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Wow this might be a big step

I'm gay.

That is the first time that i have typed those two little words and not deleted it...

I'm gay and i hate it. I haven't said the words out loud or told anyone but i hate it. It wasn't where i thought that my life/relationship future was going.

Don't get me wrong i support the LGBTQIA+ community, i voted yes in the Australian postal vote last year. I was just. I suppose i was just hoping i could choose not to be gay or at least be able to be able to be happy straight.

Nope unfortunately that is not really how that works.. it isn't about acceptance from my family it is more about acceptance from myself.. sorry for the spiel. I typed it wow i really can't believe i am about to put it out there..

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when you think of reading your favourite book and you can smell the pages right then and there

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I hate when you think of something really funny and relatable and think tumblr would love that. but also know that you can't word things how you think and it comes out awkward and unrelatable

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I feel like fate is just god shipping people that he wants to get together that have actually never met, and when they meet and they think it's fate he is like no biatch that was all me

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*when i lose something "well out of the two places that i've looked i have determined that it is not in this entire house

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How do people describe a random stranger perfectly to a sketch artist?? but then i remember i could describe exactly any otp to what clothes and shade of lipstick they were wearing 3 seasons ago without hesitation!

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Forgetting to bookmark amazing FanFiction