Moon 0: Fernfur's POV
“Fernfur, would you be my deputy?”
Fernfur froze, jaw dropping open, and the moss ball he had gathered for the kits fell onto the ground by his paws. “...Sorry, Borageblossom, what? Did I hear you right?” His ear twitched nervously, eyes glued to the light ginger tom who had stopped him on his way. Borageblossom smiled faintly, tilting his head.
“You don’t think you’d make a good deputy? You even have an apprentice.”
Fernfur tried to gather his words, still ruffled from the sudden question. “Wouldn’t, uh, someone with more experience be better? Like Ravenleaf or Thistlepelt?”
“It’s true that they’re older, more experienced,” Borageblossom replied, gaze distant as he almost seemed to look past Fernfur. “But you aren’t a worse choice. You are stronger, less frail... if we have two old warriors as leader and deputy again, who’s to say that it won’t end like it did...” His voice trailed off, and he coughed quietly as if clearing his throat. “Like before? With us all without leadership again? No.” He fixed Fernfur with a determined look. “No, you’re the one I want by my side as we help the Clan flourish again.”
“Borageblossom, I...” Fernfur started, but Borageblossom flicked his tail against the ground with a thump, as if saying he wasn’t done yet.
“Besides, Ravenleaf is going to step in as our medicine cat. And Thistlepelt isn’t afraid to take a risk; an ordinarily good trait, really, but you have always been cautious. You have scouted ahead and made sure your Clanmates will be safe when heading to gatherings.” Borageblossom stepped forward, touching his nose to Fernfur’s head. Fernfur swallowed, nerves and awe and humility burning like the river in summer within his stomach. “Won’t you join me, Fernfur?”
“I will,” Fernfur whispered, closing his eyes and feeling the older warrior’s rumbling purr vibrate along his fur. “I will.”
The two stepped apart, and Fernfur looked back at the poor abandoned moss ball, falling apart at the edges. “But first...” He grinned a bit sheepishly. “Can I bring this to the kits? They’ve been bothering me about being bored.”
Borageblossom let out a quiet laugh, sparkle in his eyes that hadn’t been there in what felt like moons, and nodded. “Of course. Keep being yourself, and I’m sure you’ll be an excellent leader for FrostClan someday.”
“Well, I’ll do my best to serve by your side for as long as I can before then,” Fernfur replied, heart still hammering in his chest, and picked up the moss ball.
He could still feel Borageblossom’s gaze on him as he turned around to head to the nursery, and his paws felt like they’d sink into the earth beneath him.
I just hope I don’t disappoint him.














