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i miss this blog 🥲

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need her to **** ** **** and **** ** ****** ***

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seeing u active again just gave me whiplash. ilysm

mwah love you too. sorry for being so inactive, i was getting into grad school :p

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valentina saying good girl not once but twice is all i took away from thunderbolts

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Hiiii, just coming over to see how you’re doing and let you know I miss your amazing writing. 💜 I hope everything is going well!

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Hello hello! Thank you dearest 💗 doing okay, lots going on in life and just trying to take things day by day! I miss writing for you all and hope I can return to it one day 🥹

I hope everything is going well with you too! You’re so sweet for checking in 💞

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brb, quitting my job to become her makeup artist

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I’m so chatty n needy today. How are you? /🌻

Hello hello! Sorry for not seeing this sooner :(

I’m okay 💕 just thinking about the new year and what’s ahead! How are you? I hope you’re feeling better xx

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I just realized I lowkey ghosted Yoy. I’m so sorry!!! My life kinda like went to hell. I hope you have an amazing New Year’s Eve (if it isn’t already 2025 where you are!) -🌻

No worries! Happy New Year 🎉 I’m sorry to hear things aren’t going well, I hope they get better now that we’re in 2025 🫶 in the meantime, my messages are always open if you need to chat.

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ooooo! That’s a good choice!!!! Mine is fall 😊. How are you today? 💖-🌻

Fall is a lovely season 🥰 probably my second favourite. I’m doing well today, had a fairly chill weekend. How about you? 🩷

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More Than Friends (Agnes x Reader)

Request: Agatha x reader based off the song dress by taylor swift (anon)

Summary: You and Agnes confront the tension that’s been building between you two

Warnings: forbidden romance, cheating, marriage to a man, some fluff, kinda angsty :(

A/N: Apologies again for taking forever to get this out. I did change it from Agatha to Agnes so I could nail the whole “housewives in love” kinda thing. I hope you like it 🖤

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Our secret moments in your crowded room,

They’ve got no idea about me and you

You spotted Agnes across the room full of people, having a conversation with one of her guests. You and your husband had just arrived at the dinner party she was throwing to celebrate Ralph’s recent promotion.

As if she felt your gaze on her, her blue eyes drifted away from the person in front of her and landed on yours. You felt your cheeks warm as she traced your figure with her eyes, no doubt admiring the purple dress you’d bought just for tonight. Her gaze ignited that familiar heat in you, making you reminisce on everything that had led to this point.

There is an indentation in the shape of you,

Made your mark on me like a golden tattoo

You and your husband had quickly become friends with Agnes and Ralph after moving in across the street. The four of you had spent a lot of time together; having dinner, going out. You and Agnes quickly became inseparable too, the two of you being known as quite the duo around town.

One day when both of the husbands had gone golfing together, you’d invited Agnes around for drinks by your pool. One thing led to another and soon enough, the two of you were skinny dipping in the backyard, giggling like schoolgirls.

Looking back, you wanted so badly to blame it on the fact that both of you had had too much to drink, but you knew better. You knew that you enjoyed Agnes’s company a little too much, admired her in ways that friends shouldn’t.

So when her hands were all over you, your lips on hers, you didn’t fight it. You didn’t care that it was wrong, what people might think, the fact that you were married. It didn’t matter when being with Agnes felt so right.

All of this silence and patience, pining and desperately waiting,

My hands are shaking from holding back from all this

That had happened nearly two weeks ago. The fire that had ignited between the two of you that day was still there, but neither of you were ready to stoke it further.

There was a mutual, unsaid agreement between the both of you that what’d happen wouldn’t happen again. Couldn’t happen again. No matter how much either of you wanted it to, how desperate you were for each other.

The two of you pretended nothing had happened at all. Even though having her eyes on you was enough to set your skin on fire. Even though you had to pretend that it didn’t pain you to not be able to touch her like that again.

Say my name and everything just stops,

I don’t want you like a best friend

You watched as Agnes excused herself from the conversation and walked over to you. “Harold, Y/N” she smiled, greeting you and your husband. She gave him a quick hug before turning to you. Suddenly, you felt cold liquid hit your chest, making you gasp.

“Oh dear, I’m so sorry Y/N!” Agnes exclaimed. A glass of water, now nearly empty, was in her hand. Before you could respond, the brunette’s arm was around you, ushering you through the throng of guests. “Let’s get you upstairs and clean you up,” she said loudly, more to the room than you.

You walked up the stairs and into the bedroom, where Agnes shut the door behind her. “Spilling a glass of water? And here I thought you were the perfect poised and elegant housewife,” you teased the brunette.

You turned to look at where she was standing, back against the door. Her eyes were closed, head tilted back. You just now noticed that her face looked a little flush, likely from the glasses of champagne that were being handed out downstairs. “Agn-”

“I can’t do this anymore Y/N,” she interrupted, cool blue eyes settling on yours.

You felt your heart start to race. “Do what?” You asked, though you already knew the answer.

“I can’t keep pretending that nothing happened between us,” she said, voice strained. “I can’t keep acting like we’re just best friends when I want so much more,”

Your stomach was twisted into knots, a lump forming in your throat. “Agnes…” you whispered.

“Say you don’t feel the same way,” she said, coming closer to you. You could see the tears in her eyes. “Say it, Y/N,”

You stayed silent, not trusting yourself to speak without crying. “You can’t,” Agnes shook her head. She turned away from you, not wanting you to see her cry. Knowing you made her upset made your heart break.

“Of course I feel the same way,” you burst out. Agnes turned to look at you with watery eyes.

“I can’t stop thinking about you, Agnes, and I hate myself for it.” You lamented. “When I kiss him, when I lay with him at night, I pretend it’s you. These past two weeks have been agony because I know can’t be with you the way I want to.” There were tears streaming down your face now.

Only bought this dress so you could take it off,

Take it off

“Hell, I even bought this dress because of you,” you said, wiping your tears.

Agnes gave you a sad smile. “You did?”

“Purple is your favourite, isn’t it?”

Agnes nodded. “It’s stunning on you. I couldn’t take my eyes off of you when you came in,”

“Yeah, that’s what I was hoping for,” you laughed lightly.

Carve your name into my bedpost,

‘Cause I don’t want you like a best friend

Agnes regarded you for a moment before stepping closer. “Is that all you were hoping for,” she asked, voice low.

Your breath hitched in your throat when her hand came to rest on your waist. The other was placed behind your neck, its fingers wrapping themselves in your hair.

Agnes’s blue eyes drifted to your mouth before meeting your eyes again. “We shouldn’t,” you whispered, but you knew you didn’t mean it.

“I know,” she breathed before her lips connected with yours. The kiss was soft and you found yourself melting into it. You’d replayed that day in the pool so many times in your head but nothing could compare to the actual feeling of being in her arms, completely enveloped in her. You felt the fire in you grow as Agnes deepened the kiss, her tongue slipping into your mouth as her hand began to wander.

You kiss my face and we’re both drunk,

Everyone thinks that they know us, but they know nothing about

And just when you’d forgotten that it wasn’t only the two of you in the world, a sudden knock interrupted your embrace. You and Agnes sprung apart, both of you flushed and breathing hard. “Y/N, Agnes?” It was Ralph, Agnes’s husband. “We’re going to be doing toasts soon!”

You looked at Agnes with wide eyes. “Be out in a minute!” The brunette called, her eyes not leaving yours. You stayed still until you heard the sound of footsteps receding.

“That was close,” you said, and Agnes let out a breath of relief.

“We should go back,” she sighed.

“We should,” you said. “But not before this,” you pulled her mouth to yours in one last kiss, memorizing the feel of her against you. You pulled away with a soft sigh. “Now we can go,”

Agnes reluctantly let you go to grab lipstick from her dresser. “Since you smudged mine,” she winked. Both of you fixed yourselves up, erasing any signs of your little make out session.

“Ready to go, best friend?” Agnes asked, hand on the doorknob.

You knew she was teasing, but the reality of it still sent a pang through your heart. “Ready as I’ll ever be,” you gave her a small smile.

Agnes saw the look on your face and she reached out to give your hand a squeeze. “It’ll be different one day, Y/N. I promise,”

Squeezing her hand back, the two of you stepped back out and into the party as best friends, and nothing more.

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For holiday season do you mean Christmas or smth else? Alsooo what is your favorite season? 🌻

Yes, Christmas/New Years time!

My favourite season is summer. Reading outside with a nice drink while the sun is shining and it’s warm (but not too hot) is the perfect feeling!

What’s yours? 💕

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I saw your reply and thought oh I’ll get back to that…I did not…I’m so sorry 😭 anyway.

awesome job!!! That’s great! I’m finally watching Agatha all along and it’s making me lose my dang mind 😭x How was today and yesterday? 🌻

Please don’t be sorry, and don’t feel obligated to reply to me ! I’m not always on here anyway 🖤

Thank you! And omg I hope you enjoy it, it’s such a beautiful show. The last few days have been lovely, it’s nice to be in the holiday season again. I hope you’re well 🥰

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oh my gosh getting a good test score back is the best feeling. What was the test on if you don’t mind me asking? How is today going? - 🌻

It was a qualifying test as part of my grad school applications! It was such a relief as I’m eligible to apply thanks to my score, so today has been the first day in a while I can breathe a little easier ☺️

I hope your day was wonderful 💕

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you’re so niceeeee 😊 I hope your day is going good!!!!!!! -🌻

As are you! And sorry I’m seeing this a day later. My day has just started but I’m quite happy, as I received a test score back I was waiting on and it went well! I hope your day is going great 🫶

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heyaa!! i’m new to your page and i love you writing! could i be “🎠” anon please? thank you!💗

Of course you can!! Thank you for the kind words 🫶

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There's so many of us because you deserve it!!! You're an amazing writer!!! -🌻

You’re a sweetheart 🥰 thank you!