Musings of a(n) FFA

30 F ~ MINORS DNI ~ Not a feedee, but you can buy me dinner 😈 Cash app: $ihmusernames 😈 ENM but happily taken by @mortiskiller

[ihatemakingusernames]

🦄 ✨ Feedist Unicorn ✨ 🦄

[mortiskiller]

While I was at work today, @ihatemakingusernames decided she needed to tell me what my next phase of gaining is going to look like.

Reading these over the course of 30 minutes just melted me. I rushed to get my work done and walked to my car while making a $40 McDonald's order. I eat almost 50 chicken nuggets, a basket and half of fries, a large HiC and chugged a large milkshake while she slowly jerked me off.

I passed out for an hour and woke up like this. Bloated, gut aching, feeling heavy and dense. All because she told me too. Because I am done with the gym for a month. 30 days of making eating everything. Building my day around making sure I am stuffed at all times.

Want to help? Want to make @ihatemakingusernames job easy and give her an even fatter husband? DM me 😊 and pay some tribute to @ihatemakingusernames by buying me a meal.

[ihatemakingusernames]

PLEAZE DO MORE AUDIOS THEY ARE LIFE CHANGING

@mortiskiller guess we're going to have to remember to hit record the next time you get hard, huh? 😂😂😂

[mortiskiller]

Y'all don't know how many you miss! DM me if you want to hear this beautiful woman make me cum 🤤

[ihatemakingusernames]

If you want something from me he's the guy to talk to 😂

[mortiskiller]

Hey, I have been getting fucking fat lately. I mean look at this 👇

@ihatemakingusernames wants me fatter, at least 400.

So, I am opening up paid stuffings and customs for June ☺️ you get pictures, videos, and audios all to make me fatter for her!

[bunnystuffer]

from gentle feedism where the feedee go’s “i think i’m going to stop gaining… just for a little while… so i have time to adjust” that turns into hard feedism where they say “fuck i should’ve stopped 15 pounds ago” as you shove pizza in their mouth and tell them they’ll keep gaining as long as you see fit.

[ihatemakingusernames]

Aww, @mortiskiller, it's us!! 😘

[ihatemakingusernames]

PLEAZE DO MORE AUDIOS THEY ARE LIFE CHANGING

@mortiskiller guess we're going to have to remember to hit record the next time you get hard, huh? 😂😂😂

[ihatemakingusernames]

What is ENM Feedism?

Ethical Non-Monogamous Feedism

ENM does not just apply to Feedism. It is any relationship in which both partners consent to be non-monogamous. Similar to polyamory, however, partners might not date the same people, partners may choose to be intimate with others together or separately, partners may simply choose to never be non-monogamous in the physical sense but in a romantic or hypothetical sense only.

Essentially, in the case of my marriage, my partner and I may talk to other people, flirt, get friendly, but, if it were to progress, we do everything together.

For example, if he were to find a bi man interested in sleeping with him, we would both meet up with this person - ideally both play with them in some way (feeding, belly play, etc) - and if it got down to fucking, I would love nothing more than to see @mortiskiller fuck a man. Giving or receiving. I'm not picky. I crave it. Plus he looks so pretty with a cock in his mouth 🥵🥵

We do have some sexy female friends in the community he and I have gotten together with and I've gotten to kiss, and fondle, and get fucked by them. He'll watch or just let us go off and do our thing, whatever the vibe is.

The main point I'm making is all this is consensual (ie: ethical) because he and I communicate, check in with each other, and build our relationship to function this way. There's no breach of trust. We essentially get to have all the fun we want with no consequences.

Word to the wise: much like opening a marriage or engaging in a polyamorous relationship, COMMUNICATION IS KEY. If you find yourself feeling guilty, lying, or keeping secrets from your partner it is no longer ETHICAL non-monogamy... It's cheating, it's just cheating, and that's not cool bro.

Notable other person I've known in this community to engage in this practice: @unclemotherfucker

I actually learned the word from him, so thanks Unc 😂

I think he's spoke on it as well, but he's more succinct than I am so maybe you'll like his definition better.

Just be nice and fuck responsibly folks!

[ihatemakingusernames]

I thought I would ask an expert. So I’ve been actively gaining and I want to know if you would classify me as “fat” yet?

Well here's my question to you. Can you hide it with your shirt? Is there a size you can find easily on the shelf at any store that completely dwarfs your belly? Do you walk into a room and not get at least one person staring at your ball gut? Do people still let it slide when they see you eating enough for a few people or do they give you looks of disgust?

Have people started treating you like you're fat yet?

If not, then I'm pretty sure that's still a starter belly, Love.

Keep eating. Keep growing.

[ihatemakingusernames]

Soooooooo you recently mentioned a "fat virgin loser" teasing roleplay of some sort and now I really need to know where to find that

Well see, @mortiskiller really has a thing for my voice and loves when I make up dirty little stories for him while he's jerking off... Sometimes those topics include "fat, virgin, losers" or being "so weak you only make it halfway up the stairs before you're dripping in sweat, wheezing, and pleading with your eyes that I still see you as a "big, strong, man."" Personally my favorite right now is ex-jock themed about how Daddy ate away his 7 inch cock and only has 4 left. How his cock used to fill my two hands but now barely fills one when I stroke him off. How he's stuck with such a tiny, little, piggy cock... God I'm getting turned on just thinking about it.

So to answer your question, nothing I've written down but I suppose I could try if you asked nicely. 😈

[thedumplin]

You and @ihatemakingusernames please!

@ihatemakingusernames you heard em 👅

[ihatemakingusernames]

Hell yes, I'm game if you are! 😈

[ihatemakingusernames]

You're so adorable when you talk about losing weight. Honestly, it seems like whenever you do, you magically gain another 20lbs.

You might slip back into your old vegetable munching, fruit nibbling ways for a bit, but then... When you're desperate to cum... You'll always beg me to whisper in your ear about all the things that would change if you got fatter. How you'd outgrow the gym. How you'd start wheezing up a flight of stairs. How you'd need help off the couch. On and on, until cum, having a mind blowing orgasm to the roleplay where I taunt you for being a fat, virgin, loser.

Then... just like that... you find yourself desperate to get high every night, and to eat until you feel your gut weighing you down on the couch so the roleplay feels more real. You beg, you stuff, you cum. You say it's for me, but we both know the truth, it's for *us* baby.

So sure, go ahead, "lose some weight." Though, I'd be willing to bet it'll only make you even fatter 😘

[ihatemakingusernames]

Happy Halloween from the most rotund pumpkin in the patch 🎃

[ihatemakingusernames]

Just a friendly reminder that I am, in fact, a very juicy lady 🍑

[ihatemakingusernames]

It's a damn shame I've never had 500+ lbs of belly resting on my back...

...Of course, I just want to see if it would help with your back pain...

It definitely wouldn't make me insanely wet or anything. I totally wouldn't start grinding my ass against you. It's not, in any way, a massive turn on for me. Nope, I'm just here to help YOU.

[ihatemakingusernames]

*Fuck, I'm desperate, so desperate.*

You're insatiable. You've been stuffing yourself for hours, I can practically see the outline of the last meal you shoved into that hyperextended gut.

*I need it. Give it to me.*

You just keep eating. You won't stop, you've hardly even managed to stop chewing between bites long enough to breathe.

*Oh God, I'm so turned on I'm fucking aching*

You're such a fucking glutton, a greedy, selfish hog.

*Can't you see I've waited long enough, you worthless thing? Do you need the chair to snap beneath you to pull your attention from the table long enough to see how badly I fucking NEED IT!?*

God, damn it! That's enough! Look at me, you addicted slut!

*My inner fucking monologue has gone on long enough.*

Now, you listen to me you useless pile of lard. Clearly, the only fucking thing that holds your attention anymore is what you can put in your mouth, so I'm going to need you to listen carefully.

You. Are. Going. To. Eat. Me.

Do you understand?

Don't give me that stupid, fucking shocked expression, you knew this was coming. Did you not enjoy the spread I laid for you? Hours.. Days... Weeks... of food to whet your appetite and stretch your stomach.

Now it's time for you to do something for me.

Oh don't be scared, it's no different than using that pretty little mouth like you were a few minutes ago.

I can see you drooling. Don't lie. I know you're excited. Look at that, you just licked your lips...

Just think of it as dessert, and open up...

[ihatemakingusernames]

I love ENM feedism! Are you into cuckolding at all? I find it's a really nice kink to mesh with gaining/feeding/fat dynamics.

I think cucking is so fucking hot.

One of my favorite fantasies is getting absolutely railed by some big dicked nobody and staring down at my lard filled partner just reminding them how several hundred pounds ago, they used to be the one fucking me just like that 🥵🥵 bonus points if the person fucking me is also begging me to feed them just as fat as the partner I'm currently cucking... I love the idea of one fat ass looking into their future while the other one realizes that fucking me in the traditional sense is only in the past.

[mortiskiller]

Oh so you were "supposed to be losing weight this summer"?? Haha still telling people you’re losing weight? That’s adorable. You really think anyone believes that when your belly enters the room before you do? You’re waddling around like a walking cheat day, and somehow you expect us to pretend you're cutting? Please. Your shirts don’t even lie for you anymore — they just ride up and surrender. You used to suck it in. Now you just let it hang out like you’ve accepted the truth your mouth still denies. Every time you say you’re watching what you eat, all I hear is: 'Yeah, I’m watching it disappear into my mouth.' You can’t hide it. You’re puffier, rounder, slower. And it’s not ‘water weight’ or ‘bulking’ or any of those cute little lies you keep repeating like they’ll stop the seams from straining. You’re not losing. You’re *expanding*. And deep down, you know it. You’re not changing your body — your body is *changing you*. Softening you. Exposing you. So go ahead. Keep talking about your ‘goals’ while you sink deeper into that couch. But every time your gut slaps your thighs when you sit, every time you get out of breath walking to the fridge, remember — your body’s telling a much louder story than your mouth ever could.

I swear some of y'all really want me to be a soft weak butter ball irl lol

You can thank @ihatemakingusernames for keeping me at 350. I lose 10 or 15 pounds, she packs it back on me in a weekend. The cycle goes on and on, it has been great for my workouts as my muscle mass increases bit by bit.

One day you will have your wish of a wheezing flabby soft ball to tease and Dom, but for now enjoy!

[ihatemakingusernames]

Okay, this ask is hot...

And he *has* been craving takeout a lot more than he used to, and indulging in the edibles a little bit as well, but when I tell you this man is as devoted to the gym as he is to me, I'm not lying 😂😂😂 He does not make my job easy, y'all!