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Fuck it.

Fuck Tumblr. I’m out. You’ve all been so lovely. Thank you for all the kindness. I hope you find your dreams. I’m off to write music and try not to die in this terrible world.

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He told me my belly was beautiful.

He undressed me for the first time and sunk his fingers and teeth into the soft flesh of my midsection, with just enough force that I could not credibly question his passion. He kissed me and pressed all of the middle of me into him, and when we broke the kiss and he looked into my eyes, smiling, and I felt his fingertips caressing all the folds and swells of me, I knew he was sincere. He knew - he knew what I needed to hear. But he said my belly was beautiful not just because I yearned to hear it but because to him it was true. The lust that was evident throughout his body - his ragged breath, his straining cock, his smoky half-lidded eyes - made me inclined to agree with him. My belly might be beautiful.

I had taken this photo (above) weeks before and shared it with only one other Tumblr friend. A few hours after my new lover left my bed, bolstered ny his encouragement, I closed my eyes and tapped Post on my tablet, sending my bare belly out into the often unforgiving world of the Internet. I was terrified and thrilled to release a photo of a part of me only my lovers know, a part of me I couldn’t imagine anyone would care to see - not ugly, but certainly boring and ordinary and deeply flawed. But I remembered his tongue tracing the hills and valleys of me from head to toe, the way he slid his fingers into me and whispered beautiful, filthy things in my ear, the way his rigid, hungry cock nudged against great mounds of me, and I knew that posting this picture could be an adventure, not a disaster.

And it was an adventure.

Two great friendships began that day, the most poignant one being my new love affair with this familiar but neglected piece of myself. And because my new lover and friend treats my body so tenderly and with a lust that matches mine and because he is kind and brilliant and insightful, and because he understands how important it is to me to love my own body with the same ardor I show his, I am inclined to think that one day I may find he is very dear to me.

It turns out my belly is beautiful. So is my life.

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I made you some kakes! 💋

I’ll apply the icing. Inbox gift http://hoveringsecrets.tumblr.com

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Next time you’re looking for sexy stuff, go to @poundkakez! I guarantee you’ll be satisfied!i

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On the commute to work.

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Serious questions for my friends and fans! I want to get a little dirtier in my sex life. I know I have a LOT of options, but I'm stalling on what to lean into. Should I try more physically kinky things (restraints, impact play, breath play, rougher sex)? Or more psychologically kinky things (roleplays, super pervy things whispered in his ear, break more taboos)? Or more people (like going to orgies and having more three and foursomes and adding more lovers in general)? What would YOU add to make YOUR sex life more dirty? Reblog, comment, or send me a message, ask, or submission to give me your answer. I'll keep it private or anon unless you tell me you want it public.

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On the commute to work.

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Love to my husband A, who is going through a hard thing today.

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Hey there! Miss you bunches.

Man, I wish I had more time to be here, talk to you, and make more porn!

[poundkakez]

I made you some kakes! 💋

I’ll apply the icing. Inbox gift http://hoveringsecrets.tumblr.com

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Next time you’re looking for sexy stuff, go to @poundkakez! I guarantee you’ll be satisfied!i

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Tomorrow is Torso Thursday! Things to do to celebrate: 1. Reblog! Invite your friends to join us! 2. Submit! I'll post your submissions on @venusatopensecrets (women) and @marsatopensecrets (men). Trans/nonbinary folks are also welcome. Just tell me where you'd like to be posted. 3. Enjoy! Look, wank, and tell us what you think!

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Feeling naughty today.

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Reblog if you want your viewers to join in and send you sexy stuff, too!

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Go on, share your sexy selves. Celebrate your body. Revel in it. You won’t believe how liberating it is.

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We declared yesterday a US national masturbation holiday but there is no reason we can't go all weekend and all over the world. @eccentricorbits is in the UK. How far around the world can we reblog this? Can we unite the world with orgasms? 💋