Mew

yeah i've got a problem, but stop taking away my safe space mf /// calzones // not pr0

[ihatethishellsite143]

Hey there <3

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i'm Mew, welcome to my shit blog about my shit disorder.

|| they/them || 15 || 4n4 || dni if fatphobic, homophobic, etc ||

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stats:

cw - 104 lbs

sw - 112 lbs

ugw - 90 lbs

Clean from sh three months

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[metamorphosis-42]

having an ed makes you so much more aware of other people’s disordered eating habits

[knockmetothefloor]

i want to dye my hair but i dont want to

[ihatethishellsite143]

innocent girls who smoke too many cigarettes

[ihatethishellsite143]

I used to hate Jang Wonyoung from IVE but then I realized I was just jealous of her lmaooo

[daintydawn]

my ana rules

♡ rules ♡ every tuesday and friday should be fast days you can eat from 8am to 6pm make a list of foods to cut out chew a bite of food 15-25 times eat 300-900 calories per day sit up straight and do back exercises drink at least 1.5-2 liter of water per day and at least one green tea bag keep a cute ana diary eat as much raw veggies and fruits as possible

♡ quick tips ♡ drink water before every meal do 100 crunches every day chew food until it disintegrates put your fork down between mouthfuls do 100 jumping jacks after every meal read your diary on a daily basis eat with your non-dominant hand to boost your metabolism drink coffee or green tea make a bracelet that will remember you about your goal try to burn half of the calories you’ve eaten

♡ distractions ♡ chew gum when hungry drink a glass of iced water count slowly to 100 clean something gross smell or drink black coffee keep a timer for 5-10 minutes and eat when the timer is up make an ana journal or blog pedicure/manicure give yourself a spa day do some yoga or pilates have a long shower brush your teeth dance and listen to music study up on diets take up a new hobby watch fashion or diet based television work out for ten minutes

♡ reasons ♡ looking flawless in any kind of clothing having a double digit weight that you’re unashamed of feeling confident when looking in the mirror reaching the peak in your beauty feeling happier about yourself

[fallingbrainz]

10 excuses not to eat ✨

-“im not hungry”

-“I plan on going out with ___ later”

-“my stomach hurts right now”

-“I feel a little sick”

-“I already ate some ____”

-“my teeth hurt right now”

-“I don’t like the sauce that’s on that”

-“___already got me some food!“

-“im trying to cut down on ___”

-or a simple “im trying to lose weight”

End of the list<3

[meatpuppit]

actually nothing but respect for the local sex toy store in my city just telling people they can shoplift morning after pills if they need to.

[adderall-and-nicotine]

!!!!!

[darkacaede-mia]

anorexian‘t

[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Depression Hotline:[phone]

Suicide Hotline:[phone]

LifeLine:1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project:1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support:1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline:[phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault:1-800-656-4673

Grief Support:1-650-321-5272

Runaway:1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale:After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse:1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem):08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem):08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information):0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice):0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support:0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders):08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care:08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs):0800776600

Drinkline:0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales:0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland:08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline:[phone]

India Suicide Helpline:022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada):1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina:54-0223-493-0430

Australia:13-11-14

Austria:01-713-3374

Barbados:429-9999

Belgium:106

Botswana:391-1270

Brazil:21-233-9191

China:852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong:2389-2222)

Costa Rica:606-253-5439

Croatia:01-4833-888

Cyprus:357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic:222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark:70-201-201

Egypt:762-1602

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Finland:040-5032199

France:01-45-39-4000

Germany:0800-181-0721

Greece:1018

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Hungary:06-80-820-111

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(Singapore:1-800-221-4444)

Mexico:525-510-2550

Netherlands:0900-0767

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Russia:8-20-222-82-10

Spain:91-459-00-50

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Sweden:031-711-2400

Switzerland:143

Taiwan:0800-788-995

Thailand:02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago:868-645-2800

Ukraine:0487-327715

[chickey-alfrede-deactivated2023]

why do i only feel attractive when im sexualizing myself?

[gothalbinorat]

this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

[ihatethishellsite143]

had the worst fucking binge today im actually not ok

[kaijuno]

Jesus died for me? That’s manipulative

[edwardashley]

why are you, as a man, eating another man’s flesh? because you want to feel him inside you?

[moonlithe-shadow]

therapists are really out there thinking that if you get self destructive urges you're just gonna

🌟go for a walk until it goes away🌟

[ihatethishellsite143]

like gurl if i go for a walk it's gonna be for the purpose of burning cals only 🙄

[peachjamboobtea]

“boba tea is worth the cals” i say into the mic. the crowd boos. i begin to walk off the stage in shame. “no, they're right.” i hear a voice say in the back. the lights come on. it’s anorexia herself .