Justin Scott Michael

A lost soul wandering to rediscover himself after his world burned too many times.

[surreal--memes]

[my-song-will-carry--on-deactiva]

It’s a sad existence when you just spend your day waiting for it to end

[fading-into-despair]

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[rosebvdd]

i just want something to fucking work out for once

[serious]

the worst

[mapclub]

[haisies-deactivated20190915]

tequila sunrises and a jar of weed

[ich-hab-angst-dich-zu-verlieren]

[witchyworld-blog]

im really bad at conversations sorry if ive ever talked to you

[wnq-writers]

My worst fear is being stuck. Being stuck in a place that isn’t comfortable, or that bores me, being stuck with people that I don’t care for, being stuck doing a job I can’t stand.

swellvisions, my worst fear is that I will let my life get away from me and forget to really live it (via wnq-writers)

[les-mots-de-coeur]

I’d rather die from blackened lungs and scarred wrists than from a broken mind and a hollowed out, empty heart.

8.20.14  I’ve given up, I’m only fighting for myself. a.a.a. (via affairedecoeur)

[ich-hab-angst-dich-zu-verlieren]

[insanely--crazy]

I can’t talk about it because if I talk about it that means it matters. If it matters that means it’s real, and if it’s real that means it’s going to hurt.

I can’t talk about it. (via insanely–crazy)

[222manythoughts]

Don’t fall in love with me.
There are days when I get sad without a reason and I just stare at the ceiling with tears streaming down my face. Don’t fall in love with me.
On those days, I don’t talk to anyone. I just bury myself in my bed and think about how I became this mess of sadness. Don’t fall in love with me.
I will become attached to you and I will cry myself to sleep if you don’t text me good night before you go to sleep and I will convince myself that it’s because you got tired of me. Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m too much. I will depend on you. I need attention, much more than other people. I’ll talk to you in metaphors and make you one. I’ll write poems about you and opening up my skin at 2 A.M. Don’t fall in love with me.
I couldn’t stand you coming home to find me on the bathroom floor shaking and crying, with blood spilling from my wrists. I couldn’t stand seeing the disappointment in your eyes. Don’t fall in love with me.
I will pour everything I have left of me into you, every bit of love, until I have nothing to give. Until I become completely empty. Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m scared that my sadness is contagious. Don’t fall in love with me.
I will replay your sweet words in my head when I hate myself so much that I want to die. Your words will be the only thing that make me stay. Don’t fall in love with me.
You will live in fear. You won’t be able to leave me, because you’d know if you did, I wouldn’t have anything to live for. I’ll start to think you’re only with me because you’re scared of what will happen if you left, so I’ll slowly start pushing you away. Don’t fall in love with me.
Before I met you, there wasn’t a single person who could’ve made me stay. You’re my reason now. Don’t fall in love with me.
Because I will fall in love with you.

[jordanmarvelley]

[distant]