Fuck.

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Just a suicidal mess

[chromeus]

[i-hate-yuo]

I been aching hoping it’s a daydream

Thinking of my past what the fuck did that even mean

I’ve been in spinning in circles missing the old me

But sooner or later I know ill be found by a worse me

I don’t know man I just know they been calling my name telling me to keep going but we all know it won’t ever be the same

I miss you Bray, I miss you Ry, I miss you Nat, I miss all who have passed

I’ll see yall soon save a seat for me on the train to the place we will call home

I can’t wait to leave this pain

[becherdireinen]

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

[linxspiration]

[vv-itchy]

[les-fleur]

El Bruto (1953, dir. Luis Buñuel)

[les-fleur]

White Nights (1957, dir. Luchino Visconti)

[consecuences]

[kriptoniano-deactivated20230217]

[limomqr]

[i-hate-yuo]

Do you think it’s too late? That suicide is the only option left? I do.

[i-hate-yuo]

Turning 2026 is my midlife crisis. I feel like it’s because I’ve lost so many people I don’t deserve to reach this age.

[i-hate-yuo]

Turning 2026 is my midlife crisis. I feel like it’s because I’ve lost so many people I don’t deserve to reach this age.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[bailando-solo]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

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