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1 - How are you? 2 - Post a picture of yourself. 3 - Do you ever wish you were someone else? 4 - What is your entire name? 5 - How old are you? 6 - Age you get mistaken for: 7 - Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: 8 - What did you do on your last birthday? 9 - What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? 10 - What is your hair color? 11 - Have you ever dyed your hair? 12 - What is your eye color? 13 - If you could change your eye color, would you? 14 - Do you wear contacts/glasses? 15 - Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it: 16 - Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? 17 - Say 8 facts about your body: 18 - Do you have any tattoos? 19 - Do you have any piercings? 20 - Left or right handed? 21 - What’s your sexual orientation? 22 - Do you drink? 23 - Do you smoke? 24 - Do you have any pets? 25 - Where do you work? 26 - Something you are working on right now: 27 - Do you have any “rules” about food? 28 - Where are you from? 29 - What would you say is your best quality? 30 - What do you think you’re really good at? 31 - What do you think you’re really bad at? 32 - What talent do you wish you’d been born with? 33 - Are you a bad person? 34 - Are you nice to everyone? 35 - Say 3 facts about your personality: 36 - Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? 37 - What is your ideal bed? Why? 38 - Do wake up cranky? 39 - Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? 40 - What do you think about the most? 41 - Share 2 habits: 42 - What you want to be when you “get older”? 43 - What are your career goals? 44 - What is your ideal career? 45 - Is your life anything like it was two years ago? 46 - Do you replay things that have happened in your head? 47 - Have you ever had an imaginary friend? 48 - Say 10 facts about your room: 49 - Do you have any phobias? 50 - Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? 51 - Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? 52 - Ever broken any bones? 53 - Ever come close to death? 54 - Things you like and dislike about yourself: 55 - A random fact about yourself: 56 - What are three things most people don’t know about you? 57 - An unknown fact about your life: 58 - Share something about yourself others might think is weird: 59 - Five weird things that you like: 60 - Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this? 61 - Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? 62 - Describe yourself in one word/sentence: 63 - A quote you try to live by: 64 - A famous person you’ve been compared to: 65 - Weird things you do when you’re alone: 66 - Something you do without realising: 67 - 5 things you want to change: 68 - Someone you’d like to be for a day and why: 69 - Leave me a compliment:

Favourites

70 - What is your favorite thing to do? 71 - What’s your favorite color? 72 - What’s your favorite band/singer? 73 - What’s your favorite movie? 74 - What are your favorite books? 75 - What is your favorite quote and why? 76 - What is your favorite word? 77 - What is your least favorite word? 78 - What is your favorite type of food? 79 - You favorite ice cream? 80 - What’s your favorite animal? 81 - Dogs or cats? 82 - Describe your favourite texture: 83 - What is your favorite flower? 84 - What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex? 85 - What is your favorite season? 86 - What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? 87 - What are four things you can’t live without and why? 88 - Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? 89 - What’s your favorite television show? 90 - Favorite place to shop at? 91 - Say 2 facts about your favorite things:

Family, childhood and places

92 - Say 4 facts about your parents: 93 - Are you more like your mom or your dad? 94 - Do you have any siblings? 95 - Say 9 facts about your family: 96 - What’s your relationship like with your family? 97 - Say 7 facts about your childhood: 98 - The best and the worst childhood memories: 99 - Say 6 facts about your home town: 100 - Are you going out of town soon? 101 - Where would you like to live? 102 - What would your dream house be like? 103 - Where would you go on your dream vacation? 104 - Where you want to be right now? 105 - Top three places to visit:

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~~~~~~~~~~Friends

106 - Would you ever smile at a stranger? 107 - Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? 108 - Who is someone you never tire of? 109 - Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? 110 - Who is your most loyal friend? 111 - Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? 112 - If your best friend died, what would you do? 113 - Something you’ve lied about. 114 - Have you ever felt replaced? 115 - Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):

Relationships

116 - The last person you hugged? 117 - Story of your first kiss? 118 - Do you like kissing in public? 119 - Have you ever kissed someone older than you? 120 - You have a preference for boys or girls? 121 - Is the male or female body closest to perfection? 122 - 5 things that irritate you about the same sex/opposite sex. 123 - Do you believe in love at first sight? 124 - Do you believe in soul mates? 125 - What is your idea of the perfect date? 126 - Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend: 127 - What is the first thing you noticed in someone? 128 - Are looks important in a relationship? 129 - What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? 130 - What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? 131 - Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? 132 - Five guys/girls whom you find attractive: 133 - Do you have a crush on anyone? 134 - A description of the girl/boy you like: 135 - Say 1 fact about the person your like: 136 - If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? 137 - When was the last time you told someone you loved them? 138 - Do you think someone has feelings for you? 139 - Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? 140 - Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? 141 - Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? 142 - Anyone you’re giving up on? 143 - Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? 144 - Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? 145 - Have you ever liked one of your best friends? 146 - Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? 147 - Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? 148 - Is there someone you will never forget? 149 - Say five ways to win your heart: 150 - What turns you on? 151 - What turns you off? 152 - What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? 153 - What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? 154 - What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? 155 - Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you? 156 - What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? 157 - Are you in love? 158 - Are you in a relationship? 159 - If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? 160 - Are relationships ever worth it? 161 - Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? 162 - Can you commit to one person? 163 - Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? 164 - Do you ever want to get married? 165 - Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? 166 - Future names of your children: 167 - Do you get jealous easily? 168 - The last time you felt jealous, and why? 169 - What is your definition of cheating? 170 - Have you ever been cheated on? 171 - Do you forgive betrayal? 172 - Have you ever cheated on someone? 173 - Why did your last relationship fail? 174 - Things you want to say to an ex: 175 - A description of the person you dislike the most: 176 - If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? 177 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 178 - How long was your longest relationship? 179 - You’ll love me if… 180 - Share a relationship story:

Music, movies and books

181 - How often do you listen to music? 182 - What kind of music you like? 183 - Do you like to dance? 184 - What was the first concert/show you attended? 185 - Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? 186 - Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past: 187 - A song that’s been stuck in your head: 188 - Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play: 189 - A book you want to read/have recently read: 190 - Describe your dream library: 191 - Last movie you just watched: 192 - Do you like watching what type of movies?

Situations and crazy things

193 - You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? 194 - What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? 195 - If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be? 196 - You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to? 197 - If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? 198 - If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why? 199 - If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 200 - You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy? 201 - If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like? 202 - What is the first curse word that comes to mind? 203 - What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be… 204 - Halloween costume idea? 205 - How you’d spend ten thousand bucks? 206 - Press ctrl+v and post: 207 - Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why. 208 - 5 things within touching distance: 209 - A drunken story: 210 - What are you supposed to be doing right now? 211 - Currently wanting to see anyone? 212 - Why you follow me? 213 - If you met me what would you do? 214 - YOU have to leave me a random/ridiculous question: 215 - YOU have to leave me a cute message:

Opinions and beliefs

216 - Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? 217 - Do you believe in fate/destiny? 218 - What you wish for on 11:11? 219 - Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? 220 - Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? 221 - What is your religion, if any? 222 - Would you go against your moral code for money? 223 - What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? 224 - How important you think education is? 225 - If you were the president, what would you do? 226 - If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? 227 - Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? 228 - If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? 229 - Which movie character do you most identify with and why?

Feelings and Others

230 - Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? 231 - Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance: 232 - Say 5 things you love unconditionally: 233 - What motivates you in life? 234 - Something that you’re proud of: 235 - Five words/phrases that make you laugh: 236 - Share the story of something that makes you smile: 237 - Something you always think “what if…” about: 238 - What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? 239 - Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life: 240 - Something/someone that you miss: 241 - Are you over your past? 242 - What is your saddest memory? 243 - One of the hardest moments in your life: 244 - Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? 245 - What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about? 246 - What was your most embarrassing moment? 247 - Share one of your fears/insecurities: 248 - Something you’re currently worrying about: 249 - Have you done something you regret very much? 250 - If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? 251 - Does anyone hate you? 252 - Do you hate anyone? 253 - Lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood. 254 - Are you good at hiding your feelings? 255 - What’s something you hide about your personality? 256 - How do you approach social situations? 257 - Are you a social or an antisocial person? 258 - Are you an introvert or an extrovert? 259 - Do you care if people talk badly about you? 260 - How do you deal with criticism? 261 - How you hope your future will be like? 262 - What’s something that scares you about the future? 263 - Five items you lust after: 264 - One thing you’re excited for: 265 - Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had: 266 - Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? 267 - Who is your celebrity crush? 268 - Make a confession:

plz

Some real creepy questions, I will answer any.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

8. How often do you listen to music?

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

13. What about ‘R’?

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

16. Are you going out of town soon?

17. When was the last time you cried?

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

24. What are you sitting on right now?

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

30. Does anyone hate you?

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

35. Did you have a dream last night?

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

44. What’s the best part about school?

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

48. Were you single over the last summer?

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

52. Are you nice to everyone?

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

56. Do you think you like someone?

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

60. Do you hate anyone?

61. How’s your heart?

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

70. How do you look right now?

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

72. Can you commit to one person?

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

75. Did you wake up cranky?

76. Are you a jealous person?

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

81. Last person you cried in front of?

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

85. Are you over your past?

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

97. Who do you have texts from?

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

- send me numbers or ask me your own questions : )

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identity ask.........oh shit

if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.

do you like your name? is there another name you think would fit you better?

do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?

are you religious/spiritual?

do you care about your ethnicity?

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?

are you an artist?

do you have a creed?

describe your ideal day.

dog person or cat person?

inside or outdoors?

are you a musician?

five most influential books over your lifetime.

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?

would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?

what’s your patronus?

which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?

would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?

do you love easily?

list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.

how often would you want to see your family every year?

have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?

could you live as a hermit?

how would you describe your gender/sexuality?

do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?

on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?

three songs that you connect with right now.

pick one of your favorite quotes.

verybee

the kind of music asks i always want to see

so i made my own list:

1. a song from the year you were born 2. a song that reminds you of school 3. a song tied to a specific moment in your life 4. a song that is not sung in your native language 5. a song over 5 minutes long 6. a song under 2 minutes long 7. an instrumental 8. a classical piece 9. a song with no percussion 10. something you’ve heard performed live 11. something you’d give ANYTHING to hear performed live 12. a song by an artist who’s from where you’re from (town/city/state/country) 13. a song made suddenly precious because of a special someone 14. a song made suddenly awful because of a special someone 15. something to BELT SHAMELESSLY/do DIVA HANDS to 16. something to SCREAM ALONG to 17. a song for raging 18. a song that demands lipsyncing into a makeshift microphone 19. the last song you had stuck in your head 20. a song you’re dying to master all the words to 21. a song that you could SLAY at karaoke 22. a song you can’t help but dance to 23. a song that makes you want to dance on a table 24. a song that makes you wanna STRIP 25. a song with a great music video 26. a song that makes you act out the music video when you hear it 27. a song with counting 28. a song with spelling 29. a song with lots of clapping 30. a song 40 years older than you 31. a song you wish your parents didn’t know the words to 32. a song whose lyrics shocked you once you were old enough to understand them 33. a song you have ZERO patience for 34. a song you’d like your favorite artist to cover 35. a great song you discovered thanks to a movie 36. a great song you discovered thanks to television 37. a song you’re ashamed to have in your music library 38. ok what’s the song you were too ashamed to even post for #37 39. the most played song in your music library 40. favorite disney song

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1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i'll love you if...

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i'm talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

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Sunrise or sunset?

Are you mentally ill?

Are you physically ill?

What is the most expensive thing you have bought?

Do you have a job?

Are you in school?

Are you a dropout?

Are you in college?

Introvert or extrovert?

What do you think when you look at your body?

What have others said when they look at your body?

Do you have a particular song that you feel deeply?

Talk about a time in your life where you have felt most alive?

Are you confident wearing a bikini?

Can you look people in the eyes while talking?

Has anything terrible happened to you?

Has anything wonderful happened to you?

Favorite part of your personality?

Least favorite part of your personality?

Favorite part of your body?

Least favorite part of your body?

Favorite quote?

Do you have friendships with all genders?

Do you have a good relationship with your father?

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?

Do you have a good relationship with your siblings?

Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member?

Have you ever had a near death experience?

Do you know anyone who has taken their own life?

Have you ever tried to take your own life?

Biggest lie you have told?

Do you follow any conspiracies?

Do you believe in a New World Order?

Do you respect your government and the way your country is run?

Is there currently any strife in your country?

Have you ever been displaced within your country?

Are your friendships healthy?

Are you currently fighting with a friend?

Are you jealous of a friend? Why?

Do you believe in the Illuminati?

Do you think any celebrities are associated with the Illuminati? Who?

How can people tell you are nervous?

How can people tell you are sad?

Do you ever express your true feelings?

Regrets in your life?

Achievements in your life?

What did people say about you in school?

What did you say about people in school?

Is there something you have never told anyone?

Have you committed an illegal act?

If you had two days to spend one million dollars how would you spend it?

What were your aspirations at age 5, 10, 15, 18?

Describe your first kiss? Was it how you imagined?

Growing up were you in a wealthy, average, or low income household?

Are you from a broken marriage?

Have you been raised by a solo parent?

Do you know both your parents?

What colour eyes, hair and skin do you have?

Have you abused drugs or alcohol?

What languages can you speak?

Do you conform to your societies standards?

Do you cry often?

Do you tell people what you think of them?

Are you comfortable accepting compliments?

Are you comfortable giving compliments?

Is any mental illness hindering your life?

Is any physical illness hindering your life?

Do you keep up with current events?

What’s the latest news in the world you have heard/read?

What have you done today?

Do you sleep well?

Do you sleep badly?

Have you ever hurt anyone because you were hurting?

Has anyone ever hurt you because they were hurting?

Have you ever had to end a friendship/relationship? Why?

Have you ever stopped someone from hurting themselves?

Has anyone ever stopped you from hurting yourself?

Do you like your laugh?

Are you preparing for an apocalypse? And what kind?

Do you have any funny family stories?

Are you religious?

Do you like to watch true crime shows or movies?

Are you interested in cults?

Would you like to raise a family in your country?

List some things you wanted in your childhood but never got?

Is there a large age gap between you and a sibling?

Are you from a blended family?

Do you believe in marriage? Why/Why not?

What is the nicest thing anyone has said to you?

Do you keep a journal?

Would anyone be hurt by reading it?

Do you have children?

Have you been pregnant?

List your favorite movies?

List your favorite people?

Talk about the birthmarks and scars on your body?

Do you look after yourself?

Do you put yourself or others first?

Are you happy today?

Are you loved?

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I haven’t been this anxious in my whole life. I’m taking my IELTS exam next month and I just don’t feel as good as I did about taking the exam last month. I’m taking the test with Lica, a very good friend of mine, and we’re both anxious but I think that my anxiety level far exceeds hers. I know I can write well, I know I can speak well, but the other two proponents of the exam: the reading and the listening, those two I’m not very sure of. Especially the reading.

I believe that If I just listen hard enough and clean my ears diligently, I bet I’d be able to answer enough items to garner a passing score. But reading, the level of comprehension that they expect you to have, gosh! That I’m not so sure. I barely passed the reading exercises that were given to us the past few months and I haven’t been attending my reviews regularly because of my work and I think that’s why I’ve been having these mini anxiety attacks lately.

The decision of taking the exam is no joke. It involves so much patience in understanding the lecture and learning the basics, it takes a considerable amount of money because the exam costs about 14,000 and not to mention the airfare, accommodation, and the daily expenses. And I barely earn a centavo to save for all of these expenses because I work as a nurse and no nurse is doing above minimum here in the Philippines.

Maybe I’m anxious because I know I haven’t prepared enough. I know Lica’s anxious but she’s been attending classes almost everyday and to be really honest, she’s gotten so much better. I know she’ll pass but about me, I’m not so sure.

I booked a flight and vouched for the exam because I just feel so tired and fed up of working and studying and how I’m living my life here. I just want all of this to end and just go straight forward to where I believe I’d be more happy. I just want to be great. I just want to be great...

Kinda sucks seeing a really good friend go but ultimately so, so happy that this one-of-a-kind girl is off to brave the world and conquer it step by step. I won’t get to see you everyday anymore or have the chance to annoy everyone with our PDA cuteness and I’m gonna miss you so much Dar, but you’re gonna do great things there and you’re going to help a lot of people who are going to need acute cardiac care somewhere beyond my vision’s reach, and I’m so happy that you were given that opportunity because who gets these kind of chances? All I wish is that you treasure every moment we had together, the first day we met that I was your trainee and you were my senior, the days when shifts were so toxic we didn’t talk anymore but still helped each other out, the benign nights that we took videos and pictures of us doing crazy stuff, our pa-cute and couple-like activities! I also hope you see me there in someone you’ll get to know soon, and as for me, I think I’ll never see you in someone else here, because it’s only you who’s got that sweet, sweet heart and nobody else could compare to you. Love you te, you know that! No good byes, just see you arounds!

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There’s a part of me that isn’t the same anymore

Got good news last February 28. I’m promoted to assistant head nurse! Just imagine that! Never in my life did I actually see myself or even had the guts to become an assistant head nurse but here I am, I was actually promoted! Look at that, Ian Lanz. You did it! I was scared! So, so scared! It’s a daunting task but I realized that I can’t become stagnant (and it’s actually good for my resume) in my career as a nurse. I’m looking forward to codes wherein my juniors look up to me, for complaints and incidental reports that I’m going to be resolving, for staffing changes and those pesky absences that I’m going to try to fill in and all the nitty gritty work I’ll have to work with, I hope it’s all gonna be worth the experience. I hope it’s gonna pay me with so much fulfillment.

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I’m no longer interested in pain. it doesn’t inspire me, it doesn’t motivate me, I don’t think it’s a beautiful thing. I’ve spent too long making suffering a part of my personality

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