[idekkkjja]

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𝜗𝜚 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚, 🇪🇬🇵🇹, 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐥𝐰

— aespa, ive (ot5), njz (ot2?) n katseye (ot5) are my main.

— this acc is a smut based acc or suggestive things itself but i’m open to anything from fluff to angst as well. plus englishs deffo not my first language so please feel free to correct me bcs i often make typos!

— if im a lil’ inactive its cuz im a student so pls be patient for my slow ass

— requests r OPEN. atm im doing drabbles and fics

— i do anything to drabbles to long ass fics if im motivated to do so. angst, fluff, and smut is all welcome here

— also.. unfortunately i don’t do g!p reader or masc!reader, i’m not into it so don’t request it to me!

— my limits are scat, waterboarding and the general things around that topic

— don’t req me anything that’s suggestive about idols who are minors bcs i will not be doing that shi and idk why i have to even say this in the first place since it’s common sense

— but yes, i am open to reqs that’s including fluff or angst abt them but that’s literally it w minor idols

— reqs w dark themes is allowed w age appropriate idols, idm it all!

— men 🤢 dni..

(IN PROCESS OF CHANGING 😭)

my anons: 😼,🐰🍀,🫆, 🪐, 🦈, 🐶💕, 🕯️, 😽,

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝟐

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GIRL WE MISS YOU COMEBACK

GIRLL IM MORE ACTIVE-ISH ON MY OTHER ACC CHECK THAT OUT

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@maneonx is my second account and i just made it today just in case it dont show up..

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I THINK MY SLOW ASS GOT HACKED AUGHHH OMG

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yaalll im inactive cuz i got a baby to take care of sooo 😭😭

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i got chased down by teachers for smoking in the bathroom w my hg

it was so scary #stillshaking

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ily girlie but it’s “course meal” not coarse but dw i get the confusion

i will say coarse anyway 🙄

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i got eaten out today life is worth living again

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Will u be writing ur requests anytime soon 😋 /nf

yes i just have work and school 🫩

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dom fems are sooooo fucking hot, like, yes, sit on my face, strap me down. Idgaf i want u.

dont remind me of my ex..

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im contemplating of writing a diva!manon x strict manager!sophia and delete the meizini fic (for now yall) on ao3..

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you literally clarified that you didn’t agree with the anon and some pips still goin after u instead of the anon who was talking shit

i did some mistakes on my part for saying things that implied i agreed w the other anons when i lowkey wasn’t that sober either 💔 and now rereading what i said.. i don’t rlly blame them bcs it obv led to misunderstandings but i never ever meant it like that and it was never my intention

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mama they’re twisting ur words 💔

let them believe whatever they want to believe

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R u still doing fics

YES

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Don’t let them silence you queen, not everyone needs a think piece about how they’re not transphobic and they support trans writers/readers (who they should be supporting regardless). Most people are illiterate af, there’s barely femxfem. 🤷🏽‍♀️😔

its probably the way i worded it about wanting more fem4fem that came across wrong 😭

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I have to say that I 100% get what you are trying to say and I'm so sorry that so many people are now doing these 3 paragraph think pieces calling you transphobic. I've also made a post before about how there has recently been a huge lack of fics for fem readers. It's easy for them to spew out "don't like, don't read", but at least when I scroll the tags literally every fic is masc or transmasc reader, it's been impossible to find fics for fem reader. And don't get me started on how the only two melanated members of Katseye often get described as being masc while the other girls often get to keep their femininity.

😭😭 i dont know why theyre nitpicking everything i say to call me transphobic when their accusations r just baseless and i have nothing against trans people at all as i clarified before but they can do what they want

BRO EVERYTIME I SCROLL ON MY FEED THERES NO FEM4FEM 💔💔 so i just said i wanted more and its been rarer recently to find any

and i so agree w what u said in the last part so much since its getting kinda weird as a person whos melanated myself bcs brown/black people can STILL be feminine!!

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it’s not that i’m against x masc!reader but ifl to some degree even some kats fics tagged as x fem!reader presents or characterizes reader as masculine and it’s really hard to relate to it cuz yk i’m more feminine presenting. but actual fics tagged as x male!reader is where i draw the line i’m ngl (i don’t mind if it’s tagged as trans!masc or trans!man reader) because girl? the female!idol x male!reader scene here in tumblr is already bad in itself considering how fucking dehumanizing they write about these women, i do not want the katz to be subjected to that????

that’s literally what i’m against.. not the trans masc or whatever, but the disgusting male writers here because of what i saw on my feed was so disgusting? WHY DID I SEE A SMUT FIC OF YOONCHAE A DAY AFTER SHE TURNED 18?? And the way those ones write abt katseye is acc so sickening as well and dehumanised to subject to their weird ass kinks so obviously i’m going to avoid those like a plague 🫩