Gay Nonsense

24 she/her~ TX ~ just a lesbian who is trying her best. My blog is a messss but I don't care lol

[human-nonsense]

So much time wasted. I’m so broken. I don’t know what to do anymore. Why am I always left behind like trash, why me. Why

[lone-nyctophile]

You, who opened suns in my heart.

- Alfonsina Storni

[kashmirkikali]

yellow is such a happy color.

[human-nonsense]

I haven’t been in tumblr in yearsssss but i actually scrolled for a bit. Will it happen again? Who knows

[joytri]

[barksbog]

what if i just buried into my mattress like a grub instead of facing the horrors

what than

[dazzlinglybitter]

Super nervous to post this on here but here goes nothing. I am trying to move out of the south. For those who don't know, Texas and many other southern states are becoming increasingly risky for queer people to live in. I have never felt accepted or safe here, and it is getting worse. I unfortunately had to use a chunk of my savings for an emergency that popped up, and that has put me behind schedule in my savings for the move. I don't like asking but had to try. I continue to save and find other ways to bring income in, but moving is very expensive. I appreciate anything! A reblog, a donation, a like, a comment. Literally anything to share this! Thank y'all so much!

Help me move out of Texas!, organized by Aubrie Sidenblad

First of all, I'm so grateful someone is even reading this. I am trying to move out of Tex… Aubrie Sidenblad needs your support for Help me

[chrub-blog1]

mutuals do this

take care of yourself

[daily-spooky]

[speciallysapphic]

And God let me scream it

Let me sing from skyscrapers

Every ear within range ring with the words

I AM NOT WRONG

Tell them Lord

I beg you, call your followers

Say to them you made no mistake

Let their stubborn minds hear you yell

I AM NOT WRONG

Please God, for they doubt your creation

- words of plea from a sinner and non believer

[speciallysapphic]

I love her so much it almost hurts. The feeling coursing through my body each time I think of her. It buzzes through my bones at a frequency no other feeling could replicate. It excites me, yet also scares me. That electricity, what happens if it short circuits? What happens if it grows to enough power to light up cities? What a beautiful thing to contemplate. Either way, I will not be the same for the better.

[human-nonsense]

did you know that the oceans rage because they're jealous of your beauty?

I do not worry about oceans and their anger, all I care about is the way you make me feel and how even the sun is not as brilliant and beautiful as you

[human-nonsense]

There isn’t a part of my mind she hasn’t consumed. I see the warm glow of a sunset, golden lights with passioned reds and I remember her smile, the angles of her neck the sharpness of her collarbone. I see her eyes, the way they study me unnervingly for no one has ever taken the time to see the fractures the flaws and beauty all at once but I look into those eyes and I hear the waves crash on a warm sandy beach and I see the whites, the blues and tints of greens as the waves curl and form and fall and pull back into themselves. She and I are not the same but a strange reaction, an odd phenomenon, like snow on the beach, the cold delicate flakes of ice falling into the blues waves

[anxietyproblem]

[just-french-me-up]

every artist ever : woops I've hallucinated this thing in such excruciating details I now can't put it down on paper satisfactorily

[i-will-write]

there’s no bad stories! there’s no good stories either. there’s no stories at all because you haven’t written any

[human-nonsense]

I feel attacked beyond measure

[kidovna]

These outfits and them 🥰

[speciallysapphic]

Someone once told me that they love physics because everything sings

Every atom and molecular structure is singing its own melody

At first I didn't understand

But I think I did when our bodies connected

I could feel the music buzzing through my every atom, and yours responding in tune

The two of us make music so grand, as if we were a symphony composed by the cosmos themselves