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i know its weird, but i like pissing you off.

you were given this life because you were strong enough to live it.

why intervene for somethin’ i know i’ve caused too much?

if it makes her be back to herself the way she was before it happened? why bother intervene if it the better way around thinking it could be the best way for us to get along again plain normal?. if it was for our friendship to be built again? the only thing we have before that d*mn BU .. if it the only way for us to settle on our own happiness. her being with someone he deserves and me, being by myself happy knowing shes d*mn happy again after me. :-)

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a visibility of a persons feelings remain visible in his eyes

realizations hit me one thing...

hurts, agony and jealousy....

they disappears little by little..

i thought my feelings for you vanish little by little..

and i hope later, when i look at you , there’s no any other emotions involve.. just pure happiness...

.... happiness that however you find someone you could lean on and a shoulder to cry on.. happines that however, you’re happy of what you have right now..

#onedaysomeday

i hope as your looks varies, what i feel for you also vary.. i don't wanna keep you here any longer... it DAMN HURTS..

#else