Sadness has dwelled upon me, once again... 🙁
I don't want to make anybody sad, ever. That's the worst and I am completely against that. Where do I start? It saddens me to know I was capable of unknowingly/unwillingly/accidentally making someone sad. (cough cough preslava) It got me thinking now... I know I'm a good person and a good friend. I'm always there for everyone I know and I always want every situation to end in a positive way. I hate falling out with people. It's the worst. I will do everything I can to try resolve problems as nicely as possible but it all else fails, I do a mighty good job at showing I don't care but sometimes it gets to me more than anyone knows. This here is my escape. Anyway I digress. I think the problem lies with me when I'm joking around. I think sometimes I may say or do something as a joke, hoping the other person sees it that way too when in actual fact they don't. So where to from here? Time to start controlling my language, no more or the B word... Possibly even that H word I love ever so much. Time to step it down a notch and see if I can redeem myself as the good person I strive to be. The person I hopefully am.
