What I am not allowed to say in my wedding vows (open roleplay)
TUMBLR SHOULD HAVE AN @EVERYONE FEATURE BECAUSE I WANT THIS BULLSHIT TO APPEAR FOR EVERYONE
Hero course boys are gullible, I'm sorry if one happens to be reading this but it is so true. They really should teach them how to avoid having their keys stolen, or atleast you should need both room-mates keys to open your door.
But they didn't do that, and that is how I ended up shivering on some boys sofa having stolen all of his cookies (along with his keys, if that wasn't obvious) and wearing what I assumed was either his roommates or his girlfriends clothes. They were loose on me, surprisingly.
Anyway when he opened the door, in my infinite genius I simply said "you need better home security sweetheart"
"Fine, works for me then" I said, getting back to my feet and looking out the window "what...what makes you a hero?"
“Well… i’m not a hero yet but I believe it means you help someone no matter who they are.” I admitted “Putting your own life at risk to help others.”
i noticed her looking at the window “You’re free to leave but i’d appreciate if you stayed.”
"Give more than everything you have..." I chuckled, I took a spider out of the crack in his windowsill "I like arachnids, and birds --but apparently I get that from Mum. They're the cutest, arachnids have green-y blood, it tastes odd"
“Interesting..” i mumbled before shivering “Could you close the window? It’s freezing out and i already wrapped you in my only blanket.”
"Well that's weak sweetums" I giggled, shutting the window and holding out the spider "do you want little...if you're Will they can be Phil! Do you want little Phil?"
“Sure!” I said holding the small arachnid. “Spiders are kinda cute in a weird way.” I admitted “Oh! Would you wanna watch Spiderverse with me? I could make popcorn.” I asked Haruka excitedly
"I came here to rob you. I'm not taking advantage of you any more than I already have, I'll take your food and go --other people need this more than I do."
“Oh.. man i’m… i’m stupid.” I groaned palming my face. “You can go.”
What if she was bad and i opened myself up to villain? God damn it William! You’re a fucking moron!
“J-just go.”
I walked past him and said "you're a little dim, but one of the good ones."
I bit my lip "this is nothing against you, I just...I am going to help people who need it rather than you. Tell your class the big bad villain robbed you blind...we don't need to see eachother again."
But I'm always closeby...just holler"
“Wait!” I blurted as she walked off “I.. i do wanna see you again. And i wanna get to know you more. I can’t explain it but i get this weird feeling when i’m with you.” I groaned and sat on the couch “I’m sorry.” I didn’t know what i was even apologizing for.
I sighed, that glow in his eyes was almost a shame to try and put down. But anyone that naive becomes an enemy sooner or later, he...he'd have to learn eventually "Then abandon that giant glowing pedestal you've put your peers on, their crowns, their thrones, their podiums, are all made of people like me."
”i know about the corruption in this industry.” I quietly said “The fame chasing, quirk marriages, and people left behind. I think about it everyday.”
I got up and looked at the window “My goal is so be something different. I’m not going to be the one who stops the giant monster, i want to be the one who saves a jumper from ending their own life. And unfortunately this is the only way i can.”
"I stopped a couple jumpers..." I whispered "trust me, it's not a happy thing. There's a little part of me that says that their life is in my paws now, I can't let them slip --but they do, and sometimes I can't catch them again."
I held her hand “I…no.. we’ve both seen awful things… and…” I groaned slightly “I’m sorry. I’m horrible with words and reading people. You just.. make me feel so human, you know?”
I rolled my eyes "This is your world, if you want to get to know me...I guess you gotta meet me in mine." I filled my arms with loot and pushed open the window again
I quickly followed after Haruka. My heart pounding as i trailed the small girl.
I took a glass out of my bags of goodies and smashed it against an alleyway wall. I stuffed cloth in my mouth and shut my eyes, tight, before digging the shattered glass into my hand. My belly churned as blood and metal mixed, crimson slime flowed out of my wounds and covered me entirely "Whoever's following me...I really don't care for violence, but you'd look pretty bleeding!" I turned my head, though my eyes were blind now. Seeing two demon eyes would probably scare someone to run away, or atleast leave me alone
I wasn’t scared. I was worried. She was in pain, and not just the physical kind. I approached the demon girl and embraced her “The world’s greatest hero once said that ‘giving help that's not asked for is what makes a true hero.’ I’m far from that but… i can at least try right?”
"That hero helped make Tenko Shimura" I said, I recognised the voice --the only thing that kept me from taking his head off "You're lucky you spoke before I hit you...I could've killed you."
”That hero stopped Tenko Shimura.” I quietly said “And i was willing to take that risk.”
"Self sacrificial idiots, the lot of you....but why bother following me?" I chuckled "I guess you didn't know I could do...this"
”It would be hypocritical if i didn’t try to help you after what i said.” I chuckled
"I do not need any more help than you've already given me."
“I just can’t bare to see you living on the streets. Could you at least sleep on my balcony or something?” I joked
"And would you care as much if I didn't have such a pretty face?" I teased, making the slime receed from my face for a moment "Just let me give this to my friends"
“Hey! The feeling mutual. You would’ve bit my head off if you didn’t find me cute.” I pouted “And of course. But…will you come back? I like talking to you. It’s like a forbidden friendship.”
I groaned "I...I can't make promises, but you'll probably find me while your on patrol"
“Alright. You just.. give me this weird feeling.” I laughed “Could we have one last hug before i go?”
"You want to hug me while I'm covered in blood? Ok weirdo, fine" I spread my arms out and smiled
“I think we’re both a bit weird.” I laughed before embracing her. Sure it was damp… but there was a feeling of warmth. “See you around Haruka.” I grinned
"You might have to see me like this though" I sighed, looking at my hand. I always had to remind myself that that was my blood. "I-if anyone ever mentions the Toga family, tell them her little girl's out there... please"
“Promise.” I nodded to Haruka before beginning to walk off.
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The next few weeks were interesting. Turns out that Haruka liked to show up unannounced very frequently. Sort of like an outdoor cat. Hell i even found her sleeping in my balcony.
I finished making my breakfast before setting another plate for Haruka, as their was a 90% chance that she was waiting on my couch.
“Morning Haruka.” I said before sitting down
One time, I passed out on his sofa one time! And I had been stabbed!
"You are not nearly interesting enough to assume I'll be here every morning"
“Ouch.” i said before passing breakfast to her “Mind if i see how the wound has been healing?”
"I keep eating the scab, so...not well." I giggled, biting the wounds on my knuckles as I curled up into the fetal position "Oh, new scar though!"
I groan slightly before stroking her hair “i swear i’m gonna need to get you a cone.” i chuckled ”My friend, no… acquaintance Brandon has a healing quirk so i could get him to help. Too bad he’s kind of a tool.”
"Yeah, and you aren't?" I chuckled, standing up and opening the window "I killed another hero. Just thought you should know."
”What.” i ask blankly, the shock hardly setting in. My body getting ready to use it’s a moments notice.
"It's not like I wanted too William...he was trying to take in one of my friends --a pickpocket, harmless really. She was just trying to get by. He broke her fingers to make her stop resisting and I lost it. So he fell down a well."
I could feel my heart beating faster than ingenium’s engine. “W-what was the heroes name?” What hero would possibly do this? And am i guilty by association? Am i a villain?
"Fuck if I remember his name...chargebolt? He was a shock-y boy, it was kinda hot."
“I can’t believe you did that.. but at the same time… i can’t believe that a hero would such excessive force they would never do that.. would they?”
I sat on the couch in thought. “Chargebolt’s kid is my classmate.. he used me to smuggle beer for him.”
"You'd be surprised how little people care about you when you don't legally exist"
I snorted at the story"Seriously, if you need help for that then your not very capable in the first place are you?"
”No. He wasn’t capable so he used me.” i quietly responded
All the memories of my classmates using me were coming back. One student would use me to do their work while they party, one would mock me every day, another used me to steal things..
“Fuck.” i quietly let out “Everyone around me has been using me and they supposed to be heroes.”
"Yeah, what do you think the hero system is? It's weak people using others to solve their problems. Why big strong quirks are pressured into being heroes and why people like me are all 'villainous'. Your quirk is useful you were always gonna be used somehow"
“I...i...” I pulled in Haruka for a hug “I know i should asked..but i need this right now.” I sniffled as i wrapped my arms around her
"M-move your hands a bit --you're touching cuts" I said through clenched teeth, still squeezing him back
“Sorry! I’ll disinfect those later.” I said raising my hands up to undamaged skin “Looks like i’ll have to transfer.. i.. i don’t wanna be a hero anymore.”
"Weak willed much?" I growled, pushing his hands off and grabbing them by the wrist "Why did you want to be a hero, and why does other people being dicks change what you are?"
“I... i wanted to be hero to help people. So no kid lost their mom like i did.” I admitted to Haruka before standing up “But i can’t work in a place like this. If there a 100 good heroes and 12 bad ones, there are 112 bad ones.”
I look at her and saw her cuts “Your suffering was because of this. I was in denial of how i felt for months, i thought i was just being a coward... and well i was. But it was more than that, sure there alot of heroes that want to help. But they work for a corrupted business. Ever since i met you, i’ve been researching more about the dark side of the Heroes Association... Have you heard about Endeavor?”
"Who hasn't heard about Endeavor. But I don't care about Enji. I care about my mother, and Hitoshi Shinsou, and Katsuki Bakugou, and Momo Yaoyorozu
"And Izuku Midoriya"
I brought myself closer to him with every name "They're victims too. Just as much as me or you"
“They’re good people.” I nodded “Just working for a bad association that they are trying to change.. and they have a bit but nothing too major.” There were so many heroes that had been taken in like Hawks that while good people, had been trained by corrupt people. And stuff that w
I stroked her hair. “If only more people knew..” an idea struck my head “Wait..i got an idea! A book! A book about the hero industry! How it looks from the average person, a former hero in training.. and you, someone who’s life has been ruined by them.” My hands went over yours “Would you help me Haruka?”
"I know they are, but they didn't have a choice. What Momo does to her body is abuse, that much weight lost and gained so often is gonna do something awful to her. And bakugou...with a quirk like that he had to be a hero. My mother and I need blood why are we apparently evil for it? Quirks are a part of us, not a product" I chuckled a little under my breath "'S why I like the fat heroines, it's a little rebellion --if our quirks are a product our bodies won't be."
The offer hit me like a truck, I might be a helpful witness but- "how are you going to explain me being Himiko Toga's daughter?"
”plus pudge is kinda cute-“ I absentmindedly blurted before changing the subject.
“Well we could have you remain anonymous.” i suggested ”I could show things like the places you had to spend the night at. We can mention that you’re a villain’s kid but not go into specifics. But it all up to you.”
"Agreed, I share my mothers crush on Uravity-" I outblurted him like the competetive bitch I am
"Well, a lot of my situation is unique...I could talk about killing chargebolt though."
”…i do too.” i admitted blushing ”I have her action figures.”
“Well if that’s the case then you should stay anonymous.” I mentioned know how that could but both of us at risk ”I’ll have to transfer to a different university. On the bright side, i’ll see my dad more often. He and i were at odds since he didn’t want me to be a hero.”
"I stole a couple once, ate the metal bits and gave the rest away. She looks so much smaller on those --it's sad. 'least Creati gets to keep her waistline in the merch, even Froppy get's to keep a bit more of her size. I guess it's cause Uravity's meant to have a cutesy brand but come on being huge is cute!"
"What's that like, having...parents?"
“I’ll show you my figures some time. One of them is kinda like a mini statue and is more accurate to her body. Better not eat the metal.” i patted your head and giggled slightly
I was surprised at this question. “I.. i’ll try to describe it. I lost my mom when i was four and i.. i don’t really remember her.” I admitted ”But my dad.. he’s kind, caring, and protective. I haven’t spent much time with him since he’s a busy man. But if i’m trouble he’ll always be there to help me.”
"Just keep me fed on pennies and we'll be fine" I laughed, leaning into the physical touch
"Like a girlfriend but without the sex" I blurted out, before loudly and vulgarly cursing my intrusive thoughts
I couldn’t stop laughing at that. “My dad is gonna be a fan of you.” i chuckled as i played with her hair
"I'm sure your dad would like the stray cat of a girl who stole your cookies, dumbass"
"I'm sorry my hairs such a mess," She said, her eyes fluttering closed for just a moment as her voice warmed a little "don't really get a chance to clean it much"
