Squishing Citrus

All the eyes open Grateful Candles

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Deep lean back, holding a rope on a fragile cliff side that someone else set up in order to escape the ground level, the beach, when the water level is now too high and the logs are rolling and you can’t stay there.

So you grab the rope someone else tied around a tree and climb up an active slide area. You have to lean back even though it’s counterintuitive. Your mind does not want you to lean back, but that’s how you get to the top . So you lean and you rely on the knots that the people you don’t know made in the long rope and you climb up the cliff side like that.

You’ve done it a bunch of times by now because the tide comes in and you can’t backtrack, you can’t go back from where you came. The caves are crashing with water, the place you use to bypass the ocean so that you can get farther into the places that are wild.

So that’s what I do

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Gratitude for toe beans ☺️ and the beings who allow us complex humans to have connections of beauty

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Montauk.

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My drawings

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Happy first birthday Holly!

(She carried her pup cup to this flowery area! I was like, okay let’s do this)

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Happiness

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Debrief

How long does it last

Being another mortal

Randomly on a sphere

Of vapor before

The next thing arises

Howling and asymmetric

Pulling the leg back into

The plight of Jobina Thumbelina Thimbleberry

Three, perfect and waiting, just for me _

But that’s not true is something

She didn’t say or think to say out loud

Or inside her head or anywhere to any noun.

The noun, she thought, didn’t kill her last time

So she ate three more

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Koa 😃

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Near hug point

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Dog heaven

I probably qualify for dog heaven.

I don’t think I’m gonna fit into human heaven,

And I don’t really think I even wanna go.

So that’s where I’ll be if you are wondering

in the distant future

not at all now

much much later.

Much later.

Eventually

But don’t suddenly show up.

Send a card or something.

Me and the dogs

We don’t like sudden unexpected arrivals

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Inspired by the eyebrows of a jumping spider

And maybe why I ever even liked that truck guy,

Eyebrows are mesmerizing.

Actually, the whole everything of the jumping spider is aesthetically aesthetic.

I need to put pink all around my eyes and also

at the bottom of my lip and then

We all need to do it we all need

To let our odd hair follicles grow.

I mean, I won’t be and you won’t

be as cute as a jumping spider ever. Ever.

But we can try!

We should have jumping spider stuffed animals

They are so damn cute!

Oh no I’m monetizing! Effing capitalism.

You can’t even like a thing without your survival self

trying to figure out how might make moneyoffofit.

The zigzag emoji is gone disaster …

Apparently, they are smart too

The jumping spider,

They will probably already have some problems with the way that I’m objectifying them.

Which I respect.

It’s really hard to enjoy something without sounding like

You are feeding on their capital qualities.

Actually all of our senses are now crawdads.

Crawdads are like little lobsters.

They actually are delicious. Sorry crawdad.

You need a hotdog on a string.

Once I might’ve been delicious, but now I’m chewy

Did you know our planet core just erupted into Hawaii!

The actual center of our planet

Erupted minerals, which have been found in Hawaii

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Flying dog…did you notice they are fully aloft?

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