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Wouldn’t be nice to be buried alive? like if you’re accepting of it that is. Like in a really comfy coffin with some thin blankets around you and a pillow, and you’re under the cold earth and its perfectly quiet to the point of udder insanity. And you just lay there, and accept death, experience it. its so dark and cramped that it becomes comfortable, and then you slowly run out of air over time and you close your eyes when the time has come and your gone, to wherever you may believe in, and your body is still comfy in that small cold coffin of yours. Wouldn’t that be nice?

Weve been broke up longer than we dated yet i still feel tormented by you

accidentally hooked up with monte bc hot and then i walked away to get papertowels to CLEAN UP HIS SEMEN FOR HIM and i walk back in the room and he took my blanket/pillow and said "this is a one time thing right" and i said "sure", questioning why i replied with an answer i didnt want to be true, and he said "thanks, can we just keep this between you and me?" and i of course said "yes" I WAS SAD ALL NIGHT BECAUSE I WAS BASICALLY JUST USED LIKE WHAT THE FUCK I WANT YOU TO MAKE ME CUM TWICE FUCK THIS MAN WHY CANT THE WORLD BE OK FOR ME??? ALL I WANT IS SOMEBODY TO LIKE ME BUT NOO

TONY SUCKS

tony's "never been happier" and hes with a new guy and im not in his life at all like what HOW IVE NEVER BEEN WORSE OKAY I LOVE YOU

i still love you tony sharp

Tomorrow is the day I am going to see Les Miserables on broadway with rania. i am happy. i think. idk it's just kind of upsetting that it was supposed to be for TONY and me. not rania and me. and he helped plan it so like i am upset. tomorrow is gonna be a sad day and the weawther is sad and i am sad and i want to be his friend but i don't know if i am ready. i still want him back. so bad. but i know i can't. he doesn't love me like that anymore. it's just sad that he was the best part of my life and like now i don't have him. i need to make myself happy not tony make me happy idk ugh i HATE this. i want to love him and want him to love me again. UGH LIFE SUCKS.

i just miss being wanted. the only person wanted in our relationship was tony and now im just here all alone again

i want to be tonys friend but i love him so much and that never changed but what if it never does

i saw him on grindr for like an hour so he was clearly sexting :/ i mean i am upset but not really because he is getting over me. no he is over me. i need to be over him now. i dont want to date somebody else but i can flirt with people now so thats good i guess idk. i dont want to date bc i still love him but sex and physical stuff isnt with my heart so its okay now. i just cant DATE them. not that i will get the opportunity but still

my mom tried so hard to make it seem like the tickets werent for me and tony but they clearly were and that makes me so upset

GOOD FOR YOU YOU PIECE OF SHIT WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS

tony broke up with me on june 27. on the phone. a week before my birthday. after i hadnt seen him for a week. a week before my birthday. i miss him.

havent seen tony in days and when i try to have a conversation with him he acts so condescending and sends that stupid train when i want to talk to him. all i want to do is talk to him. i just need a reason to not feel like shit

its ok to cry at night

im so happy for tony and so proud of him bc hes gonna have the best future ever! its kind of hard at the same time knowing these are the things that will happen to him when im out of his life :/

i need to not do this when im in a bad mood yikes. anyway tony and megnot visited me by surprise. my room was a mess but it ok they like it i like it i am so happy and i love tony

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