saphe

[iamsaphe]

my memory is shit.

but i remember everything about you.

[violentdelightsbaby]

[iamsaphe]

im so scared you don’t love me

that i get scarred by my own hand

sometimes i write on my thighs with a pen

sometimes i push in my wrist with a blade

and you wanna be playful

and i will fake a smile

but the extent of painful

i feel at any given second

is far from worthwhile

it’s so vile

so so vile almost juvenile

i can’t grow my soul bigger

if i’m so focused on yours

so please forgive me

if now i better go.

you’re so handsome anyways.

but you don’t see me, not even a little frame.

[roseforviolet]

[roseforviolet]

[roseforviolet]

[song-to--the-siren]

in the dark we come out and play 👽

[iamsaphe]

im not a little kid anymore. i’ve got therapy bills to pay.

[fatimazainab]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[roseforviolet]

[missingthecold]

I’ll be invested in the story like I’m not the one it happened to

[iamsaphe]

idk why they didn’t call an ambulance fr

[paramooreee]

PARAMORE "Thick Skull" Music Video

[acinematicworld]

twilight aesthetic // Twilight (2008)

[missingthecold]

In a twilight kind of mood today

[kittyp333]

My only defense is disassociating

[two-bees-poetry]

[cinematapestry]

Euphoria: Jules (2021) dir. Sam Levinson

[tiredandlonelymuse]

[ninarexic]