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Krishna Haranath's Blog

[iamharnad]

So frustrated and pissedoff at this moment. This situation i don't want to be in this situation. Currently nothing going on my way. I badly want to change. Need some refreshment from all this problems.

[iamharnad]

i feel so lonely at this time. on paper it looks like they were so many arround me, but in real its look like no one. am the sole reason for this situation in my life. if i could studied well doesnt run behind, may be i could be in better situation. money is the whole reason for everything. i want to change everything

[remanence-of-love]

[iamharnad]

dreams

slightly overwhelmed with the dreams iam getting. so i searched a dream of mine. "missing a bus". missing something is always i get. so i searched in chargpt to find out and it gave me exact meaning logically. i need to work on my negatives. i cant stay put them anymore!

[iamharnad]

Today Morning

the feeling after getting up today morning is so different.

every morning after i woke up i wont get up immediately. there will be introspection session for some time followed by prayers to god. i attended an important interview few days back and performance was average(told by interviewer). i had a bit of excitement and fantasy that i passed the interview and life after it. it's so good, all my problems are solved. being an individual before marriage life is so different than being a married man. i wish that could happen

[iamharnad]

no one never know how hard i'm trying to be in the place i want to be. an interview has been shcheduled today and i was in very nervous state. not prepared for it because i was travelling.

[iamharnad]

I wasn't stoppable when it comes to spending money. It's so easier to spend than earn. Currently in big crisis. Don't knew what path to choose. Seriously confused. I need to be more stronger and quicker in this situation. I need money.

[iamharnad]

I wanted to grow

just few days passed after i heavily prepared for the interview. It's not like i'm not pressure free. I want to work efficiently under extreme pressure. I want to grow. I dont want to sit in the same place earning the same thing over and over. I failed in so many things, atleast i tried to change myself for the things i'm not capable of. while the people younger than me are in working in good dev roles and traveling in foreign countries, why i'm still sitting in this seat? 💺 the current situation definately not helping me. I want to be a good developer.

[remanence-of-love]

[iamharnad]

ni gunde gutiloki cheradaniki enta prayatnistunano

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I broke my own heart waiting for you to love me the way I needed to be loved.

[suncokret-s-plutona-deactivated]

možda me na kraju ipak više slomilo moje očekivanje, nego tvoje ponašanje.

[iamharnad]

Chaduvukovalsina time lo love venta padda...

Sampadinche time lo emo skil skil ani kurchunnaa

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[iamharnad]

i can't sit silent and behave like nothing happend. i have to do something. something that i shouldnt get this pain again. something that get me out of this chaos

[iamharnad]

బహుశా ఇంత కుమిలి కుమిలి ఎప్పుడు బాధపడలేదేమో. ఈ క్షణం ఎం చేయాలో తోచట్లేదు. నిన్ను నీ ఆలోచనలు వదిలి ఉండలేకపోతున్నా. మరో ఛాన్స్ అంటూ ఉంటే ఇలా జరగనివ్వను, అబద్దాలడైనా, మోసం చేసైనా నీ ప్రేమను నిలబెట్టుకుంటాను.

నా బాధ నా ప్రేమ ఎవరికీ పట్టదు. చాలా ఒంటరినై పోయాను. ఒంటరి ప్రయాణం కొత్త ఏమి కాదు కానీ ఇంకా నా వల్ల కావట్లేదు. ఆలోచానాలు కూడా అలిసిపోతున్నాయి.

[iamharnad]

Ni pedala pai chirunavvu unnatu niku anipiste adi alane unchuko. Prastutam chala avasaram.