they are living in my mind rent free

sideblog for my current hyperfixations. current hyperfixation:

[hyperfixatingagain]

i follow from @automated-teller-machine

[viorelx]

SEBIAN LEX

@junoisded

[viorelx]

OH MY GOD THE HAPPY TRAIL

@firnella

[viorelx]

The way vi is holding cait's arm

From: star_ry_eyed (twitter)

[peridotite]

i love arcane

[gophersdomain]

something something despite the all horrors and tragedies of the world, love was there and that's all that matters

[blinditem]

On Hollywood

Somebody’s Darling, Larry McMurtry (1936-2021)

Slow Days, Fast Company, Eve Babitz (1943-2021)

Slouching Towards Bethlehem, Joan Didion (1934-2021)

[bitchthefuck1-deactivated202204]

The problem with Kanej is that they're a really complex relationship that deserves serious and in-depth analysis, but every time I try to talk about them I just

[mrsmiroir]

the sheer amount of reckless hope and optimism and love contained in these lines makes me dizzy. immediately after the second one, inej thinks that kaz “would’ve laughed at her optimism”, but not even an hour earlier he was thinking just as wildly and foolishly and hopefully.

[chronicintrovert]

it’s rooney’s birthday today !!! (:

nearly missed it but happy birthday rooney!!!!!!!!

[sevenirisflowers]

canon queer platonic georgia and rooney makes me wanna cry but in a good way

[bernard-the-rabbit]

the Shakespeare Soc

[hyperfixatingagain]

did i finish the whole book in a frenzy then have to take some time to recover? yes. i think the most beautiful thing about loveless is the examples of platonic love. reading about romantic love is still something i enjoy, but in loveless it shows relationships that i can want. reading about georgia’s friendship with rooney, and the found family of the shakespeare squad, i finally see what platonic relationships could be for me. idk, being aroace and as fond of romance as georgia, it’s easy to only think about what you can’t have. loveless showed me what i could maybe have someday.

[hyperfixatingagain]

roderick and his wellbeing parallels something. i haven’t figured out what yet. but i know it.

[hyperfixatingagain]

the friendship sadness has rendered me incapable of coherent thoughts so! here’s some lines that made me feel things

[hyperfixatingagain]

at first i thought i didn’t like the first person pov. which i slightly doubted because i have enjoyed first person povs in the past. now i think it’s just stressful to be in georgia’s head. she has a bad case of anxiety brain not unlike mine. the way she overthinks everything is all too familiar. a lot of the situations she’s in are really overwhelming too. it’s not fun to when it’s in your own head and it’s not fun to read about either

[hyperfixatingagain]

some first impressions lol. switching to contemporary after reading mostly fantasy for a while is quite something. is fabricating crushes a universal aspec experience or what?? though mine were less fabricated than platonic crushes that i thought were romantic. are college marriages a real thing in the uk? and why?