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WELCOME TO IIIBXTRFLYY

stan list: newjeans, le sserafim, ive, snsd, twice, blackpink, xg, bts, nct, red velvet

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i’m alive, and obsessed with the last of us part 1

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temporary hiatus

hey everyone, i’m sorry i haven’t been online as of late.

recently, my dad was very unwell and we could have had lost him. i’ve been unwell as well, but nothing life threatening. i also have my super important exams starting this week, and they last for a month.

due to everything, my mental health has slipped slightly, and i’ve lost motivation to write. the plan is hopefully after the exams, i’ll post dani’s very late birthday fic and get back to writing!

thank you for understanding

from,

kieran

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eid mubarak! and happy birthday to hyein!

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an announcement

the unfortunate news that we all received yesterday on moonbin’s passing shocked me. while i myself do not stan astro, but the news still hit hard. wherever he is, i hope he is okay now.

if you ever need someone to talk to, i am here (although my messages box seems to be broken). no one should be alone when they are suffering.

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Happy late-ish birthday Kieran‼ Hope you had a really good day

thank you! i did have a very good day :)

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about me

scottish-bengali/indian (afghan, irish and manx descent)

i’m dyslexic!

i like anime and video games. i also like steven universe, musicals and opera (specifically carmen!)

i’m classically trained in singing and i also play the guitar

i love formula 1

im a fan of fleetwood mac and queen

i share a birthday with danielle, karina and ahyeon!

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fun fact: danielle and i share a birthday

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thank you so much for over 100 likes on ‘President and Captain’ <3

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Thank you I'm not the best writer so this is ever so sweet of you and Idk how no ones complimented your name before (it's very pretty lmfao) I hope we can be friends btw

ofc yeah!

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Come Inside Of My Heart

Australia was hot in February. 

Strange compared to places such as Korea which were frigid in the early months, but because Australia lay in the Southern Hemisphere - it was a lot hotter than other countries in the months beginning the year.

You started to regret coming to the cafe by St. Kilda Beach. The beach was crowded, the weather pleasant enough for hordes of people to travel from around Melbourne and the surrounding areas to relax by the sea side. Paying no one attention, you dutifully started at the Mint Chocolate ice cream, melting slowly in the tub in front of you.

Everything reminded you of her.  

One of your closest friends leaving you made you heart clench almost painfully. You had started to burry yourself in work, hoping to distract your mind from her. It was all in vain, memories of her resurfaced forcefully.

Right now, the memory of her forcing you to try Hawaiian pizza made you chuckle. You still hated it, but maybe a little less - since she enjoyed it. Then, the memory of walking around Melbourne on an evening just like this, pinkies linked. She told you so awful jokes, which made you cringe and laugh. She would complain about the warm weather, while you basked in the sun’s rays, laughing at her pout.

She was passionate about music, for as long you could remember. She always carried around her ukulele, becoming obsessed with playing it after learning how to do so during music class in Elementary school. She serenaded you with your favourite songs, her melodious voice sounding sweet in your ears. Her gift for music inspired you to become interested, taking up the guitar in your early teenage years. Many hours were spent together, singing to One Direction and playing on your guitar and ukulele respectively.

When she departed to Korea, she told you to keep playing the guitar, and to never forget her.

How could you ever forget her?

She was you first everything.

First friend.

First person you attended a concert with.

First music partner.

First crush.

You hated yourself slightly. How disgusting that you liked your friend. She was just being polite, but when she held your hand and hugged you - your stupid little heart always jumped. You were stubborn, finding confessing feelings hard - so you decided to create the perfect song to act as a love letter. In her absence, she would probably never see it. She resided eleven hours and fifty seven minutes away, with a two hour difference of time zone. Churning out lyrics, guitar tunes and beat mash ups, you worked tirelessly. Till the perfect song was produced.

Titled; ‘Come Inside Of My Heart’.

Lamenting your feelings of attraction, but narrating how your personality kept your true thoughts and feelings away from her. Begging her to forgive you for your walls built around your mind in an act to protect yourself, which hurt her on many occasions. You invited her into your heart, the key to your innermost fears and emotions.

It was a place only she could see. 

Your song was extremely popular on social media, many people your age relating to your conflicting emotions about someone you loved a lot, but found difficult to confess your overwhelming feelings too.

It was just your luck when you were casted by a major company. Deserving a much needed break from school and music, you and your family travelled to Korea. While shopping, you were approached by a woman, who handed you a business card. It read Big - Hit Entertainment. You stared, puzzled that you knew that company name before. It then hit you. The Big Hit Global Audition in October 2019. She passed it and then moved to Korea in the New Year. 

Would you be reunited with her? It was a stretch, but worth trying. 

You wanted to see Hanni again. 

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i’ve strained the ligaments in my hand🤨

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this is deadass so random but I really like your name💀

your writing is crazy good as well like omfg WHAT!!!?

thank you so much, no one’s really complimented my name :) (ur name is very nice as well). also i love your haerin fic!

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rules + important

i write for female idols only - please do not ask me to write about male idols. I do like BTS and NCT, but i will not write for them.

NO SMUT OR NSFW! i am a minor and it makes me unconformable

please DNI if you are a CIS-HIT male, i am sorry but this is a WLW / NBLW blog...

please do not be racist, homophobic, ableist, sexist, make strange comments, etc... i will not hesitate to block you.

updates will be all over the place! i am trying not to fail school, i have super important exams coming up

i have also been quite unwell as of late - and this has impacted my writing, both here and on wattpad, so please be patient with me

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Captain and President

The past month had been torture for you. 

Between practice, homework, revision and chores - your thoughts revolved around one girl. 

Kim Minji.

Your eyes constantly searched for her, darting left and right around the room. Like a kicked puppy, you sulked when you realised she was not there. Your friends, Yujin and Wonyoung, teased you relentlessly (mostly Yujin, Wonyoung always tried to be supportive).

“Hey (Y/N), your girlfriends arrived~” teased Yujin as the members of the Student Council arrived in the Lunch Hall. 

You groaned, wanting to block out the girls teasing. Wonyoung smiled in sympathy, sending a murderous glare at Yujin to stop teasing you. As you were grumbling at Yujin, a familiar figure appeared in your line of sight.

“Hi (Y/N).” came the voice of the source of your stupid gay panic. 

“Minji, h-how are you?” 

You kicked Yujin under the table when she snickered at your nervous state. 

“I’m fine, I just wanted to ask if you had the match today?” 

“Uh yeah, we do.”

“I’ll see you then.” 

She then waltzed off - leaving you slightly shocked, yet very excited. Minji was coming to watch the volleyball match?

(What you did not know was that when Minji turned away, her whole face burst out in a shade of red which put tomato’s to shame. The poor girl was just as nervous as you.)

After the rather strange interaction in the Lunch Hall, you now stood in the Sports Centre, watching you team warm up for the match against your rival school. You absentmindedly rocked on your feet - watching as Wonyoung perfectly executed spikes, and how Yujin expertly dove to dig others spike. Your thoughts then suddenly drifted back to Minji. You found her direct nature adorable - she was no - nonsense, efficient at running the Student Council, and an inspiring leader. Minji portrayed herself as a composed person to everyone else - but when it was the two of you in the Library, working on stupid Chemistry equations, she was the sweetest person to ever grace planet Earth.

As much as you wanted to just daydream about the Student Council President - you had a job to do, which was to play volleyball. So, you jumped into duo of Yujin and Wonyoung.

“What’s wrong (Y/N)? You look troubled.” queried Wonyoung, slightly worried by your unnatural stoic face. 

“I’m just…thinking.” 

She did not press on - worried she would upset you, which would throw the whole team out of whack.

The team, after playing a practise game, started to prepare for the other team and spectators. Changed and warmed - up, the line up for the first half decided. Consisting of you as the Setter, Wonyoung as the Left Outside Hitter, Yuna as the Right Outside Hitter, Yujin as the Libero, Yeji as Middle Blocker and finally Jinsoul as Back Left Hitter.

The crowd was loud, many people flocked to watch the symbolic showdown between two rival school Volleyball teams. You scanned the crowd, searching for the President. 

There she was. 

Front row, right behind where you would be positioned on the far back right. Minji’s face lit up when she made eye contact with you. Subtly waving, you then turned to face your team.

“Alright girls, we can do this. Just remember to communicate on the court and we will be fine.” your brief speech ended when you put your right hand in the middle. The other five then joined you, cheering when the six of you threw you arms up. 

You made eye contact with the opposing captain, her eyes burning holes in your head. The blow of the whistle interrupted your thoughts, you prepared to serve. 

Thwack!

The ball was up in the air. Sailing over the heads of the opposition closest to the net, until the Liberio suddenly dug the ball, sending it right into the hands of the Middle Blocker, which the Left Outside spiked. Wonyoung and Yuna jumped to counteract the aggressive spike, sending it back over to the other team.

After and hour, the scores are tied. You were exhausted, but you kept yourself grounded, serving and passing with accuracy and keeping a cool head. Just one more hit over the net, and your team would take home the glory. That’s when the Volleyball came flying at you - jumping into action, you dug, passing to Jinsoul. The girl set the ball over to Yuna, and Yeji moved into position. Yujin got reach for a rebound, and Wonyoung prepared for a miss. 

Your heart rate increased, this was it. 

Thwack!

The cheers erupted in the Hall, and you suddenly felt yourself being shaken around. 

‘What just happened? Did we win?’

“(Y/N)! We won!” came Yeji’s voice, the girl bounding around in front of you.

‘We won.’

‘WE WON!’

“Holy fuck?!” you exclaimed

You then felt yourself grow ecstatic - after constantly being thrashed by the opposing team in previous years, your team had finally won. 

“(Y/N)!” came a familiar voice 

“Minji?” You jogged up to when the girl sat.

Jumping the barricade, you crushed the President in a hug. She hugged right back, but the pulled away and stared at you.

“Sorry! Is it because I’m a little sweaty?” you asked, apologising for making Minji disgusted. 

Though the real reason for Minji’s silence soon revealed itself. Taking your face in her hands, she pulled you down for a kiss. Your face exploded in a heat. The girl who you started to develop feelings for, was kissing you in front of the crowd of students. The world started to melt away, only Minji’s lips registered in your mind, along with a single thought;

‘I’m kissing Kim Minji?’ 

Breaking away, the President gazed at you with uncharacteristic shyness.

“I like you, and not in the friend way.” she said simply, avoiding your gaze. “I understand if your disgusted or something like th-“

Her question was answered when she was pulled in for another kiss. 

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[I used to play volleyball, but why is it so hard to write?]

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In progress

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

Come Inside Of My Heart, part 2 (Hanni x Reader)

NEWJEANS? No, NEWHAIR. (Danielle x Reader)

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iibxtrflyy's masterlist

a collection of all my works - i only write for Idols who are 18 and over.

NEWJEANS

minji

President and Captain

Captain and President

hanni

Come Inside Of My Heart

danielle

LE SSERAFIM

sakura

chaewon

yunjin

kazuha

IVE

gaeul

yujin

rei

wonyoung

liz

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