Trying to figure this out

Don't mind me, experimenting :I

[the-ellia-west]

What if Phenik's venom was an anticoagulant

[iburntcurlyfries]

Like a Komodo dragon ?? OuO

[iburntcurlyfries]

I hate executive dysfunction. Imagine how much better it would be to actually be able to do things you want to. without feeling paralyzed.

[the-ellia-west]

ARTFIGHT ARTFIGHT ARTFIGHT

[tbarneix]

"Higher beings, these words are for you alone"

[fanartsofliliput]

thinking of them......

[iburntcurlyfries]

I am still not good with coloring or shading . So to not feel too bad, I made a simpler drawing that i wouldn't mind losing to my lack of coloring experience.

I want to get better and show my art teacher. Make up for the loss of talent from all the cool seniors leaving.

[knuckle-velv3tt]

I keep forgetting to post on here … hai..

[iburntcurlyfries]

I do want to try drawing Grace and rocky from Project Hail Mary. It was a really good movie and I am currently reading the book.

But not sure how to incorporate other characters into my art . As I mainly drew and got accustomed to one of my ocs and everything kinda was built of them.

[iburntcurlyfries]

Complaining

I am frustrated with people. Not individuals per say, as it’s not targeted. For the most part. I just find establishing, maintaining , nurturing relationships to be so uneasy and inconsistent. I have a hard time managing my connection with people and when they are not behaving or acting like their standard selves , I can get lost.

It’s easier when people don’t fluctuate ( despite that being extremely hypocritical for me to say ). I tend to be catastrophizing minor social errors or social responsibilities. My mood severely fluctuates on my perception of the connections I have. It makes me unreasonably sad , anxious or even angry.

I am so poor at properly gauging and handling social interactions .If I am use to someone being sad , I adapt to them being sad and try to assist that. But if they are something else , I don’t know how to interact , like the map I build of the relationship becomes incorrect and I am unsure where to go from there.

I would like to say I am getting better and not being visibly affected by my poor regulation. More of often I end up being good at riding the waves of whatever type of mood the person is emitting. Like reflecting their current state . Which leads to me feeling very awful as my body is forcing itself to feel something that polarizes what I am actually experiencing.

[the-ellia-west]

I'd like to hear more about JoR's relation to DSMP please 👀👀👀👀

It was originally a fanfic because I liked the feel of the DSMP

But then I got bored of that and I started peeling the characters away until it became its own thing

Feel free to guess which characters are which (I made a very weird selection)

The main eight minus Mangrove were all originally from the Fanfic

I liked a lot of the animatics I saw and the only livestream voda I actually watched were like 3 of the Technoblade ones

I never got into watching thr actual streams, I just liked the insinuated story and I still do

[iburntcurlyfries]

TECHNOBLADE !!!!

[iburntcurlyfries]

Got praised by my art teacher for this. So YAYY :) . Though I am bit unsure whether or not this actually shows growth. I will just take the win I suppose

[iburntcurlyfries]

I am filled with a uncomfortable amount of emotion. Just having to sit and not say a word.

[iburntcurlyfries]

Just watched project Hail Mary. I am gonna read the book now…

[bees-with-a-camera]

Anyone here read/watch kaiju no 8?

[iburntcurlyfries]

I watched season one with a friend , couple months back

[iburntcurlyfries]

Does anyone else have conversations with people. In their mind . Whether or not they are still actively in their life or not?

[raggadollie]

shame

[thewritingautisticat]

If we have dehumanization in stories then can the recovery process be called rehumanization?