinda ? like, i wasn't enrolled i was just loitering. idk why. and like. many people that i used to go to school with irl were there, getting schoolfed and all that. n like at one point one of them said i should enroll as soon as i can. and i said something along the lines of "why would i do that after getting mocked in every school i went to". and they said "well if you didn't want to get mocked you shouldn't have expected to be mocked". n i just kinda seethed silently cuz like not only does that strat not work for mockery at all for obvious reasons, it also happens to not work for sexual abuse, and a guy who sexually abused me irl in the past was conveniently nearby, likely ready to back up his friend if i mention what he did
also. some bonus info.
i have no damn idea why i was at the school but i did not want to be there. but i kinda had to, for whatever reason. also the like building or whatever was the elementary school we went to except for nothing being the right size. like, the building looked massive from the outside, from the inside it was a bit too small, things outside the building looked just a little bit too big, people's heights were wrong and also inconsistent (like, guy who was towering over us last we saw him and guy who was our height last we saw him were a couple inches apart height wise except for when they weren't. both weren't much taller than us except for when they were, despite yknow the whole us not having grown much since like middle school) and it Did look very wrong while i was like still dreaming because of that.
had a dream that i was at school kinda ? like, i wasn't enrolled i was just loitering. idk why. and like. many people that i used to go to school with irl were there, getting schoolfed and all that. n like at one point one of them said i should enroll as soon as i can. and i said something along the lines of "why would i do that after getting mocked in every school i went to". and they said "well if you didn't want to get mocked you shouldn't have expected to be mocked". n i just kinda seethed silently cuz like not only does that strat not work for mockery at all for obvious reasons, it also happens to not work for sexual abuse, and a guy who sexually abused me irl in the past was conveniently nearby, likely ready to back up his friend if i mention what he did
