S T I N G

❝ kwon hanbin ♤ 22 ; your favorite. Would you bleed for me? L i c k it off my lips like you needed me? Would you s i t m e on a couch ? With your f i n g e r s in my mouth? Let's cause a little trouble Oh, you make me feel so weak I bet you k i s s your knuckles Right before they touch my cheek.

[hvnbin]

Are you good at hiding your feelings?

“ a complete and utter shit at it. ”

[hvnbin]

has anyone seen you in the middle of an angry fit or breakdown? how did you feel?

“ yes, someone have. someone still does see me in those moments. it is what it is, ugly. it also makes me feel ugly. ”

[hvnbin]

if you could travel anywhere, where would you go and who would you go with?

“ i would go to hawaii, i would take a cute dog with me. or maybe a cute girl -- the one who annoys me less. ”

[hvnbin]

what is hyeona to you?

“ nothing of your interest. ”

[hvnbin]

do you feel like you've ever disappointed those close to you?

“ the only people i could feel remotely bad for disappointing in my life are either dead or gone, now whomever i disappoint, being close or not, is just collateral damage. ”

[hvnbin]

come entertain me.

[hvnbin]

( sxhyun )

          THERE WAS A HOLE in sohyun’s heart no one could quite patch up - and the thing with hanbin was that he didn’t attempt to TRY. he was equally bruised and battered, the aftermath of a S T O R M, and despite her efforts she was drawn to him like a child playing with a flame. she couldn’t stay annoyed at him for something so petty ( she was always annoyed with him ) and she faked an exasperated expression as she shoved him. «MOVE, hanbin. you are WASTING my time.» he knew her well enough to recognize the lighthearted humor in her voice.

❝ LOVING HER WAS a secret well kept from the entire world -- a secret well locked in his heart, hidden from himself, whose stained hands only knew how to  d e s t r o y . to the boy who lost it ALL, having her by his side until this day was the biggest glory one could achieve. “ are you calling me a waste of time ? ” he pouted, as he staggered even more on his feet -- making it impossible for her to move him. “ you know, i can be that, but you always enjoy me, wasting your time. ”

[hvnbin]

( hyevna )

the girl had SPOTTED him the second she had e n t e r e d the club, and as much as she tried to distract herself with the constant flow of drinks people were buying her - but there was no denying the fact that her eye kept being drawn to him. perhaps it was the t i n g l i n g sensation she could feel all over her skin when she thought back about what those hands had done to her, or because she could feel herself growing excited and impatient at the thought of it happening again. her gaze kept lingering back to the spot where the boy had planted himself, wetting her lips as their eyes locked for a second, she couldn’t bare it to look away - until she did. as much as she a t t e m p t e d to focus back on her drink and whoever had bought but a buzz of her phone quickly distracting her, teeth raking over her bottom lip as she read the text and who it was from. there wasn’t a doubt in her mind as she e x c u s e d herself from the guy and made her way over to hanbin, quite literally draping herself over his side. ‘ you called for me, daddy ? ’

❝ IT WAS AN automatic reaction. friendship brought them together, but the chemicals that mysteriously worked on his body, making him want her more, more, MORE. but for how long ? how long could he deprive himself from what he really wanted ? for how long could they ignore the fact that their bodies were like magnets -- always fated to attract, and never repel ? ( not for long ) 

hands sneaked around her waist, as if they were always supposed to be there in the first place, traveling down, down, down. it was without notice, without being nice. he wasn’t a nice guy, after all -- fingers tightened its grip on her ass, bringing her closer to him. it was clear in his gaze, in his posture, in his hungry mouth whispering in her ear. “ how are you, baby girl ? ” it was also desire making his voice low, obliterating everything else around them as his hand slid in between her thighs, feeling her slightly, every word a gentle rub over the thin fabric of her underwear.  “ do i have to ask again ? show me how wet you are for me, baby. ”

[hvnbin]

❝ HE KNEW SHE would be there, and this didn’t stop him the music was loud in his ears, the drugs making his thoughts flow, the alcohol making his pulse flow in the same rhythm. he knew she would be there, and the images of their last fight was still vivid, but couldn’t suppress image of her body pressed against his, his mouth on her mouth, on her neck, traveling down, down, down. he had seen her, but most importantly, she had see him -- watching her, following every move with dilated pupils and relaxed position contrasting to his balled fists on the back of the cushion. he WANTED her, and he could never ignore it.

[ 📲 • hyeona. 🐰 ] come here baby girl so i can finger you and see how wet you are for me already

@hyevna​

[hvnbin]

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

❝ HE FLEXED STIFF fingers, the ache making everything more acute -- sharper and brighter and clearer. it had been a storm, now there was just the wastes in the shore, things to be picked up, things to be left behind. he lit a cigarette, aware of daeseung scrutinizing every inch of his rogue self, from his split knuckles trying to balance the stick in between his fingers, to his chest raising as he tried to even his breath. “ it’s not  t h a t  bad. ” he tried to add a hit of humor in his tone, but it came out as EMPTY as his interior was. he cleaned his throat, daring not look at his neighbor -- his friend -- at that moment. it was shame of what he had done, it was shame for seeing him in his crimson anger once again. “ at least now you can help me redecorate. ”

[hvnbin]

“just… come back alive, okay?” - sohyun ;))

❝ IT WAS A vulnerability that he did not dare to show if not there, in her arms. it was home, it was his -- she was his, and he was hers, and everything made sense. “ it’s just a race, it’s not like i have never done t h a t  before. ” but the words settled wrongly in between them, as he looked at her, fingers lingering on the frame of her face as he gently pushed locks of hair away. it was that sense, belonging -- and also fear, of losing her, once again. it wasn’t just a race -- not when his hands were stained from shaking hands with the devil and having him as his best friend. “ you promise me you’re gonna wait for me if i get locked up again ? ” his lips brushed against her temple, “ i might take a little longer there this time, though. ” he tried to laugh, he tried to smile -- but when his lips trailed DOWN to meet hers, ever so gently, just one thing he tried not to say. i love you.

[hvnbin]

( benevcllent )

“that was a speech?? no, that was not. but if you want one, just say the words. what do you wanna hear about?? how we’re all insignificant and made of stardust?? the air pollution in china??” his voice was still low & whiny & he was hoping the other didn’t actually ask for that, because he knew nothing about the air pollution in china. “also you did said something about being early and me being here and i thought it would be fucking rude to not say anything, i’m s o r r y.” pulling his hoodie over his head, the boy pretended not to care about the cold air, the hour, the vulgar words that tasted bitter on his tongue or the fact that his purple locks were falling over his eyes. "also i’m not being—“ the new strike of rambling was cut short while he raised his head to the cloudy sky & thought about how he was acting. useless discourse?? check. bickering?? check. cursing?? check. YES, everything was finally becoming clear and he finally acknowledged what the other probably already knew: he was acting like a bitch. "fine, i guess that was uncalled for.” oh god, acceptable social behaviour !! from jin?? AMAZING. “but moodiness is a side effect of being up at this hour. i mean, why would one be awake this early unless someone died??”

❝ HE HAD NO time for that. honestly -- he could be out there, driving his car. he could be out there, fucking a pretty girl, having her nails sunk on his back, having her moans obliterating anything else. he could be anywhere -- but there. but against all bets, there he was, watching the river and listening to a pointless rant from someone he didn’t know. if LETHARGY hadn’t staggered his bones, like soggy clothes slowing down his own reactions, it would’ve ended in a very different way. “ now i’ve stated that being polite literally brings us nothing interesting. ” he muttered, breath blossoming in front of him as slow words came out of his lips. “ nice chat man, but i have no time for your whines on how you’d rather be sleeping. ” the way to his car was a quick one, yet, if felt like it would take forever. “ a piece of advice, uh ? do what you want, this will make you complain a little bit less. ”

[hvnbin]

you would cheat on someone to get revenge

“ TRUE. there’s little i wouldn’t do for revenge and money. ”

[hvnbin]

you think it would be nice to be in a stable relationship

“ there’s nothing stable in my life. but i think it would be really nice to be able to call her ‘ mine ’, TRUE. ”

[askboxmemes]

True/False game. Make an assumption about me in my ask and I’ll tell you if its true or false. Go.

[hvnbin]

what was your most painful experience?

“ my car literally flipped and i was in the hospital for three weeks, couldn’t feel the left side of my body for months and still can’t feel three fingers and part of my left hand. but nothing compares to never apologizing to my father. ”

[hvnbin]

what is sohyun to you?

“ a g o o d friend, someone i can trust to an extent. everything. ”