Tita Cuenca

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I have to move soon.. No I’m not going to Florida again lol, I just have to downgrade that’s all and I’m looking forward to a lot when this move takes place. At first I had a lot of anxiety because of the unknown, if I was going to be able to do this with just me and my husband with no help from our family. Because for a while now my in laws have helped me Tremendously as I for them because that is just what we do for each other… But you know what I sat one day and prayed and asked god to help me see the bigger picture, and he did just that…. I was able to arrange my job schedule so that I could work around Cilio’s days off.. I was able to apply to this online class that I’m gonna take in the future so that I could work from home. I’m looking forward to spending more time with my kids spending more time with my husband… Cook for them clean for them… Because that’s just it!!! I love love love being a mom and a wife! I have always craved that since I was young! There is nothing I wouldn’t want more! Not that I wasn’t doing any of those things I was just limited because of our living situation (Which I got comfortable with and that’s why I had anxiety) and I had to remind my self of all the great things I am and can do…. I think I’m liking this blog more and more!! Venting?? 🤔 maybe 🤷🏻‍♀️ ok see you later 💋

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So a lot of things is happening in my life right now and it makes me feel like I can’t be consistent because of it. I’m the type to over think things at times.. I’m not consistent with my work outs I’m not consistent with my sleep patterns nor am I consistent with my social media because I am consistent in other things. Such as my kids, my job, my mother, my husband. I’m consistent with making sure my kids have everything they need in this life, sure I may not be the perfect mother but I’m sure I’m doing the best that I know how.. I’m consistent with making sure my husband knows that I will forever have his back in anything and everything. Life isn’t easy but as long as we stay strong through our hardships...... That In it self gives us motivation to keep fighting this unpredictable life because everything always changes... well that’s all for today 💋

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I’m so new to this blogging thing but I’m sure this is gonna be fun 🤗 my life is really hectic sometimes that I can’t find time to vlog although I would prefer that better, I will settle for blogging for now 🤨 who am I?? I’m Tita a gymbrat singer/songwriter who loves both the gym and the Studio! I’ve always struggled with which profession I wanted to take to the next level, but then something hit me 🧐 why can’t I do both 🤷🏻‍♀️ I mean why not right🤔 so anyways I recently been on this weight gain journey since 2016, I have been struggling with weight gain all my life but, In 2016 something broke in me and I needed to catch my breath! I seriously was dying inside that I completely lost my self and went as low as 96 pounds 😧 it was the death of me I tell you… looking back at my videos from that time gets me so angry because I let my self go…. but, today is a new day because back in 2016 like I said I started to love my self unconditionally! Love like no other, and then I started to eat like crazy 😝 it was shocking to me but oh so rejuvenating 🤗 I have tried everything to help me gain weight and all has failed me…. idk how I got here but I do know one thing, I will continue to do this for us all! There are plenty of you out there that struggle just like I do and I will take you with me on this crazy up and down journey, cuz let’s face it I don’t know what I’m doing and I’m learning every step of the way!!! So I will continue to blog about my feelings and what’s going on in my up and down life because let’s face it 🤫 that’s what bloggers do lol 😝 anyway I guess I’ll chat with you later, again I’m new to this so I don’t even know what I’m doing 😂😂

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