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@human-suggestions
It's my 7 year anniversary on Tumblr š„³
that.... (slave-suggestion) was me when i was 14. can dm proof if you want. i was an abusive and manipulative little shit with uncontrolled bpd and so many fucking problems to work out. it's so strange that this is my legacy on tumblr now. after an assload of therapy i can say that i'm doing much better. i honestly don't fully remember my motivation for that whole stunt, but attention was definitely a large part of it. (i was actually trans though. 3 years on t now lmao)
WAIT ARE YOU JOKING PLEASE BE SERIOUS PLEASE DM ME I WANT TO TALK TO YOU SO BAD
CALL OUT POST
ā¦For lack of a better word. At the risk of sounding indelicate, thereās something that needs to be addressed.Ā
The death of Alex Miller. Or, ādeathā. Ā @slave-suggestion is not being honest, and here is the proof that the whole ordeal was in fact⦠staged.
Euthanization
First, the whole euthanization thing. This clearly states that one cannot be euthanized unless they are:
An adult (18 years of age or older), -pretty sure Alex is 14/15
A resident of Oregon, [see Oregonās definition of āresidentā in the Editorās Note below]-
Capable (defined as able to make and communicate health care decisions),Ā
Diagnosed with a terminal illness that will lead to death within six months. - just entered the āhospitalā three days ago. WITHOUT A TERMINAL ILLNESS (which apply to comas,cancer, and other thing of that nature.)
In addition to that, apparently the only place in the world where one can get euthanized via shots, is the Netherlands, and Iām pretty sure our lovely āAlexā doesnāt live there.
āInjections In the Netherlands, the practice is an injection to render the patient comatose, followed by a second injection to stop the heart. First a coma is induced by intravenous administration of barbiturates, followed by a muscle relaxant. The patient usually dies as the result of anoxemia caused by the muscle relaxant. When death is delayed, intravenous potassium chloride is also given to hasten cardiac arrest.ā
If you wanna know more, click here.
Selfie
So letās move on to the selfieā¦which in my opinion was p suspicious. One, āAlexā is shown wearing a Captain America t-shirt instead of the typical hospital gown. Now normally, that wouldnāt be much of a problem butā¦he claimed to have ridden in an ambulance to get there. And when in an ambulance you are given a hospital gown to wear, especially when knocked out. They cut your clothes off and put it on your body. So why is āAlexā not wearing one???
Next suspicious thing in the selfie is the back wall. Itās bumpy. Thatās not normal for hospitals, which normally have clean smooth non bumpy walls. Also, no IVās. Honestly if Alexās condition was so serious, there would have obviously would have been some. Thereās none in the arm visible, and it would be hard to take a selfie with an arm that has IVās in it and not get wires in the pictures either.
Another thing, how were they rolling around the hospital if they were attached to IVās? Like when you have IVās in your arms or anywhere on youā¦YOU DO NOT MOVE. Unless youāre a superhuman who heals fast. Last I checked, our precious Alex is neither Superman or Maximum Ride.
How were they typing in that much pain? Without any typos??? I mean, I make a TON of typos when Iām just sleepy. But when Iām injured my words are basically: āblaabhfadifjwgfjv ebfhvoerwā. You would think someone would be shaky with grief- both Alex when they were alive and Jesse now.
Ā Jesse was holding Alexās hand when he supposedly ādiedā. But Alex was typing when he ādiedā? Itās hard to write that much on an IPad one handed that fast and clearly. But while youāre dying??? I love you guys to death but my last words will not be on tumblr unless someone writes them for me. On another blog.
Posts Are Continued/Obituary
Jesse continued Alexās post right after Alex died. Why would someone get on tumblr RIGHT after their friend died to continue a post? That doesnāt sound right. At all. Like if my bestie died, and left me their tumblrā¦I wouldnāt touch it. I wouldnāt do anything with it. I certainly wouldnāt go online to my dead friendās blog. Especially if it was nsfw. Which reminds me. Her parents. Jesse said they were okay with the blogā¦but tbh if I were running a blog like slave-suggestion and my parents found out about it after I died, my parents would probs flip out and delete it or something. Idk. But that just might be my parental units. Ā (Ily mum and papa~) And if they truly did approve the blog, why not blot out the last name of āAlexā and post the obituary anyway? Itās ridiculous. People are mourning and hurting for this person all over tumblrā¦and youāre not gonna post their obituary? Why????
Hospital Band
Ohh.. the hospital band~ One could get a hospital band for just getting checked up on, it doesnāt mean one was in there for something super major. But regardless one usually wears a hospital gown.(see above) The only thing to prove itās the right band is the name āAlexā and the age. They could have found any band online that fit that criteria, and once they saw that it said Eliza, āJesseā said on the blog that it was his ābirth nameā. Plus, the way they mentioned his birth name was super abrupt. Like, you were trying to avoid suspicion. On a lesser note Jesseās unwillingness to post selfies kinda bugs me too. Like I would post a selfie just so people wouldnāt assume I was another person but oh well.
Admission Date
And, finally, the admission date. On the wrist band next to the name Eliza in tiny print is the date: 3/13/16.Ā
WHICH WAS DEFINITELY NOT THREE DAYS AGO.
So that settles it. Slave-suggestion lied about their death and got a bunch of beautiful people to pity them. Smart, yes. But not smart enough.
If youāre asking why this would happen, donāt worry. A lot of other people are asking the same. Our thoughts? A publicity stunt. More attention and pity so that they could feel loved. I donāt know. I donāt care. Itās screwed up either way. Alex, I would have probably been your friend, had you not pulled this crappy stunt. I would live to personally thank @faeprincesuggestions , @shyroyaltysuggestion , @inimicalsuggestion , and @kinglysuggestionsĀ for their help with this post. Weāre very sorry for all that have mourned or felt bad during this situation, and hope it has not affected you so badly. For those who have been affected, we deeply apologize as we are hurt as well and want you to know we share your pain at this injustice. Please donāt send hate to @slave-suggestion either, as this post was meant to save you grief..not to cause more.
Also, I will be posting a followup post with the photos so you know what I mean in the event such photos are deleted.
Thank you.
There are also medical discrepancies.
Sleeping pills are hard to overdose on these days; they are designed to be safe since it is a notoriously painless death. (?)
A surgery is rarely required after an overdose. Unheard of, I would even say.
Alex should not have had access to an iPad.
Seriously, you are under watch as soon as you come in for threatened or attempted suicide. You canāt even go to the bathroom by yourself with the door being slightly open.
Transfusion donāt work⦠How they said? Rejections are possible, but they are able to be halted by IVs, and sometimes a simple antihistamine can stop a simple rejection. Alex supposedly had B+ blood. Really hard to mess that up since you can accept multiple blood types. Blood is given multiple tests. They retest the type, they test how small samples react, delayed reactions take an hour to a week. When I asked what type of reaction they said they did not know.
Also they said they would be home within twenty-four hours after surgery. Which is weird af considering an attempted suicide means you need to stay a certain amount of days in the hospital, and most hospitals dont discharge on weekends/ weekends dont count as hospital days. So they shouldnāt have been out for like a week.
@storysuggestion
Omg yesyesss
Not the original owner here but Iām reblogging this for archival purposes so people can still see what happened.
i've been thinking about this a LOT lately
i made it.
i understand that not everyone can donate rn even if they really wanted to. i myself am currently unemployed and cannot donate much more than i already have atm !! not donating is okay - pls donāt feel guilty if you do not have the means to do so.
if donating is not a possibility right now, ive found this 1 hour video you can watch on youtube where all proceeds from the ad revenue will go to an organization to help the cause (more info in the videoās description). op has compiled songs and art from Black artists to listen to. you can leave it on to play in the background or plug in earphones and go about your business as usual. it canāt get more simple than that.
as a fandom thatās known to mass stream, it would be amazing if you could channel that energy into watching this video !!!!!
in the comments there are plenty of tips to make sure youre streaming it correctly, here are a few i compiled
TURN OFF ADBLOCKERS & DO NOT SKIP ANY ADS, no matter what they are or how long they are. all money is going to be donated
if you want to do smth else while it plays, do NOT mute the video, mute the tab or use your devices audio settings instead.
do not fast forward or skip
watch with the video on at least 480p with the video players volume on at least half
dont watch it on repeat or on a playlist, if you want to rewatch then watch 3 to 5 of any other videos, then SEARCH this one again to rewatch it
do not clear your watch or search history
if youre on mobile, watch it on the app, not your browser
hi everyone. its me, aitri. martyrsuggestion, which is very dear to me, has been up for just a little over four years. in four years i have grown as a person, and as a writer, into who i am today; this blog has gone from āsuggestionsā to actual pieces of poetry, prose, and dare i say, art. recently however, i find i just dont have the emotions to keep this blog up. i dont feel jaded, i dont feel cheated of love or my emotions. im no longer giving up myself for someone else, no longer does someone rely on for emotional support. i do not hurt how i hurt when this blog started. which is to say; its been a fun time. ive met alot of really cool people because of this blog, and i appreciate all the people who consistently liked and reblogged my work. but i am done now. experience over. thank you for the love, kids, and i hope you all find what you need. goodbye and goodnight.
it's great to hear you're doing so much better now!!! farewell, friend, and best of luck with all you do
i want to starve and starve and starve until i'm pretty again
im a simple woman. i like eating fruit, rewatching tv shows, and using religion as a metaphor for sex
sometimes i log on the internet n it's just like.... No
i really, truly, honestly, and desperately miss my eating disorder!
Realization
āi am from oppressive junes & shy decembers, an inch of panic & oversalted asphalt. iām from Mount Holly & Mount Pisgah. suburbia expanding in a frenetic thrum, idling in tail light processions on 85. i am from nostalgia & wanderlustāmissing places iāve never been, missing puzzle pieces, the mispronunciation of my name. iām from blue topaz, from bitter sunsets & concert tickets, fractured bone & dog bite. i am from headphones & heartlines, the space between my catās ears. from bad habits & bad hearts, hurt suffered quietly in generational veins. iām from trillium & spirea; names pressed into my hands, my motherās cultivated hope.ā
ā where iām from (after george ella lyon)
the inherent homoeroticism of eating a pomegranate
the eternal panic of life
the panic the panic the panic the panic the panic
when can i rest when can i love when can i be
when will time stop and let me know all the things i have begged for
when can i do the things i have always wanted
oh god it's a wasteland
a hopeless, hopeless wasteland
hey buddy!!
it isn't my responsibility to monitor every single thing i write to make it appropriate for children and make it please everyone who reads it. if you dont like what i write--and here's the kicker!--you dont have to read it. i am allowed to write what i want, no matter how fucked up. "but children could get a hold of it and get Bad Ideas!!" hey have you considered that i am not their parent? and it isn't up to me to keep them from reading material that will give them Bad Ideas? it is their parent(s)' responsibility to monitor what they do and read, not mine. they wouldn't be my intended audience then would they? i am so sick of people trying to censor what i write because Some People Might Not Like It, and i will stand by that forever
i am my own kind of lovely, thatās all. not lovely like satin or eyelashes. all my life the expression of girlhood has been graceful, but i am a girl without grace. i woke up a few days ago and couldnāt continue the process of my own smallifcation. the woundlike process of being delicate is too violent for me. if i am lovely, it is a lovely like piercing your sisterās ears and sore muscles and worn jeans and singing so loud it tears vocal chords. if i am lovely it is lovely like a fire is lovely to dry wood. and if i am lovely it is lovely enough for the ones who are supposed to love me, and all others can weave their better girl into existence. i wonāt fill that for them. it is better to build my own space than to beg to be a part of what wonāt open to let me in. this is lovely: this morning, i am alive, and you have yet to kill me.
feeling super, super, super suicidal!