I can't forget the first time I pegged this particular young man. Do you feel the same way about someone? The one that sticks in your memory, whatever the reason may be.
When I think of that night, I can recall it all…
All those emotions set off signals to the nervous system and I feel it through my whole body again, the excitement and nervousness we both felt at that moment.
The mixture of the scent of our bodies, scent of oil I used on his virgin ass and desire that could be felt in the air.
That look he gave me and his beautiful innocent puppy eyes from which it was more than clear how shocked he was that he let it go this far. It was his first time, intense, and I knew he was kinda embarrassed that he liked it so much.
A mixture of shame, pain and pleasure.
I took it all and it felt like a projection of the most secret fantasies.*