TW!ED

July 22. MINORS DNI Please seek help. gw1: 60kg gw2:55kg ->t; finally happy?

[oldmoonlullaby]

Morphine by Albert Matignon.

[skin-taut]

having to relose weight feels humiliating

[thisxisbananas]

Please reblog if you‘re over 20 and have an ed. I need people to follow ❤️

[ed-diary12]

[petitedreams1]

[haiaidixix-deactivated20220708]

Manifesting 30lb+ weight loss by august

[deerilkka]

Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

[ednosheeran]

My two moods: depressed cause weight went up, and happy cause weight went down.

[i-exist-too-much]

Not me losing almost 3kg in 3 days 😌😌😌😌

[i-exist-too-much]

Aaaaand I’m back

It seems I jsut won’t allow myself to be happy. I was at such a good weight and finally liked my body. Then I went on vacation, started eating with my bf, went out more often, enjoyed life and became obsessed with food again. I ate so much and didn’t even notice. I was at 57kg in december/Jan and looking gorgeous and now that it is summer I’m back to being so fat. Literally I almost gained everything back. Despite promising myself that wouldnt happen. I tried to restrict for the whole of Febr-May and just never could. And now I have been in major depression and I want to throw up looking at myself. I was supposed to be fucking skinny for summer. This always happens, I lose a lot of weight and as soon as I like my body i go back to eating like a fucking pig and then get shocked when I gain it all back. Absolutely fucking pathetic. Not only that, but I flew to visit my family again after February and the last time my friends and family saw me I was 7kg lighter. So fucking embarassing. Im staying 9 more days, I know I can lose a bunch of weight by then. Ill be back to being 60ish by then. I almost lost 10kg in a month. I will lose 5 in a week. I’ll have lost 10 by the end of the month. Which means. IN JULY. I AM SKINNY. MY FIRST SUMMER BEING SKINNY. I am so determined this is happening and nothing can stop me. Apparently, before committing again to ana I have to be utterly disgusted by my body.

[i-exist-too-much]

Ed support discord group

just created a discord for people with ed trying to lose weight. I am in extreme need of losing weight and looking for support and motivation. If that’s something you’d like to be a part of dm me. !!!No minors!!! Preferably women 20-30yo  

[succcty]

hey guys so I was wondering if anyone wants to join an ed discord ?

I’m gonna make one :))

Requirements

-must have an eating disorder

-must be 15-25

-female

just share and dm if u want in :))

[i-exist-too-much]

This is my rock bottom

I have regained all the weight I have lost. I can’t look at myself. I know the feeling in control and losing weight is temporary but I need NEED to lose weight as soon as possible. I cannot function otherwise. How did I let this happen. It just starts so slowly. I have been eating and eating and it has been killing me. And i watch at old videos and picture and body checks and I looked so thin and gorgeous and I am only some kgs away from that again. They need to go. I a, fucking holding myself accountable this time. I hate looking at what I’ve done in the mirror. 

[i-exist-too-much]

I literally need to be in some group chat I am beyond desperate please please please someone

[peachjamboobtea]

I hate waiting I hate restricting I just want to wake up at my ugw and be done 😭

[i-exist-too-much]

❤️calorie log❤️end April/May 27/04-> 650  28/04-> 450 29/04->700ish 30/04-> 01/05-> 02/05-> 03/05-> 04/05-> 05/05-> 06/05-> 07/05-> 08/05-> 09/05-> 10/05-> 11/05-> 12/05-> 13/05-> 14/05->

[i-exist-too-much]

I gained some weight back. Felt terrible for a couple month but I found extreme motivation. I can’t believe I will be skinny for summer!! Can’t wait ❤️