A place where you express not to impress.

[iamendozaroxan]

When will they understand me? am i that useless that they don't even give a bother about how i feel, think, and react? do i need to impose it just to earn their attention?

[iamendozaroxan]

we had arguments with my mom this morning. i hate it but sometimes you can't consume your feelings because of the fact that she doesn't listen, understand, and take my side as constructive feedback. she gets easily loath to take up conversations.

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*jawdropped* ang galing 👏🏻 though i messed up awhile ago im still honored to attend with gdc's class. . it was a dream come true🙏🏻 til next time 🙈 #gdccebu #gdc (at Robinsons Galleria Cebu) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxAVFCZDbId/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=a2p81dm8jk0c

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Imperfectly

I will be your almost, your sometimes and maybe,

I will be your storm, chaos and your end,

I will be everything you never wanted to be;

Because people are not perfect, and believe me I’m far from it,

And I know you have your flaws too;

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But for all of the times you almost made it,

And all of the sometimes you feel you have to hide,

And all of the maybes you hope to be,

I will always be you almost, your sometimes and maybe perfectly;

And even though I can’t be perfect,

I will be the closest that I can be,

Because you have never been my almost, my sometimes and maybe;

And even though you have your flaws

I still see you perfection through all of your perfect flaws;

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And when nothing and everything is going right,

And everything is too easy I will be your storm,

I will bring a blissful chaos to shake up you days,

And at the end of each and every day I will be you end;

I will never stop surprising you;

I will never stop showing up;

And like a storm I will always come at the wrong time,

And like chaos I will leave and burn a trail so deep,

That I, that you, that we could only ever be our ends;

And believe me, I will be everything you never wanted to be,

But only for the small chance that you would see,

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See that you are my just right, my always and constant yes,

My peace, calm, and my beginning,

And that you are everything I never could be;

But people are not perfect, but believe me,

You may still have your flaws, but you are still as imperfectly perfect as they come.

-H. & A.

[iamendozaroxan]

Alright, these tatts have something to do with my life in general. It ain't my 1st but these are meaningful to me. Been through a lot, from mentality to emotionality to spirituality. Life isn't in my favor. I always have this love and hate relationship with it. But despite all the despites, im still grateful and blessed even i mostly deny it. I don't care if people find it a body mess, ugly and skanky. My body, my rules.

[iamendozaroxan]

So finally im here. Planning to make this account as my personal space where i can express everything without filter and anything nice.

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"The desire for more positive experience is itself a negative experience. And, paradoxically, the acceptance of one's negative experience is itself a positive experience."

Mark Manson