a f r a i d

you're too mean i don't like you fuck you, anyway you make me wanna die

[aphroditic]

Fuck off. Everyone thinks I’m cute. You think I’m cute.

[hyfrnico]

I'm almost positive those words have never come out of my mouth. 

[imogensantiago]

✍ HEAD AND HEART→ IMOGEN & NICO

[imogensantiago]

In all honesty, Imogen did feel kind of bad about the situation. Yeah, she cared about the both of them, but Malachy was the one she was supposed to be committed to. There is no way anyone could put all of the blame on her though. No one told Malachy to come back to her, and that is the exact reason that she only felt kind of bad about the situation. It could also have something to do with the fact that she didn’t really try to focus on feeling bad and focusing more on whether or not she actually planned on giving Nico what he wanted, or if she was just coming over so she didn’t have to deal with the fact that her room still had one less wall then normal. 

Imogen read his reply, her eyes rolling in response. “Okay, you can stop now. (:” She shuffled around his porch, her feet kicking away some of the small rocks that we’re resting there. These visits never made Imogen nervous, they all generally consisted of the same thing and Nico was never clingy or annoyed when she insisted on leaving just a few minutes after they slept together. A smile formed on Imogens lips when he opened the door, her arms crossing over her chest. “No need for money, you said you’d pay me in food, so whatever.” She shrugged her shoulders, stepping into his house. Her fingers lightly tugged on the bottom of his shirt. “Is that a new shirt? It’s cute.” 

[hyfrnico]

Even as much as he utterly despised Malachy, he understood the situation (although he didn't necessarily like that very much either.) It was a classic love triangle, something Nico had told himself he would never get himself into. Why would someone want to be with another person who is torn between two people? But with Imogen it was different but he couldn't exactly pinpoint how so. He was willing to do anything for her. Be anything for her. The fact that she was being unfaithful to Malachy didn't bother him one bit. It was the fact that he had caught feelings for someone who he may not even get a chance with if she changes her mind. He didn't want to be the person she just comes to for sex anymore-- he wanted to be hers.

He closed the door behind her as she walked in and couldn't help the smile on his face. "I think it might be one of Fletcher's to be honest," he chuckled, glancing down at the fabric covering his torso. He and Fletcher shared so many of their own items with each other that it was getting difficult to tell who's was who's. With a small little smirk, Nico let his hands rest on Imogen's hips as he gently pressed her against the door. His brother wouldn't be home until tomorrow, so he was planning on taking complete advantage of that opportunity. "But you know what would be even cuter?" he whispers, tugging at Imogen's shirt. "You with your shirt off."

[hyfrnico]

@spideyspencer: @stronglikenico obvs lil one!! i'd love to see your mutilated and shattered bones not to mention your brain, brain fluids and blood splattered all over the ground :)

@spideyspencer: @stronglikenico i'd paint a masterpiece for god this is so exciting

@spideyspencer: @stronglikenico but sad tho bc you'd suffocate as you fall :(

@stronglikenico: @spideyspencer man that sounds like a hell of a time

@stronglikenico: @spideyspencer but what sounds even better is me using just one hand to wrap around your scrawny little neck

@stronglikenico: @spideyspencer and squeezing just hard enough to crush your windpipe before i snapped your neck like a twig

[aphroditic]

That’s a fucking lie. Girls love me. Guys love me. Everyone loves me.

[hyfrnico]

Just because your great aunt Mary once said that you're cute and everyone's going to love you doesn't mean it's actually true. 

[fosterabbott-deactivated2015010]

iCarly may have lied to you.

[hyfrnico]

Is there any viable evidence that it doesn't exist? No. So don't tell me it's not real. 

[aphroditic]

Probably not. Because you’re stupid.

[hyfrnico]

At least I'm more attractive than you. 

[aphroditic]

There’s one on almost every other block, literally.

[hyfrnico]

Do I really not pay that much attention?

[hyfrnico]

.

[aphroditic]

Will anyone ever find the actual original Ray’s Pizza restaurant? I feel like it’s just a myth.

[hyfrnico]

I didn't even know there was a restaurant named Ray's Pizza. 

[fosterabbott-deactivated2015010]

You have no idea what you’re talking about.

[hyfrnico]

No, I'm telling you. It's called a beavecoon. It has the head of a beaver and the body of a raccoon. I saw it on iCarly. 

[hyfrnico]

@spideyspencer: @stronglikenico do u want a web autograph kiddo or do u want to be hang from the empire state i'm up for both i love my admirers

@stronglikenico: @spideyspencer do you think i could have both? bc im like ur biggest fan!!

[hyfrnico]

@spideyspencer: love is in the air tonight..... i wish i had a heart ♥ :(

@stronglikenico: this is quite possibly the saddest and funniest thing i've read

[imogensantiago]

✍ HEAD AND HEART→ IMOGEN & NICO

In Imogens world, a promise was only really broken if you we’re caught breaking said promise. That is the exact reasoning Imogen had use to reason to herself that it was okay that she was going over to Nicos house right now. Malachy and Imogens relationship had been built up to sit on so many lies that there was no point in going back to a solid relationship. The way that it was set up worked, they fought, Imogen hooked up with Nico, got back together and the cycle continued. If she had to tell a little white lie to Malachy every now and then about what she was doing or who’s dick she wasn’t sucking, it wasn’t that big of a deal. It was just normal. Promise or no promise, things were more fun with Nico anyway. Imogen didn’t feel as though she had to act a certain way to not offend him, although she usually frequently did, it was a lot calmer of an atmosphere and that’s why she kept going back. The relationship they had felt more like an actual relationship then she and Malachy had ever had, but she still never thought that was enough reason to completely end things with him.

Those exact reasons were why she was making her way to Nicos house, simply because he wanted her to give him head. Imogen was completely okay with this set up too, it was also like clockwork. He would always be there for Imogen whenever something happened between Malachy and her, whether it be to actually talk about it or get her mind off of the situation with sex, he was still there. It was comforting to her in a weird way. Imogen left her house and made her way to Nicos, taking the same familiar path that she always had to his house. After arriving at his house, Imogen sat in the driveway and pulled out her phone, opening her message log with Nico. "Is it still called a booty call if i’m giving you head?" She hit send, then began typing again, "Anyway, i’m here and I should probably feel comfortable enough to walk in your house without asking since we’ve fucked so much but…… i’m not um…" Imogen got out of her car, sliding her phone in her back pocket as she made her way to the front door. She stood outside, her hands linked together in front of her, as she waited for him to come out.

[hyfrnico]

How or why he had fallen head over heels for Imogen was beyond him. She was beautiful, and had a personality that just drew him in. He found it so easy to be himself around her which was a plus since he only felt that comfortable around certain people such as Fletcher or his brother. Not to mention the sex was great. The only thing that threw him off? Malachy. He was almost positive she was only with him because of his extraordinary yet maniulative power to charm others. But when the thought comes creeping up that she might actually be with him because she genuinely likes him, he can't help but get a little jealous. She could do so much better than him. And if the Elder's found out, there's no telling what kind of trouble she would get in. Nico wishes things would change, but he's sure it would take a million years before anything does. He supposes he can deal with it for now, especially since she was on her way over to his house. He didn't know how things would end up, whether they'd actually have sex or just talk, but either way, he was happy to be alone with Imogen.

Upon receiving the text, he smiled once he read who it was from. "I mean, if you wanna show me dat booty too then be my guest," he responds as he checks himself in the mirror. Nico's not one to genuinely care what he looks like, but he wanted to look his best for Imogen. You know, despite the fact that he'll more than likely have his clothes stripped from his body within the first ten minutes of Imogen walking in the house. He glanced down at the screen of his phone once again when the text ringtone sounded. Taking a breath, he walked down the stairs of he and his brother's tiny apartment and opened the door with a small smile on his face. "I hope you're not expecting to get paid because I'm flat broke," he joked.

[marlowmon-blog]

How about you pin Sybil down and I’ll cover her face in dicks?

[hyfrnico]

That is the dirtiest idea I've ever heard -- Let's do it. 

[aphroditic]

I worry about you, seriously. You know you can tell me this shit, right?

[hyfrnico]

It's hard talking about it. Makes it seem more real than it actually is. 

[aphroditic]

Dude, you can’t internalize that shit, it’ll fuck you up. Have you told anyone else about this?

[hyfrnico]

Just the thousands of therapists I was forced to see. 

[marlowmon-blog]

I could do that, yeah. I’m not very big on kicking ass…

[hyfrnico]

Dude, I'll help you.