Physical Body
there is nothing quite as vexing as the physical bodies, from the tens of hundreds of descriptors on our physical self, only a few of those are deemed acceptable.
from our body's height, weight, and shape to our hair, face, and skin. nothing quite our enemy than physical body modifications in improving our current body.
comes in major surgeries, simple treatments, and to our detriment as consumers everyday home fixes.
going through pain to figure out what works, having weight on all stages of it. yet, we still blame our innate state of self as if we did not cause the suffering and discomfort ourselves, as if we did not choose to do something different.
the pain of trying it all starts to weigh everything down over time, until a breakdown, a spiral, a defeat.
the never-ending cycle, which likely end me.
