glowing, blooming‬

leaving sunshine and stardust wherever i go

[lachrymiformm]

never borrowing grief from the future again. i am here to believe that everything will work out in the best way possible and that everything is in alignment. 🥰✨🍀

[lachrymiformm]

buti pa ‘tong fave sandwich/sourdough bread shop, miss na ako 😤 ☹️HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA

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so tempted to chop off my hair to a life changing type of short hair after my hair got damaged with all the styling the past two weekends but i still have the dream to have a hair length that can cover my boobs for a shoot😮‍💨

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i know he’s the one if a man gives me a bouquet of protein drinks HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA pls ang dali ko nga talaga pasayahin maybe my friends are korikkk HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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the minimal chinese i know and remember is shaking HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i had an auntie who went full on straight chinese to me na nireplyan ko ng "sorry, auntie. i can't speak chinese." HAHAHAHAHA and i now have a favorite uncle from a fruit shop kasi three days in a row na ako bumibili ng banana and orange from him, kanina he gave me an extra peach HAHAHAHAHAHAHA pero gulat tita ko kasi nagagaya ko na daw singlish dito HAHAHAHA woops that's the language major in me XD

[lachrymiformm]

bridesmaid entry #5, MOH Special Edition 💐🤍

this is a weekend that i wish i can keep in my soul and memory forever. it was and will always be a privilege to stand beside one of my soul sisters. i remember crying when i called her after seeing her name in the list of passers for the PLE, when she sent me an ultrasound photo of their little one, when her then boyfriend sent me a photo of the ring he was planning to buy, when she sent me flowers to ask me to be her MOH, so best believe i was 111% ready to cry when i see her walk down the aisle. and before we even saw her walk, i was already crying and sniffing back more tears, their ninang looking at me with curiosity or maybe even concern. but i didn't care. i was about to see my best girl in her wedding gown and walk towards the love of her life.

if i weren't her MOH, i would have spent the entire ceremony holding back tears but i had duties i needed to do so gone were the tears and i was full on support mode. then came the reception. the last minute errands. befriending the coordinators and suppliers. making sure the couple was doing okay and baby laya and tita and ate j were also fed and rested before the program started. i was everywhere but i still had enough time to get myself some coffee and take cute photos.

there were a lot of tears during my MOH speech, a quiet promise to my best girl and her husband. the bouquet toss where i became competitive (to be eliminated!!!) during the last round because the tall people finally got the bouquet on the early rounds (even removed my heels, got my dress bunched in my hands just so i can jump better) only for the host changing the rules just so i end up getting the bouquet and my new bestie (Lasunan2026) to do a sexy dance for me and put the garter on me. then the party. we are mostly 29 and 30 year old adults but we partied like we were back in our undergraduate years. we sang. we drank. we danced and jumped around. by the end of the night, i was barefoot and my heart was bursting with happiness when i heard my best girl say yes when i whispered to ask her, "are you happy?"

by the time we were on our way back to the airbnb for an after AFTER party, i was spent. my feet were aching. i felt icky. my eyes were closing. my voice was almost gone. when i was in the bathroom taking a shower to wash off all the make up and hair products, i just wanted to close my eyes and crawl into the arms of a gentle, loving man. i was exhausted. i was running low with my energy but i also knew i would do it over and over again for the people i love (pero with more than enough pahinga in between please HAHAHA).

and with less than 5 hours of sleep, i had to drive the 1.5 hours back to our hometown. caffeinated, still tired, but thankful to have spent another weekend with the people i truly love.

[lachrymiformm]

uni, i want the softness. i also want the bickering. the silly moments. the kunot noo. the sighs and playful eye roll. the laughter. 🥹

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not even three days but my body clock has shifted and adapted the oldies’ sched 😭 because what do u mean i’m asleep by 10/11 pm and already awake by 5:30 am, done my work out by 7 and went on a short and sweet walky walk for a quick market errand by 7:30???????? 🫨 haaaaaay i really do love being a morning person! 😭😭😭

good morning!!! ☀️

[lachrymiformm]

istg!!! once i get my goal back, i will be insufferable withy outfits AND WILL GET A BACK TATT 😤

[aidashakur]

everything is beautiful when you’re looking with eyes of curiosity and a heart full of love.

[lachrymiformm]

good morning! ☀️

went out with the seniors for market errands. had an hour long workout in the wellness areas (love the available machines 😭). sunshine and walkie walks. got a protein drink (sorry, di nakapigil sa oatside 😆) for a post workout refreshment. giggled over a friend’s reply to my story.

medyo knocking on my door na ‘yung worries and anxiety ko HAHAHAHAHAHA i’m not going to run away from them but i won’t also let them pressure me into making any hasty decisions 😮‍💨 i feel like my time here in SG is letting me slow down (and really sloooooow down which is such a big thing for me if u know me well). i still have a lot of time here and when i go home, i’ll be flying out again after a few days.

uni, palambing naman ako ng clarity and answered prayers. please and thank you! ✨

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good night, good night 😌

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u g h i wanna be wine drunk with the love of my life and be all giggly and touchy and silly 😩

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me the night before the may 23 wedding and day after kasi i got some chika na sooooobrang very boyfriend privilege chikas 😩

[becherdireinen]

One perk of dating me is that I’ll be your biggest supporter and number one fan. I will hype up everything you do because I love you and wanna see you succeed.

[lachrymiformm]

güd morning 😙

​today is rest day today is getting surprised with how my body has changed today is observing family dynamics today is letting my brain catch up with the past few weeks today is browsing online for gyms and classes i can join today is sitting with the “wala namang mawawala if magtry” convo we had last today today is pagmamaganda in my pambahay today is being a lazy potato

[lachrymiformm]

good morning ang ganda ng convo namin ng cousin ko before we slept and ngayong morning kausap si mommy and tita dami agad namin tawa 😭