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[iamkeez]

Ever d ay I remember that last thing that you told me

It was sister. I need you to stay strong and remember that I’m always going to have ur back and that is a huge. Ass 😂 (ps he love to make fun of me ) He kept his promise he always been my rock he gave me the strength that I didn’t know I had .

He taught me so much ....

I learned to own my bs even if it is bad

Even with all my baggage. He accepted me flaws and all he will forever be my BESTFRIEND

Like u always say I catch on flip side

love always

Ur baby

Kay

[iamkeez]

Brother ...

It’s been a while since we had a chance to talk

But even on today almost 8 years later I miss you

More than ever before

So much things have changed my life has turned out to be so dope

You were right I’m killing it ...lol

I miss you so much. I have yet to find anybody on this place called earth that amounts to u

I can’t find anyone like u . Ur one of kind

I pray that you can see me from heaven and that ur still proud of me ... and I just want to telling you.

I m so proud of you bubbs . God did do the right thing When he decided that he would needed you back at that time in 2012 I didn’t know why and how but now I know god plan is perfect and never messes up

All my life you have always been my guardian You have had my back . You protected me . You gave me love and now it’s my turn to return that same favor

[iamkeez]

Rip papaaa

[iamkeez]

2020 Marks a NEW decade

7years ago l lost one of the most incredible humans to ever exist on this plant . He will forever live in my heart There’s literally Not a single day when I don’t remember him he have gave me the strength I didn’t know I had . He became. One or Not the only human on this earth to gave me the courage I needed . He believed in me. He encourage me to reach for my dreams he taught me many Valuable lessons that I will have Forever carry with meHe NEVER judged me . And I know for sure that if he was her today he would tell me good job BB. He literally would give me the craziest Nicknames I’ve ever heard I’ve had the pleasure of knowing him since I have been 10 years old And now this times were I hear his voice call me ! But I know that wherever in heaven he is he has all the peace in the world .. so Brother 7Yrs after ur departure  I wanna tell you Something that u would always say to me I’m so PROUD of YOU ! Even though I miss you so much I know that god needed this to happen just like this I know that he let me borrow you for a little while but he needed u more then ever Heaven is so much better with u there . I love you I will miss you forever there is not a day that I don’t think bout you or remember that godly Smile that would lighten people whole entire world or those messages that simply read K .... or if it was very important it read ERICA V CHAVEZ ANSWER ME 911 ..... he just knew the right way that lift me sprit He love me for me so Broski till next time god let’s us connect again or like u would say it’s never Goodbye it’s always see ya on the flip side. On west ... 🖤👼🏽 my angel face

Xo forever your Keishaaa aka kk aka bb Aka Lola aka exchunkiness aka kmoney aka bestie but Most importantly (sister )

[iamkeez]

Forever My Hero

Dear Brother ,

6 years Ago I lost you life hasn’t been the same without you

Through life’s Trails. You have taught me so such

How to always just SMILE

You taught me that through every mistake comes a blessing

so now that your no longer here. I just want you to know that I’m so proud of you congratulations on getting to a place where we all want to be

where only the purest of love exists

where there is no type of judgement happens

Brother. Today as I write to you I pray wherever you find yourself.

You are watching over me

So Bro. I want to thank you for all the amazing things we have been blessed to have been doing

Thank you. For all the amazing memories from meeting at the age of 10 yrs old. To me being able to send you of to heaven the right way

Thank for all the life lessons

For reminding me everyday that I’m beautiful and how to love my self

Something I’ll never forget is that you would tell me sister how are you

And I would answer I’m good nd you

And I know now that you would tell me

im good

So now that your in heaven I could truly say I know your

GOOD !

Thank you for teaching me how to respect my self as a woman

You always taught me to never let no body disrespect me

You should me to know my worth

Never let anyone downplay my worth

It took me 6 Long year to understand that God needed you more than ever. I have yet to meet a human on this earth like you

no one compairs to you

You are once in a lifetime

You are irreplaceable

No one amount to you

I Miss you every day till the day we meet again

I miss you

I just miss the simplest things about you

Your smile & laugh that would light up a whole room

I miss your voice saying my name

I miss the messages that say k............

More importantly

I miss that heart

I miss those hugs

Or that head rub

I miss ur jokes

So till the day we meant again

I love you

🦋

In the meantime

Keep shining

Like the star that you are

See you on the WESTSIDEEEEEEEEEEE

[iamkeez]

So 6years ago today I lost my favorite human to ever walk on this earth . Miss you more than ever bubbas I miss your smile that would light up a entire room that laugh , that voice saying my name. Oh what I would do to hear you say my name just one last time uhhhh It’s been 2191 days 3155040 minutes & 189302400 seconds since I’ve seen you ! But as time goes on I know that you’re in a better place filled with peace where no type of judgement happens. When it first happened I would Cry to god asking him Why.

But Now I know that he needed you with him I pray That ur looking down on me and saying that My Mfckn sister. Today I know that it’s all gods plan and that even though physically your not here you emotionally Your always in my mind

I remember that first day I met you I didn’t know that you would become my bestfwend but I so honored to say it Now ! I also want to tell u thank you for always being there believing in my dreams when nobody did thanks for defending me for always Loving Me but most importantly thank you for teaching life lessons that you have taught me thanks for all the amazing memories we have and thank for all the trails we have been through thank you for being there for ever tear that came down my face you were there to change that frown to smiles

Most important thank you for teaching me what it means to respect myself as a woman

I remember ever since I was 13 years old You would tell me “ Sister I life you just need to remember one thing just one thing. YOU ARE A WOMAN. STAY CLASSY AND NEVER LET NOBODY DISRESPECT YOU OK “ So brother Thank you ! As time has passed people have asked me does it get easier and I could Truly say No it doesn’t It simply is that u know that person is in a better place . And keep shining like the Star that you are. Bubba like you always say catch you on the WEST SIDE LOVE YOU . 6years ago I made a promise to you to always make your dreams and goals a reality and I extend on keeping that promise till the day we met again Love always Your keeper KK

[iamkeez]

6 Years

So where do I start

it’s been 2190 days Since I last seen you

Or heard your voice say my name

or see that beautiful SMILE i miss so much

Brother were do I start I miss u so much

You have been in my life for over 12 years

I remember that first day you entered my life

And I’ll NEVER forget it.

So as these years have passed I’ve realized so much

I MISS YOU BROTHER

You were there. Thru every hill I passed over

Every trial I beat

Every smile I had on my face

And also every teardrop that was on that face

You were there thru it all and Never Gave up and I will forever be grateful for you

As I sit here today I able to remember all of our journeys we had I will thank god everyday for giving me you

Dear Bro , I promise that all of your dreams and goals Become a reality I promise to NEVER forget you ! First I would like to thank god for letting me borrow you for a little while and I know that. He is so blessed to have you with him every day but just know I’ll miss you till the day we meet again.

As as I write this note I pray that you can see it from wherever you find yourself I hope I’ve made u very proud I miss you my protector my Idol my Rock

My brother

My best friend

My partner in Crime

My fav storyteller

My world

Just know that not a day goes by without me thinking of you. I love you brother

Promise to save me a spot

Brother. I Miss you more than you will ever know I miss

And know that I will never find anyone like you in this whole entire world that will ever amount to the Man /Brother that you are for me.

Love always your beautiful sister Keekeeee aka babygirl.

Ps I L0VE Y0U bruhhhhhh

[iamkeez]

To my hero, MyRock and now my guardian angel

Oh my lord 6 years have passed and I still have that same feeling I had The night I found out about your passing

I Miss you so much but as time goes on I come to the realization that I can’t be selfish Even tho I miss u so much I know that your so happy and at peace up there shining like the star that you are . But if there’s one thing I could tell you is that I miss u more and more everyday passing day if u we’re here now I would love to tell you thank you brother thanks for making me into a strong women A women who respect herself a women’s who loves herself . Bro we six years in and I can’t believe that we are at this point miss you everyday. Truly I miss the most simplest things like I miss that smile you have that will light up a entire room or that laugh that will make everyones day better just by seeing you or those amazing life lessons u would give to the world Or how you NEVER ‘ judged anyone. For those mistakes you’ll always say. With every Mistake comes a blessing and I thank god everyday for the blessings of are friendship 6 yrs ago I promise to make u so proud and I hope I’ve have ! Brother. I love so much I want to thank you for so many amazing years together. So many memories that we lived together that not even death will erase from my mind . So as I sit here now writing this I want you to know that I love your heart And I know god is so happy that your with him right now.

Dear God. I want to thank you for letting me borrow him Because u know I needed him and I know you need him back because he is a angel

So here’s to the most beautifulest human to walk on this earth thank you till the day we meet again stay shining babeyyyyyyy

Xoxo -Kayyyy

[iamkeez]

TO THE MAN I CALL HERO 👑

Dear CMLopezI love you more than words could describe you hold the key to my heart. No Matter where my journey that like takes me on I know your right there beside me papa 💕 Were ever I go I know you’ll find me Brother I know your in heaven Now. I know Ur HAPPY You are were no pain exist 💞And I thank god Every day for granting you ur wings I just wish I had gotten more time with you But I know I can’t be selfish. God took you with him because he needed you back. You my friend are once in a lifetime type of Man you have taught me so much I thank God for letting me borrow you and also letting me become your BABEY sister/Best friend Bro you are my IDOL FOR EVERY DAY THAT YOU NOT HERE WITH ME I PROMISE MY HERO TO MAKE ALL YOUR DREAMS AND GOALS MY REALITY !’ People Allways ask how are you so strong and I can Truly say it’s because of you boii you have given me your strength And. When I smile it’s because u are smile down on me 💕 brother. In Everything you were the best and still to this day u are amazing 💙 brother in everything. You were first and even to meet god. Himself u are first ’ I’m a proud sis down here . I miss you so much I miss that beautiful smile. And those amazing hugs. What I would do for just on last hug or just the simple thing like you saying my name On this very day I can think of ur smile. More than ever I can’t believe it been over 4 years since u left but it seems like yesterday. I Got that text 👀😱 I replay it over and over again what could I’ve done to make you stay but then something tells that it was destiny from god 💯 And I know I never got the chance to tell you thank you for all of the lessons and all guidance you have taught me along the years I understand. Now 😭 I get. Now I know 🙌🏼 Thank For Loving Me As I Am Chris. Thank u god for letting CML be my Bday Twin 💞💞💞💞 we are FAMILY Ps I love you Forever and Allways. XOXO YOUR BABEY Girl KEISHAAAAA LOL K$ aka Erica

[iamkeez]

As The Weeks Turn To years 😭😭😭

As Those Weeks Turn Into Years I find myself with that same exact pain. When I think why I fell something. Inside of me say your big Bro You my Friend are one of a kind Ain't no one like you 😨🙄

[iamkeez]

On days As Today. I find myself getting sad because I can't just pick up the phone and just call you Geee but as time passes I find myself asking how do I do it ? And then something tells me You ? you still have My Back . And it's one Big back if I must say lol. But really I miss u I miss your laugh and voice and that. Amazing smile geeez but when I miss you the most I just think. How proudu make me that GOD GRANTED YOU TO BE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL. IN life I can only trust a little amount of people but you Bro I trust forever and always 💛 on days like this I remember the day I met you. We were about 13 years young and I felt like it's destiny that we remained friends all these years because things were put in are paths and you would Allways say we gotta beat it we warriors . And I Neva questioned you. I learned a lot from you . I never thought that I could respect someone like I do u. And god blessed me with you 🔑❤️ when I fill like giving up I think of your words Geee we are warriors !!!!! (We got this ) so Pa I owe everything to you xoxo ur princess 👸🏼 your baby sissss ur partners in crime. Ur bestie my ROCK !!!!! Till next when God Reunite Us From Beginning lol it's never Goodbye ' - Kayyyyy

[iamkeez]

Happy birthday Bro 103192/

[iamkeez]

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On Today I Want The World To Kno Who You are Not a Day Goes by When I don't think of you or Remember your voice or That smile. Or simply Thoese messages that just say K... Or just those Amazing Life talks We would have I never want to forget you babes I never want the world to never remember you and who u are You are the person that through anything that is put in your path you make sure you beat it you taught me so much !' I Promise to you Everyday that I'm make You So proud brother just like you made me feel proud '. Everyday and until We Meet again I promise to make All of your Goals come TRUUUUU baby I know your in heaven smiling down on me and just know I love and miss you so much thank you for blessing me with such amazing friend that I am blessed and so honored to call him my big baby brother you taught you that God plan for us is incredible and we will have to face obstacles in like but the end result is breathtaking and Thank you For Showing me how to be the woman I am today Youz taught me how to love myself and respect myself as a woman and taught me. That a man will only treat me how I treat myself And with everything I am Deserve That Respect !' Nd I love you Brother

[iamkeez]

Friends Fo Life TILL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN BUT ARE MEMORIES WE LAST FOREVER IN MY HEART. My Fav

[iamkeez]

My STORY PT 2

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Happy birthday to my idol Amina

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