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It has been over a week since you were gone, my beloved Artemis. It's really hard to go on with life knowing that you are not here anymore. The pain is surreal. It's unexplanable. It's the kind of pain that seeps through your core and eats you up inside. For a long time, I keep telling myself that I need to forget you; to take you out of my system—but I can't.

I thought I did. But when you passed away, everything about you came back. My love for you never changed since the first time I fell in love with you. You weren't my first, but you were the one who made every one else irrelevant. I guess you really can't get over your greatest love.

Yes, you are my greatest love. You are my bestfriend, my #1 fan, my ever supportive sister, my better half. You are everything rolled into one.

I'm sorry if I failed to save you from your misery. I'm sorry if I wasn't by your side when you needed me the most. I'm sorry if I had to let you go. I had to so that you could be with someone who will really make you happy. The kind of happy that I couldn't make you. But I guess she failed too. We all did.

There is not a single waking hour that you don't come into mind. I miss you. I'll always do. Always. Because you are someone who deserves to be remembered. Memories of you will forever be embedded in my heart. You will always be in my heart.

I love you. Always had. Always will.

Rest now, my Artemis.

#remembering #dearlybeloved #loveofmylife #theonethatgotaway #soulmate #bestfriend #artemis

"11:11 Wish"

They say that when the clock strikes eleven past eleven

One should make a wish without any hesitation.

Close one's eyes while under the brilliant night sky.

Keep on wishing until a minute has gone by.

I've always been a sucker for stuff like this.

Where you do random things, even making a silly wish.

But I do believe that miracles could happen.

If I just have faith and I keep my heart open.

One night, the clock striked eleven past eleven.

I made a wish for my heart that got broken.

I closed my eyes and then I waited

But never did I imagined that it'd be sooner than expected.

You came along with your intimidating grace

With your witty attitude and your beautiful face.

You speak words of wisdom beyond your age

Like you've read a book and memorized each page.

You made me realize that I am worth something.

That I am more than just a simple human being.

And it was right at that moment when I finally knew–

That you are the answer to those wishes that finally came true.

You are no ordinary woman to me, Love.

Because you are an angel sent from up above.

You saved me from all my sorrows and pain.

You made my life worth living again.

Now, whenever the clock strikes eleven past eleven,

I think of you and then three words are spoken.

"I love you" uttered until a minute has gone by.

Now that I have you, no more wishing under the night sky.

#1111 #1111wish #poetry #love #wishful thoughts

[I am YOU]

If I am a poem, you'd be my title.

You set the mood like a calming ensemble.

Like soothing words of an introduction,

You immediately caught my attention.

If I am a song, you'd be my melody.

You give life to these words so beautifully.

Like the sweet humming of birds in the morning,

You add sweetness to my life, darling.

If I am a book, you'd be my cover.

You are the one embracing my fragile interior.

Like a comforting hug on a cold, rainy night–

You give me warmth making everything feel alright.

Come to think of it, it's like we are one combined.

It's like our hands are meant to be intertwined.

I'd always be here for you, even when the world is through–

Because you are me, and I am you.

(Circa 2017)

#oldpoems #oldlove #fromtheheart

This song will always remind me of you.

I will never get used to listening to this without getting reminded of you. You're not a thousand miles away anymore because I know that you'll always stay by our side always. I miss you, my Artemis. 💔

#longing #missingyou #theonethatgotaway #Spotify

It has been a loooooong time..

Well, lookie here. My tumblr account is still alive though I haven't checked it in quite a long while. Hahahaha!

Honestly, I dunno what to write here. I've been busy with my other social media accounts and I had a messed up phone.

Hopefully, I could post something meaningful here.

I'll be back. Hahaha!

Nice!

Well, hello there Tumblr. :p

What is this?

I just can't explain the feeling. I don't know if it is just admiration, infatuation, or something else. I just feel mesmerized whenever I see your smile. It's awesome. :)