🕊️Velvet Arcana🫧🪽

Esoterically Blessed

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Yall im not ready to go back and start my new college semester😭😭😭 im gonna be homesick and yearn about inevitable impending doom😭😭😭 even though im paying lots for college, i js sometimes wish i don’t get these feelings like wht😭 anyway, here’s a vision board im obsessed with

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I miss drinking

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Semester break’s ending. Dreading the work loads that’s getting more and more advance and difficult. Getting closer to graduating and I still am not sure how exactly I’m going to successfully achieve what I want after graduating.

Hardships of a big dreamer with zero help.

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0 hours of sleep last night. Couldn’t sleep early, couldn’t sleep late, so pulled an all nighter to have my morning walk. Running on so much coffee rn.

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James Spader circa 1990s-2000s. I in fact love him very very much.

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Been having weird dreams, dreams where I’m exactly where I’d like to be in the hands of a man but am always awake before I could reach the high point in my dreams. Also have been waking up with leg pains, even woke up with three scratches on my right knee but it couldn’t have been my nails because it has been really weak and very short ever since I remove my acrylics and cut them into a painful length.

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First post, this is going to be my diary blog now. I have a lot of niche interests, so follow me and let’s be moots!