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[ihaveloved]

All this while I've been packing ice around my heart. How do I make it melt?

Ada, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

I began by counting the days, then the months. I don't count on anything anymore except the hope that you will return, and the silent fear that in the years since we saw each other, this war, this awful war, will have changed us both beyond all reckoning.

Ada, Cold Mountain

[ihaveloved]

I don't know how to do that... hold a smile.

Ada, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

If you are fighting, stop fighting. If you are marching, stop marching. Come back to me. Come back to me is my request.

Ada, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

Inman: The way you felt when I pulled you to me. That kiss- which I kissed again everyday of my walking.

Ada: Everyday of my waiting...

[ihaveloved]

Ada: But how did I keep you? We barely knew each other. A few moments.

Inman: A thousand moments. They're like a bag of tiny diamonds glittering in a black heart. Don't matter if they're real or things I made up.

[ihaveloved]

You are all that keeps me from sliding into some dark place.

Inman, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

What we have lost will never be returned to us. The land will not heal - too much blood. All we can do is learn from the past and make peace with it.

Ada, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

If you could see my inside, or whatever you want to name it; my spirit, that's what I fear. I think I'm ruined. They kept trying to put me in the ground but I wasn't ready. But if I had... if I had goodness, I lost it. If I had anything tender in me, I shot it dead!

Inman, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

You can grieve your heart out and in the end you are still where you were. All your grief hasn't changed a thing.

Charles Frazier, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

He had been alone in the world and empty for so long. But she filled him full, and so he believed everything that had been taken out of him might have been for a purpose. To clear space for something better.

Charles Frazier, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

I know I don't need him, but I think I want him.

Charles Frazier, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

What you have lost will not be returned to you; it always be lost. You’re left with only your scars to mark the void. All you can choose to do is go on, or not. But if you go on, it’s knowing you carry your scars with you.

Charles Frazier, Cold mountain

[ihaveloved]

I feel the love and I feel it burn, down this river every turn.

Onerepublic

[ihaveloved]

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive.

Onerepublic

[ihaveloved]

I feel something so right, doing the wrong thing. I feel something so wrong, doing the right thing.

Onerepublic

[ihaveloved]

Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep. Dreaming about the things that we could be.

Onerepublic