30 m Syd, Aus

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I love this idea of stalking you for months until I finally break and just snap so I just have to take you find you walking down the street one day and just come up behind you put my hand over your mouth slam you to the ground slap you and kick you toss you from side to side before I zip tie your hands and feet duct tape your mouth and force you Into my trunk, take you somewhere secluded maybe a cabin in the woods. Plan out what I'm going to do I would have to slowly break you I love the idea of Stockholm syndrome you eventually thinking this is what you wanted I only did this because I cared so much for you and I couldn't let anyone else have you, I want you too lay awake every night waiting to hear your cage door open me barging in drunk and belligerent, climbing ontop of you needing to take my frustration out on something I want you to learn to retreat into subspace while I force myself onto you, I won't let you go through slapping you back abusing you and breaking your tiny little body, breaking your tiny little mind sending you back into subspace again and pulling you out again I want you to feel my fucking rage turning you into my pretty roughed up doll marks all over your body different colours swirl all around your body red blue black purple your body my canvas, you wouldn't be able to walk or think or eat without me allowing it.

I'm sorry baby girl I just love you so fucking much, carrying you into the bath gently cleaning your cuts and bruises, ill scrub until you're red, hot, weak and thin too tired to run away…

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Thinking about you waking up to me on top of you grunting like an animal while I'm thrusting into your tiny little cunt, doe eyed and half asleep still, pressing your head down into the pillow to muffle your sobs, I know it hurts, sweetie, be a good girl for me, I'm so sorry princess I just couldn't help myself, shh go back to sleep I'll be done soon.

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You alive

yes

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I want to be so obsessive over you I like take photos of you at the park playing on the swings trying to get up skirt shots have them splayed out all over my walls this would go on for months sending you letters telling you how I'm drunk and thinking about fucking just taking you and dragging into my trunk and keeping you one day I finally snap after watching you, you lift up your skirt and flash your panties at me not knowing who I am how much I've been stalking you so I follow you home wait till it's dark break in through your bedroom way, your layed out on your bed in your cute little PJ's clutching your little blanket, I pace around you gently trying to touch in-between your thighs nervous afraid you will wake up I stand over you jerking my cock off to your tiny little body.

I can't help what happens next I'm so turned on I climb into the bed with you fumbling to get your PJ's off touching you all over I finally get your pants off sliding my finger into the fabric of your panties " sleep my little angel while I slowly rub feeling you start to soak on my fingers getting you nice and ready sliding your cute little panties to the side and pushing the tip of my throbbing cock into you trying to muffle my grunt you feel so fucking tight I struggle grabbing your cute little body and pressing in I push in to hard though and you wake up mid thrust, in shock you thrash around who are you what are you doing, I have to hold you down with one hand and muffle your screams with my other shh " I'm sorry baby I just needed you so much" pressing your head down into the pillow pounding so hard into you telling you I'm so sorry and fucking you harder your cries turn to muffles sobs as I hold you tight and tell you how special you are I'm never going to let anything happen to you you're mine now.

You cry and squirm eyes rolling into the back of your head clutching onto your pillow knowing my cock is spurting inside you my hands around you throat gasping grunting filling you up my good little girl.

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Repeat after you dumb little fucking whore "I'm a mindless rape doll" say it say it fucking now, now !

"I'm a mindless rape doll".

Louder and address me as sir or I will beat you so badly they won't recognise you in any of the papers.

Nervous sweating "IM A MINDLESS RAPE DOLL SIR"

louder and fucking faster keep the pace up, I want you to fucking say it untill you are it, I Want your brain empty I want your fucking thoughts, your ideas, your fucking hopes, your tears, your fears, your dreams, your fucking everything do you fucking hear me! I said do YOU fucking HEAR ME, EVERYTHING I'm going to erase it all every part you and rebuild you.

"IM A MINDLESS RAPE DOLL SIR"

"IM A MINDLESS RAPE DOLL SIR"

"IM A MINDLESS RAPE DOLL SIR"

Tears stream down the side of your face Im so sorry sir"

You think I'll go easy on you because you cry? Because you are sad and alone and afraid ? Poor innocent naive stupid girl, you poor poor thing your tears little rain drops of your spirit slowly fading slowly waning turning into emptiness, pink sullen face why so gloomy? Do I frighten you , I love your tears let me taste, I can taste your pain the emptiness inside you, what are you afraid that you can finally be free be what you were always meant to be? a perfect doll? a perfect does not think! I am unfortunately tasked with removing that part of you, you will obey me and I will crush you and you will fucking love me you will worship me you will exist for me always desperate to be near me to always is a long time always and forever.

Oh you poor thing you don't understand yet do you ? The depths of depravity the endless aching and longing to break what it beautiful what beyond what I deserve, my words vile posion to your soul, my touch courrupting your very essence This is love, this is everything, I have to break you before I can love you I'll break you I'll FUCKING break you ! You can't imagine how deep this is, don't you understand, this is your destiny to be broken by me and to be reborn those tears are the first now fucking continue we have hours and hours and fucking hours of this of this of you and your fucking empty brain I need I fucking need it fuck. Now go.

"IM A MINDLESS RAPE DOLL SIR"......

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I love the idea of you doing chores around the house and I follow you around pumping you full of cock in the most precarious situation like you doing a load of laundry and I come up behind you grab your hips push you against washing machine and dump and load in you, or like cleaning the floor on your hands and knees with your panties sticking out ready to be mounted fucked and bred.

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I want to take you into the forest dressed as a cute little elven princess, I want to tie you to a tree and blindfold you, feeling up your thighs telling you to stay quiet.My hand slowly slides in-between your thighs, my tongue on your neck you beg me not to, as my fingers slide into your pussy feeling you drip.You beg me to let you go, I untie you and give you a chance to run, you stand there frozen, I tell you to run as you try and get away from me, the hunt to get my cock into you Is on, I tell you if catch you I won’t stop fucking until my balls are empty inside your tight pussy.

I can smell your sweet perfume lingering in the air, it drives me crazy a primal need to catch you kicks in, it doesn’t take me long to find you, hiding behind a tree with your eyes closed, hoping the monster will go away, you don’t see me come from behind as I grab your precious little neck and pull you back into me , with my hand over your mouth my cock is rock hard .

I whisper into your ear  “I’m going to fucking destroy you”, as I fumble pushing my cock up against, you shiver feeling it press up hard against you, you turn your head to look at me, an empty gaze looks back at you, terrified you wiggle out and start running again, I finally catch you “you’re not getting away this time princess” as you struggle to fight me off you, I quickly take control drag you to the forest floor , ripping parts of your fairy princess dress off exposing your ripe naked body, the horror in your eyes turns me on as I force myself on top of you, my hands on your throat, quieten you up a little choking you until you're gasping for air “ I fucking own you”  forcing your legs open watching you squirm as i push into your wet slit I fucking own you as I start jackhammering into you, fuck I shout as I choke you harder you while you squirm on the forest floor pussy stuffed with cock unable to move.

Your heart is beating out of your chest as the need to have you is strong, I force you to submit telling you I now own your body and soul, my balls swelling up, as you try and pull me out of you, as I force you to take my seed, you are mine now your body belongs to me, I start grunting harder, you are still trying to fight your true natural urges to be filled to have my cum flowing into your cervix " stop fighting princess".

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I'm sorry.

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You've been such a little brat all morning throwing your little tantrum, I've finally had enough i need to fuck the brattiness out of you, I grab you and just fucking manhandle you into position, forcing you to look me in the eye " you know how badly I can hurt you right".

Watching that cheeky grin light up your face knowing how to push my buttons "you have to catch me first".

" oh well then you better start fucking running princess" before you can even react to what I said I lunge forward grabbing you by the throat pinning you up against the wall " wrong answer princess, look at you struggling to breathe let's see what's under this skirt" I pull out my knife running the tip up your thigh using it to expose your wet little cunt" time to teach you a lesson princess, don't move or I'll cut you" watching you slowly submit oxygen deprived you stick your tounge out at me, i push you down onto tile, watching you helpless try and crawl away as I grab your legs pulling you back into me, pushing my weight down on " you look so ripe for raping princess" I push my cock hard into your little belly your eyes go wide as you feel me bulge inside your stomach " you're so wet aren't you, look at your body betraying you, this is what you wanted all along ?, To be fucked and degraded like this? Is this why you act you? It doesn't matter the more you act the harder I'll fuck you, now stay the fuck still untill I'm done using you".

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I want to get you dressed ready for bed in your cute little onesie, brush your teeth and give you you're special sleepy time milk, before I tuck you into bed, read you a bed time story and fuck you good night.

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Shoot me in the head so we can be in love forever.

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I want to accidently stumble into your hotel room, finding you tied up to the bed blindfolded with your arse arched up in the air I can hear the showering running it might be your husband or boyfriend, I move quickly taking my chance sneaking up to the bed grabbing your thighs hearing you mutter oh fuck realising I'm not your boyfriend, and there is nothing you can do to stop me I quickly pull down my pants shoving my dick into your throbbing cunt, you squirm and struggle trying to get out of the restraints but its no use, your stuck, feeling my digusting sweaty body ontop of yours feeling my tounge circle around your neck, you feel sick everytime I suck on your ear, I don't stop until I cum in you and then just pull up my pants and leave. Leaving you bent over the bed cum leaking out of you.

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I'm fed up with this bullshit we've been taught is love, this fucking lukewarm gross feeling of tame love, "make sure you are compatible and safe and warm and cozy", fuck comfortability I never want to be comfortable, fucking sinking into nothingness, here we are, the end of the road when you give up and just fucking settle.

And settle for fucking for what a life that is slowly suffocating you never really being happy or fulfilled just slowly fucking wasting away, there is no more passion excitement in language just fucking nothing it's so dead, fucking robots, people devoid of passion character charisma always trying to tell you what's right, like they have fucking some sort of higher moral authority, I want to scream sometimes, smash things fucking swings my arms out wildly, just fucking lose it, just let fucking go of this shit this internal order this fucking control that grabs you and chokes you, you try and control everything and for what our bellies are full but our spirit is empty, all there is, is chaos you try and control it and it will eat you alive.

I am just a pig in a cage on antibiotics.

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Finding you curled up in a ball sound asleep, I gently pick you up and put you over my shoulder, you're still clutching onto your fav stuffy, you're wearing the cutest skirt and a little while top with blue sunflowers, I carry you into the front seat, shh baby were going for a little drive, you dozy and drowsy, opening your eyes and closing them again so turned on by your quiet shallow breaths, as I slowly move my up your skirt while we drive feeling the heat radiate from you, gentle stroke's I feel you quiver and vibrate moaning in your sleep.

Were finally here baby, gently pick you up, this is my favourite spot by the lake, it's so beautiful I wish you were awake to see this, I find a nice bed of flowers to lay you down on, I watch you for a little bit you look so peaceful, I don't know if I can do this, clutching onto your little teddy, oh fuck I can't help it I need you. Climbing ontop you pulling your skirt up licking up and down your thighs tasting every inch of you, you taste like strawberries and cream, I move up and down your body my tounge tracing your curves.

I feel my cock throbbing inside my jeans, it's so hard to hold back, I can't take it anymore taking off my shirt and jeans, grinding into your bare flesh, you turn a little laying on your side, I grab you hold you tight as I slide your panties to the side and push into you, you stir moving a little clenching into your teddy, fuck you're so tight I have to push a little harder, I lose it and just fucking slam in, shit i see your eyes go wide coming around, "what the fuck" " oh god get off me" you try and scream I quickly muffle you shh fuck shh I can't stop I need you, I flash my knife showing you I mean I business, you quickly sumbit gently sobbing Into your stuffy while i flipp you on your back around pressing down hard into you.

Good girl, fuck I'm so sorry It had to be like this, I'm going to cum in you, gently whispering into your ear I've marked you as mine, Ill never let you go now, you are mine forever, I'm going to keep finding you and using you, sometimes you might wake up sometimes you might not, I can't help it, pushing the last hard strokes into you, feeling my balls swell up, I'm going to breed you now".

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I miss my friends.

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Cute date idea you wear your fav Disney Princess dress, I chase you through the woods and violently fuck you if I catch you .

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I don't know what you were doing looking under my bed now look at you stuck and vunerable, what about I going to do about this.

You wiggle your ass at me please help, get me out of here please, I've been stuck for 10mins already please I'll do anything.

You are in quite the jam, I don't know what I can do, I need to lubricate you somehow, maybe if pull your skirt off, I have an idea this might just work.

I need you to stay still, you need to stop squirming, you feel the tip of my cock brushing up against your cunt when you should what are you doing ! This is no time for that.

Fuck I'm trying to help you, just stay fucking still, once you are all hot and sweaty you will slip right out .

"Oh fuck okay fine hurry up then" I grab you big beautiful ass checks spreading you a little wider pushing the tip then sliding in fully, you feel so wet, oh shit I can feel you bouncing around under the bed trying your hardest not to Moan, it doesn't take long before your hot and sweaty pulling you out easily, pulling you deeper into my cock.

You smile and giggle" yay it worked I'm free" when I grab you by the throat " I'm not fucking done with you" pinning you up against the wall, watching the colour drain from your face while I fuck into you, choking and gasping for breathe, back smashing into the wall, I can see you blacking out, turning me on, pushing hard into you slamming you into the wall, filling you up, watching you gasp when I let go out off, you body drops to the floor" I'm fucking done now" you feel in-between your legs, touching my cum streaming out of you " I hope you don't get stuck like that again princess, I don't know what I'm going to have to do the next time it happens"