heartbreakbeats

dedicated to that satisfying feeling when songs perfectly echo your own broken heart.

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+ mother falcon // marigold +

that moment you realize obsession rarely comes to fruition

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i found the answer to love and i don't like it

it's love, yes

and i realize now that i'd been wrong

for so.                                            long.

because these are the things that 

LOVE

is.     NOT.  :

- a flower, plucked or tended

and - not the sound of carriage wheels

drawn by four white horses.

- not the stars

- plucked from the heavens or - glistening

in our eyes.

it couldn't be - the language of quietly

holding-hands.

love is.

-waking up with your scent on the pillow.

-turning to look.

into eyes that are tightly. closed. shut.

love is the

-dull ache

of

-inevitable silence

-hitting the moment

-we creep out of bed.

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"empty lovers make love too"

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+ ra ra riot // can you tell +

funny story, one time i handed wes miles a love note and it looked like this:

do you like me? 

[ ] yes :) <3

[ ] no :( </3

[ ] maybe? :| ? 

love, 

girl in the scarf

(xxx) xxx-xxxx

but he never called me, i think maybe he thought i was 14. but i was not! i was, like, 21! legal to drink and everything!

oh this song takes me back. the sad pleaing tones of hopeless longing, i know you all too well...

[blairwaldorfings]

“Dude, you have no idea how much it sucks to have to hear people you don’t even know constantly yelling stuff about your ex-girlfriend when you’re just trying to forget about it. Because the way I loved Britney was like nothing ever.”

[blind-heights]

never forget

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+ voxtrot // raised by wolved +

i will never live like you do but you will probably die like me

all lovelessly and empty

(but i'd rather that you love me) 'cause i want to settle down

i'm such a hungry man ever since you went away

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+ otis redding // (sittin' on) the dock of the bay +

heartache follows everywhere.

you can run but you can't leave your heart & soul behind.

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+ my chemical romance // i'm not okay +

NO THIS IS NOT OK. THAT IS IS WHY ALL THE MASCARA IS RUNING DOWN MY FACE. STFU STOP ASKING

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+ ellery james roberts // kerou's lament +

burnt out hard, fast, wanting more

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+ cary brothers // can't take my eyes off you +

you told me you would help me put my nail polish on right!

but then you flaked. and then you said 'i never wanted a relationship'.

manicures were too much of a next step, i guess.

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Yr Glove, by Fists

from the album Phantasm

...never trust a man named tommy.

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+ kelly rowland // turn it up +

"let's not talk about the catalyst" you said

"catalyst? you mean that time we made out?" i asked (in my head) & i laugh & look away.

you go home to the bed you share with her. i go home alone.

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+ j. cole (feat. miguel) // power trip +

can't sleep, can't speak, can't know, we are, we are, we are?...

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+ the pipettes // it hurts to see you dance so well +

AND NOW I HAVE TO CLOSE MY EYES and it's going to take A LOT OF RUM before i can properly dance the pain away,

which is what i came here for in the first place,

i should never have dated somebody who dances better than me!!!

* i smile and wave back casually, with gritted teeth *

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+ the postal service // a tattered line of string +

too much struggle. float me away from here