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[idkifimthesame]

Pls I need advice

I need help or advice, if you read what I post earlier you may have an idea but anyway pls dm I'm confused

[idkifimthesame]

Hi... pls read (srry if my grammar is bad)

Okay so here's the thing, i need help i don't feel like myself anymore (i think I never felt it) I'm almost 18 and afraid to talk to my parents or friends about it.

I'm a girl and I have been dreaming a lot this days about myself as a guy, but it feel so right and like myself, i feel free in there but then i woke up and look at me and my body how it is and it feel... wrong like it's not me and I dont want that or feel like that. The other day I was looking some old photos with my sis and I was dressed like with "boy clothes" and she said that I never like to dress with "girly stuff" but somehow I feel with a strange feeling seen me like a little boy.

I dont know if what I feel is right or not, I want to be happy again but at the same time I'm afraid. I think I'm trans? Or just confused?

Sorry if I made it more confusing.

If someone can help me pls dm