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grumsal

*gets hit by a car* good

hi

attractive strangers make everything better

jeoncooky

hello there 👀

fyeahbangtaned

oppasidealgirl

Reblog if you a 2nd generation Kpop fan

The time when T-ara, B2ST, Block B, f(x), SHINee, SNSD, Suju, 2NE1, Teen Top, Infinite were the real deal (via oppasidealgirl)

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hplyrikz

I can relate to this

Adulting...?

Since I am officially ‘alone’, the second phase of adulting has become my constant reality. But today, I came up with this conclusion that I am adulting but not in full.

More rules, more people to watch over me, lesser room for error.This is a lot harder than being checked by my own parents.Why?

- I cannot have any foul mood -- Because it will be immature

- I am merely here because they let me, hence I am still “trespassing”

- I do not want anyone to have a chance to judge my parents due to my actions and/or attitude.

But this is taking a toll on me. Maybe for some, this is such a first world problem but it’s taking a toll on my mental health and I just want an escape even just for a day for me to heal and breathe.

#thoughts

djoslider-deactivated20230802

yur a wizar hry

im a wot ??

a wIZER

kookmint

G.C.F in USA

Confusion.

Everything happened so fast that I do not have a sense of timeline for my feelings.

I grew accustomed to the typical answers.

“I’m okay”

“saks/sakto lang”

“de okay lang naman yon”

But if I attempt to ponder about my feelings, it’s really cloudy. Technically speaking, I do not know what I am actually feeling. Most of the time, I wonder what is the “base” feeling.

Could it be because I forced to be in this “I-am-strong-facade” that I refuse to acknowledge anything that can weaken my front.Or because I had to force myself to grasp this kind of coping mechanism?

To be honest, I don’t know anymore.

I feel so lost and lonely lately, but such feelings are not enough for me to yearn for company. As I am too familiar with loneliness that it does not really scare me anymore, I hope.

#Thoughts