finally retiring my first tumblr username: clowninfortodoroki (2019) in the height of the pandemic where everyone was finally hyping for MHA and HQ and such, now, the user and meaning has aged to a point i feel satisfied to alter it into smth shorter: iicytodoroki (2023)
all my masterlists and list are kinda messed up with the links so give me some time this week and i actually PLAN to come back loll
i may incorporate manhwas into my scope of fandom on here, who knows!
rest assured, we will make sure to reignite the spark you had ;)
click on one of the profiles below to continue your (love) story!
sena’s note: another series yay !! i wanted to feed not just my jjk babes, but also tokrev, hq, aot, mha and bllk this time. fyi, these will all contain good doses of angst, fluff and smut. warnings will be added in the respective parts! slow updates because it’s finals season for me soon. thanks for 300 everyone! 🤍
PROLOGUE.
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THE LOST LOVE
✉︎ apparently, TOJI truly loved you. then why did he get away?
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
THE ONE-NIGHT STAND
✉︎ HIROMI left your bed months ago, but always lingered in your mind.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
THE NEMESIS
✉︎ there was a feeling just as intense as love that connected ATSUMU and you.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
THE BEST FRIEND
✉︎ DRAKEN was nice to everyone, not just you.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS GONE WRONG
✉︎ it shouldn’t have been that hard not to fall for SHUJI… right?
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
THE FORBIDDEN LOVE
✉︎ we don’t blame you for having crushed on coach LEVI.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
RIGHT PERSON, WRONG TIMING
✉︎ to this day, you still think that TOUYA used it as an excuse, don’t you?
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡•°`.
THE BOY NEXT DOOR
✉︎ SHOUEI was a lone wolf professionally and in private, but you two go way back.
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let me know if you want to be tagged in any of these! :)
“i knew you’d never be truly angry at me bc even your angry is so beautiful, you love me so much that, that love is asking the help of other emotions to express it for you; with this “anger” you meant it as a way to express your dissatisfaction of my time with you even though i wake at dawn’s pearly shine to see your face until the twinkles of twilight reflect on your skin. it feels as though lightning breaking through the skies in a quiet but turbulent night or climbing great heights of mtns through thin air just to see the sleepy beauty of snow that tucks in this loud world to a lulled sleep. your anger comes from such beauty and loving intentions, i can only smile in joy as you avert your eyes with red tipped ears.
imma need to add some more changes to info to this blog and perhaps a new username 😭 my first username since entering this world in …2019(?) but its not what represents me as much now :,) also i really just wanna post short fics hardly any context bc my drafts and my mind is actually back to thinking of stories <33
This is Jae/Mengdus/Ashflower. I hope you've all been well. 💕
I know some of you have curiosities and concerns about my absence but I won't really go into detail about it. (Nothing fandom/internet related; real life just kicked me hard in the ass.) Nonetheless, I appreciate all of your well thoughts and wishes.
I do have intentions to get back to posting content again, but realistically, new chapters/content probably won't be posted until after the new year.
To clarify, I won't be very active on Tumblr, maybe a post here or there once in a blue moon, but I figured it'd be easier to just contact me here if necessary. My inbox will be open so going forward, feel free to send me messages directly. I'll answer when I get a chance.
i wanna write about a gaming fic, a short one, but im sooo out of so many fandoms on here :,( either i do suna rintarou or giyuu tomioka since im done with the recent anime and long done with the manga …?
It’s been a while, and I normally wouldn’t do this but unemployment sucks. I’m in the midst of a career (and lbr overall identity) change. I’m able to get by on my own savings for the next little while, but haven’t secured a new job yet so funds will be tight for me. I could use the extra support.
For those curious, I am ashflower on Ao3. I mostly write reader-inserts; I am the writer behind:
Genshin Impact:
Edge of Heaven, Corners of the Seas (Zhongli/Reader)
On the Threshold of Eternity (Ayato/Reader);
as well as Autumn Wind (Kouen/Reader/Hakuyuu) for Magi;
and Higher Love (Sylvain/Reader/Felix) for Fire Emblem: Three Houses, etc.
In the meantime, I’ll be opening limited spots for short commissions to cover small bills and expenses: 1000 words or less, for a flat rate of $15 (CAD) regardless of if I go over the word limit. I’ll be working on them this weekend for a current capacity of 5 slots until I finish. Please message me first before commissioning.
Alternatively, my ko-fi is still open if you’d like to just donate:
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Thank you to everyone who has supported me thus far!
if anyone has fic recs pls lmk! im trying to read up more (also personal books since i hardly reading outside of school assignments) and i need some confidence in style and inspo on concepts for writing!
omg hi,, i really am so bad at keeping promises and honestly, after this first fall quarter at uni, it made me realize how much i was happier and more appreciative of my hobbies, especially since i cant really make friends there and my social anxiety makes it difficult and my parents (who are narcissists) prevent me so even though i moved to that city during the school year, so i plan to get back into writing as an attempt for a personal happiness since i am a homebody 80% of the time lol
really hope everyone is having a happy holidays and is safe!