Hummingnerd

32. Minneapolis, Minnesota. Ask me anything! About me.

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A speck of sand, alone on the beach.

Abandoned by the sea.

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Taken

Convincing yourself that you deserve it. Over time becomes easier and easier. You fall from the person you once were to a diminished version. A shadow. A stain.

Being led to belive this is not a short term project. These are bad goals that the worst part of you sets. The parts you don't control, or can't control.

Others don't help. Especially if the ones you trust to hold your head above the water are the ones adding weight to your neck.

A clean break is coming, but it's been coming for years. That doesn't make it clean at all. It's been a nasty time of broken days and contemplative nights. In time I will forget the pain, but remember it again when the weight gets added back on.

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Dark Coffee

I’m living a repeat of my feelings.  It’s hard to look back and see that I was the same.

I am a tide of happy and sad.  The phases of my life.  It’ll get better, but then it will get worse again.  Like the tide going in and the tide going out.

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Tomorrow is Mayhem.

As I walked into the restaurant I knew what I wanted.  I know what they used to be, and how they’ve changed.

This place used to be the top.  Hand patty all their burgers, no frozen.

It used to mean something, now the only thing they hand patty was their pockets after selling shitty food.

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Seperation

Time takes away what you love.  Be it soon.  Be it late.

You’ll never survive in the open.

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Power

The way that I see it, there is no way to begin or end again.  There is only one way in and one way out.  We are all the same, but nobody thinks that is true.  Water bags that somehow stumble around.  How some of us act like we are better than others is beyond me.

The world needs to see a change that will benefit everyone.  Power is not dynamic.  It is absolute.  Nobody in power is in power to help others.  They are there to make others feel their power.

Those in power are not out to help the weak.  They are out to help themselves through either monetary gain, or by propping up those around them.

Precious few want to help the common person.  It is true that if we were to rise up against the power, the new power would not be different.  The same again.  For themselves.

The way we are.

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Married.

Shit.  I got married a little while ago.  I own a house.

Next?

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3,000 posts!

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Live in Concert: Cold Specks at Cedar Cultural Center in Minneapolis, MN (12/2)

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Photo by Cold Specks: "photo by steve gullick"

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This earworm has been stuck in my head the past few days.  Lizzo opens today at Rock The Garden.  I’m up early and looking forward to today’s show so I’ll post videos for today’s acts.  

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We bought this awesome guy yesterday.

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Sloth, you're gonna live with me now. #goonies

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Hummingnerd turned 5 today!

I know I haven't been so active lately, but I miss you guys.

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Happy National Cat Day.

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I got to meet Billy Dee Williams today. Lando! Awesome day. (at KMSP Fox 9 Studios)

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Glory. (at Lake Hiawatha)