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do you want to kiss the mouth that bites you?

stop deluding yourself.

comfort from the instigator is not as sweet as your idiotic fantasies make it to be.

it does not sate the urge to scratch and rip and bark.

everything is gradual.

everything is momentary.

do you also look for god in every ceiling you find?

you're here for a reason.

join and repent.

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yearning stalks me like a rabid dog on the loose.

it lingers in my peripheral vision- quiet and steady.

i do not know what it wants. i do not know where to go.

do i hurt it? or do i take it in my arms?

(hurt feels like an ache i no longer want to get rid of.

my gums are sore and i don't know where god is)

it bares its teeth in front of me and i offer myself in case it wants a piece. it looks at me, confused. why did you do that?

as always, i don't know this time too.

you can pick at my brain. choose what you like and choose to believe in that. but please, choose me choose me choose me.

i thought the scent made you follow me all the way here.

i left puddles in my wake.

i can be a terrible thing to look at sometimes.