Hiraeth

TW: ED|| SW: 80kg CW: 76kg GW: 55kg UGW: 40

[sknybee]

haven’t been on tumblr in a while . got fat . fixing it .

[traumatizeddfox]

picking up disorders like i’m at a grocery store for mental illnesses

[humongousllamaflowerlight]

[h0ttgirlbummer3]

Anyone else’s timeline been super dead recently?

I need 18+ moots💫

Interact if you’re an ed acct active in October plssssss🍂

((Bonus points if you’re short too))

[fucked-up-perfectionist]

SHOUTOUT, TO...

…all boys with an eating disorder.

…all black people with an eating disorder.

…all adults with an eating disorder.

…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.

Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.

[thediaryoflaurapalmer]

me af

[blankaccount1838474838-blog]

[npdsafe]

Things that don’t make you a bad person:

Displaying “scary” symptoms of mental illness

Being diagnosed with multiple disorders

Having one or various personality disorders

Being diagnosed with NPD, BPD, or ASPD

Having very low empathy, or no empathy

Having symptoms that cause anger, emptiness, or paranoia

Having triggers or “strange” personal boundaries

Needing extra help or accommodations

Having intrusive thoughts about upsetting or scary topics

[kats-dying]

Reblog if you’re determined to lose 15-20lbs by Halloween.

[officialhome]

reblog if u are currently A Mess

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[babe-rexxhia]

[anorexiicprincess]

not all anas count calories!

not all anas are white!

not all anas want to die!

not all anas are teens!

not all anas throw up!

not all anas are girls!

not all anas are thin!

not all anas hate food!

pass it on

[bwuggybites]

THIS

[t-allyitup]

tw

i want to be covered in cuts and bruises

and skinnier than a winding vine

i want to be so sick

sick enough it's contagious

i want people to tell me to eat

to tell me i'm sick

to ask if they need to call an ambulance

i want my skeleton to decay until it's black

i want to faint in the middle of the classroom

in the hallway

at my dads house

in the middle of august

i want to puke blood all over the marble bathroom

i want to cut my arms open in the bathtub

water warm

and clean

watch the water run red

i want to scream until my lungs give out

to smoke cigarettes while sitting on the edge of my bed

i want vegetation to grow around my heart

i want it to sting in the shower

i want to scare people

i want to refuse the bowl of lettuce i'm offered that once was my safest meal

i want to gag at my former lw

i want to cry

put mascara on just to watch it melt down my face

i want to be hospitalized for years and years

stay until all i know is nasal tubes

and iv fluids

i want to cut and cut and cut until something

anything

makes me look as destroyed as i feel

but most of all

i want to sleep

not enternally

just for a good while

until it all goes away

until i feel better

until i feel better

until i feel better

[skinniminiaa]

Do it for the..

“You got skinny!”

“Wow I can fit my hand all the way around your wrist”

Jealous stares

Size XXS and 00

“You can sit on my lap since you’re obviously the lightest”

Beautiful in anything

“You’re so light!”

“I’ll give you a piggyback ride”

Confidence in dressing rooms

Bikini body

Dainty wrists

Hip bones

Collarbones that dip for days

Slender legs

Thigh gaps

“You look like a model!”

“How did you do it?”

ability to feel confident in your own skin

[authenticallymoi]

overstressed and underfucked.

[healing-better-faster-stronger]

things you shouldn’t feel bad about

• setting boundaries

• taking time out for yourself

• saying “no”

• eating well (your body needs nourishment)

• sleeping in

• being unable to return calls and texts

• calling in sick

• taking up space

• wanting your needs met

• not knowing the right thing to say

• being unable to meets others’ expectations