the most damaging thing about consciousness is that is exists on a loop (nonlinear time). this is why i said messing with time will end up with you feeling like you’ve got your mind fractured.
that’s what happened to me.
because the world around me does not support direct alignment with creation
the worst part about it all? people think i sound like some ancient tantric freak, or delusional. it’s never going to be real for them like it’s real for me. and that’s okay. it feels isolating, but i’ll get through it. it’s like… they say this knowledge is kept secret, preserved as sacred. how do i live peacefully when the whole world around me is interacting with me unconsciously based on what it sees and detects within my spirit/soul, yet won’t ever listen, care nor understand when i try to tell them about my experiences with God. it’s most like… i should just stop. because my beliefs are not others’. it’s like a subtler form of evangelism.
